I HATE being forced to go outside from my parents. Like it's useless and especially since it's summer so it's hot af. Was forced onto an exposition and HOW am I gonna tell them that doing that won't help me? Like ok i get i'm autistic and i don't go out of my room, but forcing me just make me uncomfortable af. I hate it i hate this stupid place and those people who judges me bc i ain't a chad or a though guy. Yeah so what?? Kys idk??
Sorry for ranting but urgh I needed to talk about it and people on 4chan kinda get me so here I am.
I think we're at least 90% of 4chan to hate our life so yeah.
And it's so annoying bc there's females with me and they either treat me like a child bc of my autism or are disgusted by me bc i ain't a chad. Wtf is wrong with them I'm doing my best??
And when they're close to me they move a bit doing a disgusted face and scoffing? Excuse me for living??

>>82182207 (OP)
Edit bc it got posted after 1h:
I interacted with a female, we laughed and she seemed comfortable around me, but knowing them she'll probably prefer someone's prettier urgh

>>82182207 (OP)
>Like ok i get i'm autistic and i don't go out of my room, but forcing me just make me uncomfortable af.
As a autistic person myself(I was diagnosed), this hits hard. You can't learn to like new stuff if it's always awful. The discomfort needs to be paced and volentary. I hiked the entire appalachian trail with that mindset and had only three bad days.
>And it's so annoying bc there's females with me and they either treat me like a child bc of my autism or are disgusted by me bc i ain't a chad
This, I also understand, but it's a good thing while it lasts. Don't take it for granted. Ask them for help getting you a gf and how to prepare and condition yourself for it.
>Wtf is wrong with them I'm doing my best??
Protective and maternal instincts. It means they care about your well-being but don't want to fuck you. This is a good thing. Women to vouch for you and protect your reputation and keep you from seeming like a complete freak is everything.
>And when they're close to me they move a bit doing a disgusted face and scoffing? Excuse me for living??
What do you mean by this? Like, you touch them and they scoff and are grossed out because you're like a pet to them? Lmao. I hate to break it to you, but that's funny you still are pissed off about that after all these years. It's just how it is when you're autistic. Sex with you is like sex with a dog. White girls love it for sure, but you have to be sexually or emotionally appealing, and the only way you're going to do that is by not always being on guard from sensory things. As such, you need to exercise and do square breathing and expose the back of your neck to cold water and gargle water to strengthen your vagal nerve, which is a nerve that helps regulate your parasympathetic nervous system, the thing in your body responsible for you being able to relax and feel comfortable. You also should increase your sensory diet by doing more things when you want to and having different foods around to try whenever

>>82182415
>like, you touch them and they scoff and are grossed out because you're like a pet to them?
No, i don't even touch them (i don't make physical contact without clear consent to be honest) it's just when they're a bit close to me they treat me like a stray dog or smt

And thanks for the sensory things, will try it out!

>>82182498
Edit: ended up in a bar with the girl i talked about help what