im a 19 years old chilean boy and always have been isolated. past all i can remember of my life building and tearing apart axioms trying to form a way of living where the guilt of existing doesnt have to be mandatory. tried hating the world and loving it, yet the black icky soup of lonelinees fermenting of my brain undraws each meaning i try to attach to reality. sometimes faces and contours of concrete dont seem anything, most of times actually. i fear i'll die like a japanese rotting in their bedroom until the landlord goes to collect the rent months after not receiving any payment and then it's broadcasted in the news, marking a one moment mourning and concern before everyone else forgets about what happened. is there anything you reccomend to get out of here?

>calls himself a boy
faggot alert

>>82179551 (OP)
dejate de escribir como aweonao, describe tu problema de forma concisa y deja de darte color.

Shut up spic

>>82179551 (OP)
thiago?