>>82198353 (OP)>i am stressing the fuck out how cope?For now? Deep breaths and center yourself, maybe play some calming music; tell yourself everything will be fine.
Later? Go to your doctor and ask for something for anxiety. The doctor wil prolly give you a weak benzo (sedative med) and it'll fix your stress right up (for about 4 hours or so, which is enough time to calm down) just don't abuse it. No shame in asking for help.