Do you grieve that no one will ever truly know you but yourself?
All your thoughts, your struggles, your joys, it's all inside you

They might see you smile at a certain thing or cry at another but they'll never understand the hows and whys behind it all

>>82181324 (OP)
i swear to god incels find the most dumb things to whine about

>>82181335
You really think this is about women? How jaded and shallow are you, anon?

I'm talking about something greater, something that involves oneself and one's identiy

>>82181324 (OP)
>Do you grieve that no one will ever truly know you but yourself?
>All your thoughts, your struggles, your joys, it's all inside you
>They might see you smile at a certain thing or cry at another but they'll never understand the hows and whys behind it all
yeah this made me nihilistic and that only outward appearance and opinion matters
since everything is fake and gay and hidden
such things arise when you have no one to share your thoughts and ideas deeply with
anyway

>>82181324 (OP)
Even when yoy explain it they will never fucking understand.
Just want to do things with people share common hobbies and talk about them and all everyone wants to do is talk about nothing. Like I do not know who your uncle is I do not fucking care. But I have to keep listening and smile to make them happy and then I still don't get what it is that I wanted. Giving up was the only way to stop this shit.