>>82197528 (OP)>with the rise of women having ai boyfriends, im thinking of doing it tooKnock yourself out, esp if you don't see yourself with a guy anytime soon. It's not a shame.
>my standards are highThe same old story with all khhv mfw no gf/bf types. Many such cases.
>im also pretty deathly scared of men and distrusting of themThat's something you can work on. There are plenty of nice shy guys who won't abuse/cheat on you, you just need to dare to find them (or whetever your type is).
>it wouldnt be fulfilling but itd be good enough for me until i decide to kill myselfWhy settle when you can get yourself a fulfilling relationship with just a few extra steps? (As hard as it sounds now, you can get better at socializing and attracting men you find attractive and worthy of your love). Heck, why not use dating apps? The boys there are at a safe distance and you can filter them until you find the best one (and you can also practice flirting and trust and humanizing men on your little herd of boys I gurantee you'd get from a few nights swiping on an app).
Also killing yourself is cringe; but is your right.