Considering trying ketamine therapy to combat my bipolar depression, I didnt know you could just order the shit online. Anyone here have any experience with psycholytic usage of it? Honestly any recommendations for any kind of med/drug I can get my hands on cause fuck I wanna rope.

depression drugs just fuck you over even worse

>>82216564 (OP)
SSRI -> NDRI -> RIMA -> MAOI -> Electro -> Ket
Therapy throu-
You have bipolar? You need lithium bruh

>>82216588
Lithium makes me feel like utter shit physically, also gained like 50 pounds on it. No luck with any atypical antipsychotics like Risperidone either.

>>82216614
Actually Im almost certain coming off Risperidone cold turkey due to losing my fucking insurance permanently worsened my psychotic tendencies. Auditory hallucinations are a daily thing for me now.