Sex doesn't feel real to me. The fact that normies really have sex with each other is an absurd concept.

I look at people on the street and it's hard to comprehend that all of them have had sex and I haven't.

>>82216129 (OP)
Who is shee?

>>82216187
madisen taren

Yep, just a different world they live in. I probably posted the same thing here over a decade ago and I see there are still others who feel the same way. The fact of the matter is, it "just happens" for most of them.

>>82216187
>>82216187
The most chaste fembot Christian girl in America

Its not a world where
>they have sex
>i dont have sex

Its a world where
>they connect with others and take risks outside their comfort zone
>you dont

>>82216238
No it's a world where I was shunned by normies and excluded by them

>>82216238
>they connect with others and take risks outside their comfort zone
>you dont
What are you basing this belief on
You don't know me

>>82216129 (OP)
I just find it strange how my idea of romance basically does not exist irl. People keep saying, "oh, isn't that how romance is supposed to be?", but most relationships simply do not work like that.
>>82216238
Is it really a connection if you have to go way outside your "comfort zone"? Sounds to me like you're saying people should find they have nothing in common with.

>>82216238
Same for impoverished people desu. I'm rich because I'm morally better. Poor people arent doing the morally good actions I do so that's why they're poor

women are the suppliers of sex
women are the gatekeepers of sex
women are the initiators of sex
dont let them try to fool you

>>82216281
Why wont they supply some to me

>>82216238
Literally fuck you, I've taken many risks in life even job/money related and it only brought failure and misery to me.

>>82216129 (OP)
>Sex isn't real to me
So 8 billion people were just ordained by god to be conceived through immaculate conception?
>The fact that normies have sex and I don't blows my mind
Because they're normies and we're not. Being a normie is second nature to them, they can't conceptualize someone being a non normie. Everyone they've ever interacted with on a regular basis is a normies through and through. It is like having no rhythm meanwhile everyone else communicates through breakdancing. I don't know how to two step and these mofos are spinning on their heads and doing all kinds of insane gymnastics

>>82216238
I've taken risks
And I've failed every time
>>82216262
>tattoo
And into the garbage it goes
Why does EVERY fucking woman ruin her body with tattoos?

>>82216129 (OP)
Damn that's fucking hot. I love when girls are secretly freaky as fuck.

Sometimes I'm on the opposite side of this. When I go out in public with my wife and child, I think about how some people must look at us and be like, "damn THAT dude nutted inside HER?!"

>>82216544
Nobody is thinking that about your hamplanet wife, faggot

>>82216516
It scares me
What if my future gf is doing this right now

>>82216129 (OP)
I always think the same thing when I see a pregnant woman. Like wow, a whore that let some dude blow loads in her. Gross.

>>82216544
I actually think that. It's part of my disbelief because it's crazy to me how casually it is accepted.
>You're having a baby? Congratulations!
Like the sex part doesn't even register.

>>82216129 (OP)
How does one even get girls to show their freaky side like this? Ive tried my best and get nothing.

>>82216129 (OP)
I think Zizek describes it best, when youre in the moment of passion and the framework of fantasy dissolves and youre observing yourself from the outside and youre just left with the cold mechanical even animalistic movements and nature of sex you realize just how alien and macabre and id say off putting it all really is. I think what really ruined it for me was knowing what was special to me wasnt special to them, I was just a convenient tool used to pacify those animal urges. There was nothing intimate about it ironically, quite contrary. I havent had the desire for sex or romance since then, its been about a year.

>>82216867
I have no idea. I wish I knew.

>>82216905
She has an OF? She probably knows shes making gorillions from simps

>>82216890
i think the same way but i have a dissociative disorder from severe brain damage in my adolescence.

>>82216918
no, she disappeared after these got leaked

>>82216764
This reminds me of hearing my teachers talk about being on maternity leave and realizing that this meant they had sex at some point. Crazy.

>>82216129 (OP)
I'm the same. I get the concept, but it's still so bizarre to me, especially modern relationships which are so unpredictable and illogical.

>>82216921
Im sorry anon, thats horrible but i feel your pain even though its not exactly the same. I have bipolar 1 with psychotic tendencies, it definitely affects the way I think too. A normal person probably wouldnt be bothered by the transactional nature of casual sex or even sex in general let alone think about it but I do and its probably why im so dissatisfied with my life, i cant help but pick everything apart.

>>82216938
Who was shee?
Where were these sent?

>>82216968
I knew a coworker who was happily married then sucked off some random dude in the parking lot because he was jacked. You never know.

>>82216723
Thats how all women are now so not much you can do. No foid will come here and deny it either. They know that all their shitty female friends do the same and they would too if they had the confidence.

>>82217021
That's partly what I'm talking about, people would fuck a stranger then turn round and list demands to someone else.

>>82217001
I found her on /b/ but I can't find the thread in the archives now. Her name is Madisen but I don't know how they got leaked.

Sex is a fun thing you do when you're naked. If you're normal. It's really great.

If you were grew up traumatized and then coped by being addicted to pornography and right wing propaganda then you're going to have a tough time processing the fact that women have had sex with other people before you. All those insecurities are fostered by the pornography and built on the ruins of what should be your self esteem .
Escape is possible!

>>82217109
>All those insecurities are fostered by the pornography
Not really

I'm insecure because I haven't done something that most people have been doing since they were like 16. It's like not knowing how to ride a bike or tie my shoelaces.

>>82217077
probably leaked by the angry ex bf after she cheated or something

Everyone I look at has had sex. Literally everyone.

>>82217069
>That's partly what I'm talking about, people would fuck a stranger then turn round and list demands to someone else.
Womens executive functions turn off when the horny switch is turned on, they do some crazy shit as soon as the bedroom door, closes, sometimes their entire personality shifts from boss girl professional to JAV raperoleplay protagonist

>>82217156
It's impossible to escape this thought

i had sex
very weird

>>82217174
How
Describe the whole process to someone who is clueless

>>82217201
>meet girl
>chat about random stuff (man has to start)
>chat about life
>invite her to some event in city
>we do event and talk
>we go to my place
>kiss on couch
>kiss on bed
>remove clothes
>sexoo
that is it

>>82217229
That does sound very weird in perspective.

>>82217169
Not just women to be fair, there's a reason why many men are accused of "thinking with their dick". Just another thing that make relationships so puzzling, especially as degeneracy is more and more accepted in modern society.

>>82217328
Well having autism makes it very difficult to "go with the vibe" I'm like what the fuck, aren't you that radical feminist communist i was talking to 15 minutes ago?

>>82217229
>we do event and talk
>we go to my place
The step between these two is where I suffer

>>82217398
if you can bring a girl to an event you can bring her to your place with ease.
Just suggest an euphemistic-pseudo activity you can do together: let's cook, let's walk the dog, let's watch some movie, want to see my place?
>>82217291
yeah it is weird

>>82217432
Thanks anon
Unironically helpful for spergs like me

>>82216723
>future gf

You can take solace in the fact that it was never going to happen anyway.

>>82217562
I'll never stop believing

>>82216238
>>they connect with others and take risks outside their comfort zone
im never comfortable. i have no comfort zone

>>82216129 (OP)
breaking news: woman possesses a slit between her legs under all those clothes. more at 11

>>82218120
yeah and other people see it but not me

>>82216516
>Secretly
>Revealed to 8 billion people
You're retarded

>>82216129 (OP)
You gotta go to New York to find a good woman. Thats where all the hot girls go to work and study after highschool because of all the job opportunities and they are charmed by the city.

>>82216129 (OP)
Same
the entire concept of sex feels like a kid talking about how they caught pikablu and mewtwo. It's like they are playing a completely different game.

>>82218603
What makes you think that if you can't even find a couple in your hometown you will be able to find it in new york?

>>82218819
Theres way more opportunity in New York. Lots of money there and celebrities draw in the cute girls. Theres like not even any type of nightlife in most cities, you have to go to New York. Its clean as fuck past 2am and thats when girls start prowling for cock.

>>82218603
Anna and Dasha scared me off New York

>>82218419
what the fuck are you talking about? you just did

>>82216497
>I've taken risks
>And I've failed every time
stop failing then, loser

>>82219051
not in real life though

>>82216262
>>82216497
>>tattoo
>And into the garbage it goes
>Why does EVERY fucking woman ruin her body with tattoos?
And once you know she has them, she looks repulsive even in the pics where you can't see them.
It's like finding out she's HIV+.