Does anyone else feel like a child in an adult's body, always crying on the inside, seeking a paternal figure that will never come? Or is it just me.

im still a retard like i was in hs 10yrs ago
still spending my free time alone consuming mostly jp media and masturbating
still a weird detached friendless virgin
still hate myself and everyone else
the only thing thats changed is becoming a wagecuck and alcoholic

>>82177975 (OP)
I feel like that too. I feel like subconsciously i'm always searching for a parental figure in another male, I want a bf who'll let me call him daddy and cuddle me when i'm sad

No i'm not a foid so no i can't just get that

>>82177975 (OP)
yes, I feel like a scared child in the body of a 26 year old but I personally seek a maternal figure because I never had one, never had a paternal figure either but I think a maternal figure is more important for a child's development anyway the point is that I'm fucked beyond repair and I will be slitting my throat soon, turns out I still have another fresh blade and I will be using it :) fuck this shitty life

>>82177975 (OP)
I mean, kinda. Not like how you describe it, but I'm genuinely still mentally a 13 year old or something like that.