How over are things for you?

From a scale of 1 to 10
With 1 being things in life have never been better actually.
And 10 being I need to kill myself right now.

>>82149573 (OP)
6 i just need to go away like run away

>>82149573 (OP)
like maybe an 8

>>82149573 (OP)
8 but I can see a progression through 9 and 10 on the near-horizon

>>82149573 (OP)
It fluctuates between 3 and 5.

>>82149573 (OP)
7-8 depending on the day

>>82149573 (OP)
Flat 5
I'm at that crossroad where nothing I do seems to matter and everything I do seems to not matter at all
>get a job (good); can't work due to personal issues (bad)
>go to college (good); can't go to class due to personal issues (bad)
>exercise (good); don't eat healthy/keep smoking cigs (bad)
You get the idea, I walk one step forward and one step backwards

>>82149573 (OP)
I guess I'm somewhere between 3-5.

I'm honestly screwed financially at the moment and burnt out but I have a gf who really actually loves me and I have a job that pays okay