A teenager who does not have role models, friend groups, and is unaccepted by society will have to learn how to assimilate into the complex and scary world by themselves (which theywillfail at.) Without the guidance from others during this period of development, it would be hard to find a sense of identity and a consistent direction and purpose in life. They become ambivalent and vacillating; erratically shifting from one direction in life to another. The "brain fog" and "lack of discipline" you're experiencing isn't because of your diet or your lack of exercise it's because you're an ugly awkward autist who could never find a normal male friend group to assimilate into gender roles and play sports

>>82218995 (OP)
when I was younger I thought that it would get better after high school, only to discover that the whole world is one big high school

>>82218995 (OP)
>The "brain fog" and "lack of discipline" you're experiencing isn't because of your diet or your lack of exercise it's because you're an ugly awkward autist who could never find a normal male friend group to assimilate into gender roles and play sports
brutal. but 100% correct in my case

>>82219032
same. i aced all my classes at uni and would just go to my dorm and game. but now im stuck in an office for 40 hours a week and all the projects and promotions are gatekept by social status and connections.
i am completely out of my depth and unable to achieve anything anymore.

>>82218995 (OP)
Brain fog just means going on YouTube and watching a bunch of videos

>>82218995 (OP)
>Without the guidance from others during this period of development, it would be hard to find a sense of identity
You've illuminated exactly why so many people larp as aspies. Their whole identity is being autistic. Their entire ego has been consumed by an identity which is not real.

>male friend group

gay