I'm afraid of everything and I'm so tired

>>82145314 (OP)
i'm afraid of a potential bad future or a bad afterlife.
the unknown is very spooky.

Op, keep that fear and let it remind you that you can still feel anything, eventually you just get so used to that emptiness that you can do unspeakable things without any moral qualms, let it be your hook in this hell

>>82145314 (OP)
Read ACIM and learn what is fear.

>>82145449
I don't know what that is and reading is pointlessly time consuming