is this site anyone else's only social interaction too? i dont even have family around to talk to.

>>82200653 (OP)
kinda, i hardly have any friends anymore, like only 2 people i talk to but a majority of my time is spent here

>>82200666
nice digits. i have 2 online friends, but one is more like a "friend". the reason i feel this place is my only interaction now is because one of them is forced to work like 10 hours daily at his dads business so i havent been able to talk or anything with him in months and forgot his voice, and the other one just stopped really caring about me at all so we havent been close or played games or anything in a long time. as a result im alone almost every day and my sleep schedule has gotten beyond fucked. i work like 4-8 hours per week at a part time job and those spontaneous shifts really are the last thing grounding me to reality

>>82200653 (OP)
basically. right now i dont have any friends because i pushed them all away. however i still talk to my family

>>82200696
actually yeah i forgot to mention i just have 2 online friends, but i got only 1 irl friend so hah suck it

>because one of them is forced to work like 10 hours daily at his dads business so i havent been able to talk or anything with him in months and forgot his voice
this is what happened to my 2nd friend, all he does is work and do college work and while i cant really blame him for it, it does suck because i barely have anything to do, even when i have school i hardly have anything to do after school
since its summer rn i just go outside to contemplate whatevers on my mind in the moment

my 1st friend isnt really that kind of person i can talk to about serious things, that goes with my irl friend too

>>82200833
>college work
correction, i meant college AND work

I was one of the lucky ones who retained a friend from childhood. Then he fucking died.
So yes I'm in the same boat as you.

Yes.
However unlike most of you I am genuinely okay with a social life of zero.
I have the occasional desire of wanting to be a hero on an adventure with a party of friends, or just a circle of bros who are close, but I'm no longer able to do so, the critical window has closed and now I simply wait for the end of my days. It is what it is.

>>82200653 (OP)
I have zero friends but at least I have family I can talk to.

>>82200846
sorry for you loss anon
>>82200847
i would be okay with zero friends if i had at least a family member or something to live with, but my dad kicked me out when i was in college and i was homeless for a while after. havent seen them in years.
>>82200853
naruhodo

>>82200653 (OP)
Yup. Same here. I don't even like interacting with others for the most part, but it's better than completely losing my sense of social interaction.
Maybe someday, my social anhedonia will be fixed and I can enjoy and seek out more meaningful relationships, but until then, your lot shall be enough.

>>82200966
i wouldnt have it any other way, i parasocially love you all

Pretty much, but I rarely post.

i read this whole thread and cared about everything that was said.

>>82200653 (OP)
I mean I got co-workers I'm forced to talk to as to keep things civil. But as for talking about my actual thoughts & interests, this is the only place for it.

I have no family or friends to talk about that stuff to.

All the social interaction I need is a girl on discord to send porn to and masturbate with.

>>82200653 (OP)
Outside of my sibling, this is my only social interaction, yes.

I hope you're okay, anon... anything interesting happen recently that you'd like to share?

>>82202348
i appreciate you asking :')
i finally went to the dentist after years of needing work. my teeth were black, broken, partially missing, and i thought i was fucked. they were all able to be saved with crowns, thank god.
i hope you're okay too!

>>82200846
>Then he fucking died.
LOL

>>82200653 (OP)
just my family mostly, i dony really consider myself as having online friends
theres one person who mostly just keeps me around out of pity