Like what do you mean by own brain is programmed to make me seek validation from creatures who don't even treat me like I'm sentient

Being attracted to women is like being born addicted to some kind of drug. Even though you know it harms you long term, there's always a voice in the back of your head telling you to just chase one more hit.

The most annoying thing though is I never did anything to deserve this. I've avoided drugs and alcohol and things of that nature for my whole life to avoid getting addicted, but for some reason MY OWN FUCKING BIOLOGY gives me a random obsession that makes even less sense just as punishment for being born? What a bunch of fucking bullshit

I get what you feel. It's indeed nature's cruel way to trick you into reproducing with a woman. No matter how retarded she might be, your dick will say DO IT.

Growing as a man means mastering this so you don't wreck your life by impregnating a bad woman