I hate how no one fucking care about me, like i'm seeing supposed childhood friends and since i look like a creep they ignore me??? Like am I just gonna pass weeks getting ignored? I love being alone but it's been MONTHS since i haven't interacted with people irl (except family)

At least I have 4chan ig? I mean you guys probably understand my situation, that's why it's horrible bc what tf am i supposed to do, like they said they ignore me bc i'm autistic, so wtf am i supposed to say or do atp. They don't even treat me as a man just bc i'm an incel and not a chad. Like ok sorry for existing? Urgh i hate it!! I hate feeling so lonely especially be now the only guy that was friend with me has a gf!

I arrived in the piece they are to say hi and all and they left.

THEY LEFT AFTER I CAME.
LIKE???

Just to get yelled by my mom bc i don't socialize thzt much. Well maybe if people weren't disgusted by me all the time?? I mean I do efforts guys.