Im submissive to my childhood crush who I let move in with me this January (we're both 25 now) for free. She's a redhead and we've never gone all the way, but she's a MASSIVE dicktease towards me and ive seen her completely naked multiple times. She holds my key and likes having me as her obedient slave boy.

>>82217753 (OP)
awesome thanks for sharing you disgusting fat blob

>>82217789
You dont know how beautiful it feels to submit to someone you're head over heels in love with.

>>82217753 (OP)
Well it's nice you are having fun.

How did you even discover she was into stuff like this?

Are you also in a romantic relationship or is it just a dynamic?

>>82217808
It developed over the years where I would spoil her and simp for Her and She would send me nudes and selfies and dirty talk with me. Its mostly a dom/sub dynamic between us that i wish was more romantic than it is. Its blurred that line sometimes, like we've kissed and held hands and say "I love you" to each other, and She knows that I want to be with Her, but She keeps us as "friends." Makes me sad but im glad I can at least express my submissive side to Her

Since it's your life style do you walk around horny 24/7? Sounds like one of those things that sounds fun on paper but practically not viable.

>>82217860
Well good luck anon. Hopefully you two get together as romantic partners too.

>>82217907
Yes im horny and frustrated constantly. I feel so starved for touch and affection all the time because She doesnt show me much affection. I worship Her feet on a daily basis, give Her back rubs, brush Her hair, but She usually doesnt let me kiss on Her or touch Her private areas. Sometimes I may touch Her breasts but that's rare. So I do feel lonely in our dynamic a lot, especially since I'm in chastity again.

>>82217860
>posts a photo of 2 thin attractive people
>OP and his oneitis are actually disgusting fat pigs irl

Kek

>>82217800
You don't know how beautiful it feels to protect that which you're head over heels in love with and get her pregnant.
You will never have children with her, you will never truly be happy, You need to repent.

You're fat, sad, going to hell. Sorry buddy.
Best play is to block this Miss Breanna on all levels and meet a different girl and never expose your sissy side to anyone except the Father in Heaven, submit to Him Alone.

>>82217753 (OP)
Nice LARP and all but everyone knows there are literally 0 women into this kind of thing

>>82217753 (OP)
Leave it to women to turn something that's subpar - into something worse still.

>wahh I can't get out she has the keeys
pussy smack her in the face, take those keys, cum inside her and tell her you're married now.

>>82217987
If this isn't some weird role play thing, that's no way to live. But it is some weird ERP thing.

>>82218000
Nice trips of truth.

I am in love with Her but I dont think it will end up ever working out between us. Ive known her for over 10 years but we've never fucked and in that time she's had a kid and fucked 20+ men (she admitted her body count to me, its well over 20). She lives with me... the situation makes me sad all the time

>>82218067
Its not a LARP. I just wish She would kiss me and fuck me. I feel pathetic giving Her all these massages and gifts and car rides and dinners but She almost never holds my hand or kisses me

>>82218125
Does it make your cock hard when you get to rub her body while giving massage?

>>82217753 (OP)
how the hell am i a skinny twink but you get the dom gf???

>>82217753 (OP)
You do know she will eventually leave because nobody want to be around a freak forever, she will get bored eventually.

>>82218133
Yes almost every time. I break out the lotion while She plays on Her phone and I rub every square inch of Her back, shoulders, arms, neck. Do Her feet and calves. She calls me a good boy when I worship Her to Her liking

Jealous op, I wish I had the same arrangement but with a femboy or twink instead.

>>82218136
The key things is that she isn't his gf xd

>>82218164
Yeah it really fucking sucks, makes me depressed. Especially since i live with Her and see Her every single day. It's literal torture because im so in love

>>82218187
Sounds like you put yourself into this position, i doubt the chastity was her idea.

>>82218210
It was my idea yes but She's fascinated by it. Brings it up with a giggle a lot of the time when we're just hanging out normally. I appreciate at least that She's cool enough of a friend to indulge in my chastity and femdom fetish. Our friendship has evolved to the point where She constantly bosses me around and I serve Her

>>82218103
You know, some things are best kept as a fantasy or something that you do with a fuckbuddy or something along those lines.
Living like that is just self-harm in the long run.
I'm into getting domme'd and stuff, so I get it, but be careful with this stuff man.

>>82218584
Thats how it feels a lot of the time. I understand im supposed to be submissive but I end up feeling disrespected and unloved most of the time

>>82218605
I think that if that's how you feel, then you should end the living arrangement or at the very least the fetish-roleplay-whatever thing. It's still supposed to feel good, even when you're being dominated. The point is still pleasure and feeling good.
I'm not trying to tell you how to live your life or anything, but I've also taken things too far and ended up just sad and depressed instead of excited etc.

>>82217753 (OP)
She's probably a big fat wildebeest