>>82203063 (OP)>is 18>I want to dieFuck off. You have all the time in the world to make something of yourself.
>autistic and jobless Can be fixed easily by applying to low grade wagie jobs like dishwashing, data inputting, flipping burgers or even being a secreteary at an office, if you have the chops for it.
>didnt go to uni Not necessary though you still have time. And can learn at home from the internet with guides/online courses (I studied at home and got certifications to show for it)
>still a virgin at 18I met my virgin NEET gf when she was 30 and she's a 5-7/10 (depends on her self-care routine, being a NEET. It's a wonder how much self-care can change how you look). You have a LOT of time to lose your vcard (and being a virgin is a huge plus and a turn on for some guys). Just be available, get out of your comfort zone and dare to try new things.
>forced to listen to my only friend talk about how she got railed by the 3rd different guy this week at her uniIf you want to slut out, you can easily do that going to a party (maybe with your friend next time she goes) or a bar. I gurentee you'll find some peen to fill your void. Also, you can hookup with guys your friend can introduce you to and filter out for you.
>wish i could be at least attractive enough to date someoneI'm sure you're not as bad as you may think (as long as you're not horribly deformed) and are some guy's type. Worst case, looksmaxx and work on yourself, that will raise you at least 1-2 points up the scale out of ten. I'm absolutely sure you can attract someone if you will be open to it and not be self-deprecating. Confidence and self-love can take you a very long way.
Also, try dating apps. You will gurenteed have a small harem of simps you can practice on and filter out the best one to date (though, it'll take work, dedication and patiance) you can even befriend some of them and pivot to other guys from there.
