> be me
> 25 year old virgin and college student
> quite recently got my first kiss
> sometime later at a party another girl wants to kiss as well
> while we're busy I can tell I'm not very good at it
> at one point she sort of tries to give advice on how to go about it.
> it's all in vain however because after a short time, she stops me and says:
> "I think it's better if I'm going to kiss with people who are better at it."
> "Uhm, oh."
> "You absolutely suck at this."
(No pun intended, it's the best possible translation I can make)
> meanwhile I'm absolutely dying on the inside
> I genuinely feel like shit because of it.
> *two months later*
> At a party again, hosted by my fraternity, and the girl is there too.
> I'm on hosting duty which means I can't drink and need to keep an eye out for bad behaviour
> some time later she walks up to me and asks:
> "You wanna kiss?"
> I absolutely do NOT want to. Fearing I'll only embarrass myself
> I tell a white lie by saying I'm too sober now.
> chances are she wants to kiss again in the future but I really don't want to anymore. At least not with her.
> If I keep rejecting her she may at one point want to know why.
> I really don't want to tell her the truth.

So either way I'm fucked. I don't want to tell her why and I also don't want to kiss her against my will. What should I do?

>>82200554 (OP)
>What should I do?
You should leave this board, you pathetic normalfag

^^^^ ditto, normalfags make me sick.

Noo, I don't want to kiss girls! I never want to learn how to do it proper! Niggerman, save me!

>>82200554 (OP)
If you're gonna be a normalfag, then do it properly. Either grow some balls and stop taking women's grumbling so personally, or honestly say you don't really feel like it, and don't explain needlessly beyond that. When you were a baby, you weren't the best at walking right away, so why should this be any different? If you want to make out, then do it, and if you don't, don't. Also, nothing here is "against your will". You're not incarcerated or in a dark alley, so stop this scared woman act, be a man, and tongue-fuck some bitches or whatever.

>>82200554 (OP)
https://youtu.be/NiMBzpZF1nE?si=ARYf1gmJ3n_PYghT

>>82200554 (OP)
i wish she got oral herpes and got everyone at the normalnigger party infected.