I am so depressed, feel like shit, I have no boyfriend and a friend I enjoyed talking to lowekey ghosting me does anyone what to talk?

>>82213117 (OP)
Talk about what? I'm probably depressed, too.

>>82213117 (OP)
Yeah sure nona, what's on your mind?

>>82213134
Why are you depressed so tell
>>82213137
Are you actually female or just using that word to neg

>>82213117 (OP)
hows ur mornin goin

c:

I sharted into my undies last night and was too lazy to go clean up. Woke up today to lots of presents in my bedsheets. Felt pretty nice, almost like I was a girl. Felt very erotic. I did another big dump and a pee into my bed, and took some heroin. I have to go to the public showers by the pool to clean up, Ill probably do it once it gets warmer out. It gets cold there.

>>82213142
I think the underlying cause is my mom abusing me as a kid but when I was ~11 I started experiencing symptoms of depression and 13 years later the feelings are worse but bearable.
I think that anon believes you are a woman which is why he referred to you as "nona".

>>82213166
Don't remember
>>82213192
I am so sorry anon, are are you atleat away from her now
No some men call woman that cause they think they are better at manipulation than they actually are/negging

I want a bf or atleat a moid

>>82213731
Tel me about yourself, I at least want to talk to a foid who won't disappear

>>82213731
What's your ideal bf or moid like?

>>82213762
For starters you say your continent because I have the culture tismo

>>82213777
North America

Are you the one who wants a northern Yuro moid

>>82213117 (OP)
>Teehee I'm female
>200 replies
Whatever. I've been depressed for ages and it's getting worse. Technically have a gf right now but it's one big joke and I barely talk to her. Sometimes I wonder why I had to be born so unlovable.

>>82213805
Why are you treating your gf like that asshole

>>82213731
Ok you from Europe?

>>82213811
What country are you from and how old are you huh

>>82213807
>Assumes it's the mans fault
I'm not treating her like anything, I honestly don't even care because she just doesn't care. It's not even a relationship

>>82213826
Then either talk to her about it of break up

>>82213820
I'm not from Europe at all. I just really dislike (most) north Americans. Would be nice to have a euro I could fly over and meet and eventually move in with but that's never happening

>>82213833
Why are all women so offended over everything? Somehow noone ever assumes that a woman could be using a guy yet you do that all the time

>>82213844
Answer my point copper

>>82213117 (OP)
My closest platonic woman friend got a boyfriend and a job and now we never talk. I should have just pretended to love her, then she would at least still have been around.

>>82213860
I don't care anymore. I hit my end and moved beyond it. I literally just couldn't give a fuck anymore nothing matters. This chick doesn't matter, you don't matter, random people I see when I'm out don't matter, etc. And it's all because I don't matter.

If I find someone who truly loves me I'll give them everything I can, until then I just take what I get and keep going

>>82213836
I mean idk about the meet thing, what are your hobbies
>>82213893
Wdym

>>82213905
Then break up with heer?

>>82213920
I should have just made her my fake girlfriend or something so that she wouldn't have gotten a real boyfriend, even though I'm not even romantically interested in her.

>>82213117 (OP)
If youre depressed and lonely you can talk about it with us. /mU7kUaxw
use that code to join the server and stay strong!

>>82213920
Why would you date someone without the intention of meeting?
>What are your hobbies
Whatever isn't boring anymore, which isn't much. Vidyas boring, guitars getting boring, YouTube and TV shows are boring. Ideally I'd find someone to write music with and start a band (think jazz band, not edgy emo band) or find a gf that wants to go places

>>82213933
Funny how you're only focused on that bit. Don't care. She's not some victim here, if we could actually talk to each other I would maybe give a fuck about her

>>82214002
Ugh how old are you doing tell

I am so sad and lon

>>82214803
>Proceeds to ignore everyone

>>82214810
No I didn't o asked the one guy

I want a bof or fren

>>82215315
What age and location are you looking for

I said North America but didn't get a reply

>>82215364
this is r9k so waiting for the guy first

I wan a bf ug

Hm no male to flirt wi

>>82213117 (OP)
Hi I am from Europe. What about you?

>>82216315
Looked at the thread and people just keep asking the OP questions and they never reply. Why don't you just state what age range you want and a location? You sound kinda slow honestly and probably drunk, so you should specify that in your appeal.

>>82213117 (OP)
um guys sorry i am trans and i just made this thread because i'm drunk lol

>>82213287
I'm not actually kek but it's okay one day I'll be able to move out and disappear on my family. She probably thinks I memory holed it or something like my siblings but I remember. She knows something is up because a few years ago she mentioned I never tell her I love her like I did when I was a kid.

>>82213117 (OP)
>does anyone what to talk?
not really, no. i hope your day gets better though.