It just fucking clicked with me that I'm a monumental loser, how the fuck am i 30 and still don't have a drivers license, live with my parents and do nothing but play video games and watch Asian cartoons all fucking day?
When i was 17 i thought by 18 I'd get my license and a job, then at 19 i would go on a road trip and visit all the states while fucking a new hot babe in every state. that was my plan for the future, i never imagined i would still be on my computer doing the same shit i was doing back then.
holy shit i'm a loser
i spent my 20s shit posting and talking to teenaged girls online because i was convinced girls my age would never date a loser like me, so if i could just get into a relationship with a teenage girl and wait until she was legal i would surely get some pussy, it never happened and thankfully i abandoned that mentality, but fuck i'm literally a retarded loser, holy shit guys, i'm actually the definition of a failure.
Now all i can do is get a license a car and a shit job and at least then i'll maybe be able to move out on my own and be slightly less of a loser, it's over for me, it never even began.
It never crossed my mind that i was a loser i was just kind of in autopilot, having fun shit posting, it never occurred to me what type of person i am.
I don't know what to do, i feel like i might as well just keep this ball rolling, fuck it. i don't know...
>>82218437 (OP)wtf you can still get a driver's license, anon. get your foot the fuck out of that casket. if you do nothing, expect nothing. i don't know why you expected shit to just fall into your lap
>loser
You are stuck being a teenager. Even if your life is irreversible fucked it doesn't mean you are even a bad person, and what you are matters infinitely more than what you do. You can still start doing things at any moment and you will reincarnate over and over again.
>>82218463it just seems like if i get a license then what? there's no point in being slightly less of a loser, if anything i should become an even bigger loser, fuck it.
i don't expect things to fall into my lap, the thing is i feel as though it's pointless to try since i'm not going to move up much, if all i can do is take one step forward and be stuck there i might as well not take a step forward at all, fuck being less of a loser. you know what i mean?
>>82218527What game did you lose at? Ton of people who did things "right" are stuck in shitty lives. You know you are missing something and you are obviously not enjoying yourself, so start figuring out what you want to do. Stop looking at your whole life in third person and rating it based on some silly metric.
>>82218527>you know what i mean?i'm not 100% confident i do and sorry if that is the case, but you only fuck yourself further by telling yourself you're a loser. i'm not some self-improvement fagget who's foing to say "just le clean yer room! BE A MAYNE AND PULL UP YER BOOTSTRAPS >:(((((", but you have to be proactive and not reactive. do the things or the things will do you.
i apologize for being mean, but i am in a similar boat as you. 27, no bitches, no license, no nuthin'. but i want to make these things happen now and as long as i'm not dead, it's never too late.
for the moment, you can think about this way: it's not about the car, it's about what you can do once you have one
it's just one step at a time, anon
same boat, highschool dropout, 25, no license, no job, fat fuck, chinese cartoons, vidya, rinse repeat
I hated myself, I didn't hate others, it was entirely my fault, I wanted to die, didn't even want to leave the house to be potentially seen during the day
I fixed most of my issues, I still don't have a girlfriend or really go outside except to the store but at least I'm not staring down oblivion
maybe one day she'll show up
it's hard work, anon, take them one at a time to unbreak yourself
>>82218578>>82218579yeah, i guess being self destructive isn't gonna help.
>>82218437 (OP)It's too late to be the person you could have been, but it's not too late to be the best person you can be today. What would you like to do with your life?
>>82218658is anything said in this thread going to actually get through to you in the end or are you just being agreeable to shut everyone up?
i hope you slowly, but surely get up and just DO SHIT. that eventually, you'll find your happiness and improve your quality of life
>>82218706i want to do a few things, i just haven't found the discipline to practice so i can do the things i want to do competently.
>>82218730well, i'm being agreeable because i do think i may have been a little over dramatic or to hard on myself.
i also hope i can improve my quality of life. i just hate hard work and everything requires hard work. existing is a pain in the ass man.
Dog shit larp shitpost and the fucking retards here are falling for it because they are stupid
>>82218789it's not a larp, i really felt that way.
it was a thought i had while taking a dump, then i made a thread about it since i felt emotional. why are you all negative and mean?
>>82218774i believe in you, because you've been pretty mature in your responses itt. so you're capable of taking criticisms without being defensive, understand accountability and you have at least a modicum of self-awareness.
self-discipline is definitely hard as fuck if you've never really had it instilled in you before, but take it in small steps instead of thinking "i go from a and then immediately to z" without considering everything in between.
definitely boggled my mind as to where self-discipline comes from and i'm starting to realize that patience is a big part of that.
>>82218835he's being rude because he's frustrated with himself, anon. don't take it personally
>>82218774Beginning is always the hardest part. Once you've worked towards something for 5-6 days, your body stops ressisting and it goes a lot more smoothly.
>>82218437 (OP)>30yo>it's over for me, it never even began. I've seen 40yo druggies change their lives from edge to edge, quit drugs, learn new skills, do online courses, become their own boss (making good money) and find love interests. Life is not a race and they were more a losers (litteral junkies, I've seen them in pretty bad states withdrawling from synthetic cannabinoids squirming on the floor) then a self aware 30yo NEET. You still have planty of time and opportunity to change for the better. I know a lot of older people without a license or a car. Don't panic, make a plan, and follow through. At least now you acknowledge the fact that change needs to happen and that's a big step.
>i spent my 20s shit posting and talking to teenaged girls onlineI also sew a ~40yo guy bag a 16yo girl with charisma alone, and she gave him a baby girl when she turned 18. Not that I encourage you to go for 16yos but just saying there's still time; you never know what will fall into your lap if you're available and open to change and new things.
Goodluck, anon.
>>82218437 (OP)You should still go on that road trip, save up for a year and then spend a few months seeing the country and never come back except to visit. When the trip is over settle down somewhere else so you don't have the safety net of your parents anymore. You could look for jobs all across the country, you don't have to be bound to town you live in if you save up enough within a year to cover hotel and food for a couple months and a few grand extra for emergencies, once you've had your fill of travel you could easily get a factory job or work as a security guard and make 17-25$ an hour even with no job experience if you cast a wide enough net.
>>82218437 (OP)You dont want a job or a license. Youre just incel, and it really comes across. But, you should know that women dont even have souls. A god summons us here to rape us while he has sex in front of us. And he lies a lot about it. Would you really still date a girl who knew what it felt like to have hundreds of millions of orgasms per second? Thats literally every girl, theyre gigawhores. They just act real in front of the observers.
>>82218437 (OP)shut up. i've seen this kind of post forever and its just a way to shirk your responsibility.
first off are you a normie or are you not? why do you hate being a NEET?
second off even if you don't like being a NEET. if i gave you 10 years of your life back i bet you'd squander it all over again. maybe you'd do one thing but you'd just sink back into being a failed normie.
now that you are old you can finally relax and not have to try anymore, right? not have to worry either. because it's already over? you are a colossal fag.
>>82219512stop being mean in my thread.
>>82219813i'm being real. and unless you spend the next 10 years making your life as good as possible, i'm right.
>>82218437 (OP)I know this won't help you or change anything about your life but I want to say that I really hope everything works out for you, nonny. I'm sorry you're feeling bad right now. :(
Listen up OP unless youre rich or have a family willing to take care of you forever, you better get off your ass and do something with your life. I was on the same boat, except not on purpose, I just found no place for me in Universities and was bouncing around between majors doing nothing with my life. Still I got money trough student loans and I learned to drive but my 20s were completely wasted. When I found out I had no place in the world I joined the military. It sucked, and they didnt give me a purpose either, because nobody is going to give a fuck about you if you dont, but I alwayd made money, and even when I lived with my parents I would have my own car and would buy my own food, and everything else.
Heres the thing, if youre not a rich asshole and youre not a cute girl that can unload her life into someone else's, then you need to do something to take care of yourself because nobody else will. Trust me is not cute to deal with a 40yo man that cant even drive. The bigger of a loser you become the harder your life will be. So dont think you can just trust your hands in the air and coast forever, because life will catch up to you, and you even risk being homeless, because again nobody cares about a loser male when hes a 30 to 40yo.
So get your shit together. Learn to drive, and my advice is to get fit and join the military if you got no skills, because at least there they will tell you what to do, clothe you, feed you, give you a place to stay and give you a carreer. No its not going to be nice at first, you cant be a bitch, but you will get money and a path forward. The alternative is a dead end minimum wage job with no future.
So font take my warning lightly, because every day you wait is another door that closes. Military only requires you to be fit and to not be a bitch. You cant get any lower requirement path to fix your life. Also, change that loser mentality, because again you cant be a bitch at your age.
>>82218642I enjoy this picture, I only wish sato was older so his situation would hit as hard as mine and I could self-insert better. 22 is nothing.
>>82220971cute larp f4gg0t but most wont be accepted
>>82218642i WISH i had a mentally broken gf
>>82218437 (OP)Why did it take you until 30 to realize this? Fucking idiot.
The fact that you didn't predict this is a golirrion times worse than the fact that you ended up like this
