I dunno how to or what job to get. I mean what even is there to do for an autist with social anxiety?

I already freak out when it comes to buying used stuff on the internet when i need to chat or something so how will a job work out?

gif is gay

become a busser i listen to music and dont talk to anyone for the entire day its great

>>82148797
I used to wash dishes with bad social anxiety, one busy Sunday they sent me out to bus tables and I could feel the eyes crawling all over me so I just panicked and left on the spot

Later on, I had dishwashing jobs where I did NOT have to go out in front of the patrons and they were way more tolerable (being a dishie still blows)

>>82148700 (OP)
If you want a trial by fire you can apply to a grocery store
It will be extremely painful but you can learn how to engage in fake interactions with humans

>>82148831
Makes sense i was the same way initially but after a while i realized that i was just tripping and people dont even notice my existence even when im trying to squeeze by them

>>82148831
dunno. Even if its not directly customer facing it still sounds like a hellish service job.
>>82148842
I actually have an internship behind me and interacting with similar minded employees is not an issue but its so hard to get to this point.
The road to such a job is filled with so much bullshit and i can't even apply for said job right now. I gotta wait for half a year but i need to somehow get by until then. But even after all is said and i done there is still the apprenticeship and years long schooling i need to go through.....

Dont most employers have a no incel policy? If you arent having sex, you probably will be a disgrace to the companies image.

>I already freak out when it comes to buying used stuff on the internet when i need to chat or something
It gets better with practice and exposure.
Also, anxiety and insecurity are a kind of luxury, even though they're unpleasant. At some point you might become busy or pressured enough that you can't spare indulging them too much, or your more mundane anxieties about talking to people might get overtaken by more advanced anxieties, which still won't be fun, but you'll be able to function at a higher level, in a wagie-sense.
Just my observations as a retard fuckup nervous wreck.

>>82149315
>It gets better with practice and exposure.
Not if you get bullied while doing your best. After looksmaxxing it got a little better but i still look older than i am in a very bad way.
People who i thought were my friends talked shit behind my back and were dancing circles around my autistic ass when they were bored.
Everyone but few seem to be this way.
Unless im surrounded with people like me it will also stay this way. I hate it.