>Be me robot
>see cute girl
>have a short moment where I imagine I'm with her and have normie life
>Come back to reality and realize im mentally ill and disabled and can barely keep my house in order

>>82196935 (OP)
consider the following, assuming you are a decent person:
your looksmatch and personalitymatch would actively choose not to date you. She would instantly choose chad over you, even though he wouldn't love her like you would love her. Therefore, you should harden your heart against them, and live your life righteously, trying to make your situation more comfortable.
At least that's a cope of mine, i still really want a gf lol.

>>82196969
I think it is wrong to like girls if you know what they will do here
Move to a country with sensitive girls
They will like you and do something