I'm scared of death

>>82188360 (OP)
Me too anon. My existential awakening / realization of non-existence came in my mid 20s. I'm 35 now and have just learned to not think about it. I hope my death is swift and painless, I don't want time to think about it. Cancer is more terrifying than death itself to me because the thought of having a known time limit till the end of your life is extremely distressing.

im terrified of death my dad drunk himself to death i cant even imagine where he is right now. i got his ashes right next to me. you mean to tell me my best friend is never coming back

>>82188406
You have a time limit either way.

>>82188360 (OP)
it causes me extreme panic to think about, its a huge reason why i havent done anything with my life. whats the point of doing anything at all if my life will end?

Gonna be going out on my own terms when my .500 hollow points come in.

>>82188445
The point is to leave something behind, i.e. a legacy. Could be children, could be a work of art or science, something to leave behind for future generations to benefit from in some way. It's in our DNA, it's why we're driven to progenate as a species.

>>82188360 (OP)
Why not get right with god then?

Can make a wish kids request for sex as their final wish?

>>82188500
Sex with other kids? Sure

>>82188500

It is always stuck in my mind a episode of scrubs a chick flashes a kid before he dies

>>82188475
99.99% of us will be forgotten. your life will only be remembered in a thousand years if you were a conqueror who killed other people to make his legacy

Me too, but I fear aging more. Dying instantly within your own control is comforting, like if you were to blast your fucking head open with a 12-gauge shotgun. It is freedom from the world of the living, an escape from all your sins. But aging, that is truly fucking terrifying. Living out the days with the anxiety slowly eating away at you, the knowledge that everything you have built can come crumbling down at every moment. Slowly your face loses its beauty, and your mind loses its sharpness. The memories fade. The hormones and organic compounds produced by the body which literally regulate and constitute who you are behind to slow down, and so your entire person begins to drift and change. One instant you are a healthy, strong, handsome young man. An instant passes and you realize you are a withered body, and what once was can never be regained. How absolutely fucking terrifying.

>>82188512
It's not about being remembered (that'd be nice though), it's about propelling the species forward. That could be by producing more members of society to contribute (children) or scientific/technological advancements. Genghis Khan wouldn't have existed if his mommy and daddy didn't get it on, and their mommies and daddies, and so forth.

>>82188506
>>82188509
Okay but can adults with terminal illnesses request for sex as well, like with a nurse or a stripper or something, because dying as a virgin is a real bummer desu.

>>82188518
That could change in some years. Hopefully we live long enough to see it.

>>82188542
it would be statutory rape so no

>>82188568
I sure hope so, anon. It is what im banking on. I want to stay young forever.

>>82188536
I don't think any of us are going to invent the cure to cancer heh heh

>>82188536
What about gay people

>>82188637
Gay people can invent things

>>82188637

literally nothing wrong with gays or lesbians. trannies on the other hand they need to fuck offf

>>82188642
Oh yeah. Good idea

>>82188360 (OP)
i'm not
i embrace the beauty of death
you can call me the angel of death if you like
thats my gaming name, but some kids got no time for games anymore
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TnRZhLRv6eM&list=RDTnRZhLRv6eM&start_radio=1&pp=ygUVc2xheWVyIGFuZ2VsIG9mIGRlYXRooAcB

>>82188360 (OP)
For me, I am both excited and scared.

Yeah I thought so too, how many years you signed a contract with it for?

>>82189061
This is a good way of putting it