I will never have a gf
it's so over for me

>>82195110 (OP)
me too man if you're down to date with me I'll be happy

>>82195110 (OP)
Do girls like stuffed animals

Maybe I will buy one for a girl then

>>82195122
They like it when you eviscerate another man with your raw strength or hunt an animal and crush its skull.

i could be your femboy bf

>>82195206
would be nice if i were gay but i'm not, sorry

>>82195148
If I crush another skull of a nan my age
I will get arrested
How can I get to a girl if I am sentenced to death

>>82195110 (OP)
Try not to get demoralized about it. I think when you do that you might be sort of screwing yourself. Even if I'm hurting inside I just maintain a sort of uprightness (I'm bad with words) and just walk. It's not even really a struggle, the pain can be deceptive and put before you illusory challenge. I'm not really sure though, I can't speak on your experience. In other words it's not so much about how you feel but the decisions you make mentally. A thought can be more than just a thought if you solidify it in your actions, which is to make a decision. I'm trying not to be decisive, personally, because I know that whatever happens, DECISIVENESS is depotentiation.

I don't know though, I love you yap about faggot shit like a fucking fucktard, I'm stupid and retarded. What could I ever know as the most ridiculous fucking fool you may have ever had a brush in with. Forgive me for I am indeed fucking retarded.

>>82196451
*to yap

>>82196451
Oh my goodness gracious... get this incel some pussy asap

>>82196514
As much as I said one shouldn't give up in the first part of my post, in my case, while I don't write off the future, my current circumstances don't lead me to have any reason to beleive it's possible. The idea of a loving wife or girlfriend sounds nice, it sounds spiritually healing, but I've got nothing to offer, absolutely nothing. I was raised in a falling apart house in which I still live, given a conception about the things nearest to me in my life as being unfit for anything beyond it, with achievement being outside of it, which has lead to a personal feeling of abandoning my very own self had I any hope of getting anywhere, which probably is what serves as the backdrop for my own twisted philsophy of my place in this world as being in collective tragedy, and therefore the terrible things which happen therin, being things I shouldn't really let bother me. It seems a world unfit for purity, perhaps a world in which it's attainment, must be to take refuge in something outside of it, with much sorrow, much mourning, and many tears, in quiet, and relatively secluded presence in this world.

I also have no job, I don't know what job I would even get, I've hardly made progress in this world, I'm 20, which is still young, but many things I "should have done" already, were done by others my age 4 years ago. No license, and even if I had one, where would I even go.

The thought of a female partner is soothing, but I'm a raped man wandering a lonely desert. Who but God could save me.

>>82196819
I mean, not to say that God and marriage or some such thing are mutually exclusive, they obviously aren't. Maybe that was dumb of me to say, but hey I'm retarded.

they don't give a fuck about me.

You can always be the girlfriend. Its beats being lonely.

>>82197409
get the fuck out of here.
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