I regret my life so much and I can't stop thinking about it almost every waking minute

>>82219483 (OP)
This was me before taking meds.

>>82219496
I do take meds too.
It was the same before

You can always commit suicide op, it would end your suffering. Have you ever thought about doing it? It would be very relieving

>>82219517
I have thought about it yes an it's likely that it will end that way if things don't change for me.

>>82219517
It literally can't be "relieving". That's a sensation dumbass. You don't experience sensations when you're dead.

>>82219539
Would you like me to share effective methods? You may be interested in suspension hanging or exit bags, all viable suicide methods that are fairly mess free and painless:)
>>82219654
It would be relieving oneself from the struggles and woes of life, so yes it would be a relief. It does not really matter if you can experience it afterwards in this context.

>>82219483 (OP)
>>82219539
Do not listen to these evil freaks. Don't use a permanent solution for a temporary problem.

>>82219693
I know about exit bags already.
>>82219790
I know. Nothing is decided yet.

>>82219826
Why do you hate your life?

>>82219826
Well you should purchase the supplies so you have them handy if you decide to do it, op. It would make the process much easier if that moment comes, and you can probably feel a sense of ease knowing the option for construct the exit bag is always in your closet, waiting to be assembled and used

>>82219845
You should take your own advice

>>82219833
I'm just so subpar.
It could have been different, I know it could.
I just wasted so much of my youth and formative years.

>>82219866
You watch your fucking mouth you dirty little faggot.

>>82219845
I won't.
If I start constructing that stuff it's basically declaring that it's over.
Only if I truly have lost all hope.

>>82219884
How old are you now? While you're at it, list all the good things about yourself and in your life
>>82219891
Oh no did I strike a nerve? Put me in your note if it makes you feel better

>>82219907
You will. You know op, maybe part of the reason as to why you are a failure fucking loser is because you never took anyones advice when they are trying to help you. I feel like having these items handy will give you a sense of ease in life that will allow you to move forward. I can provide links to all the materials if you would like.

>>82219483 (OP)
Have you considered making better choices?
Or will you do the same things that got you into that position?

>>82219926
>How old are you now?
23
>While you're at it, list all the good things about yourself and in your life
I think I'm smart and independant.
I have family that cares about me.
I'm mostly physically comfortable. I live in a country that's safe for the most part and I don't come from a poor background.

>>82219947
How can I make up for wasting my youth and stunting my body and mind?
>>82219941
You have some kind of weird agenda. Is this a fetish to you?

>>82219966
No, not at all. I am simply a friend trying to help a fellow 4channer who is down on his luck. I genuinely do think my suggestion will benefit. If you are really wanting a change for the better, I must implore you to be open minded and give it a try at least.

>>82219960
Good, I want you to focus on the good things. You're still very young, trust me on this. Intelligence and independence are becoming exceedingly rare for people your age, and a caring family is a huge blessing. As bad as your thoughts might get about life, you've always got people you can rely on. Start with small habits to improve your situation.

Clean your room, get into a habit of brushing your teeth, showering, shaving regularly, etc. Also, start cooking interesting dinner recipes from exotic countries - it actually helps a lot.
And don't listen to this freak >>82219984, he's just some miserable cowardly edgelord who doesn't have the guts to do what he's telling others to.

>>82219539
Don't kill yourself, no matter how many times you read this type of posts it's just bait for depressed anons. So much evilness. You know, they talk about suicide and never kill themselves in the first place.

Guess what? You're a man take care of yourself. An advice I give to you OP is desist of everything old you find yourself doing at the moment. Past is past. Do new things, unless you are an actual non verbal autist everything you try will be okay. Gotta keep moving.

>>82220004
Holy fucking bluepilled normgroid bullshit, please fucking kill yourself or go back to plebbit at the very least

>>82220083
you are trying too hard newfag

>>82219966
>How can I make up for wasting my youth and stunting my body and mind?
By not continuing to waste your life. Make different choices. Do different things.
If you regret the choices you made, stop making those choices now. Or else, you'll look back on these moments and feel exactly how you feel about your childhood.

>>82219483 (OP)
>I regret my life so much and I can't stop thinking about it almost every waking minute
Sunken cost fallacy

>>82220004
>inane hygiene tasks
>cooking
>muh gratitude

Completely retarded advice. None of those things solve the problem of your life being shit and wanting to die every second of it.

>>82220195
You are exactly 100% wrong on that. Those are the literal starting point for getting your life into a position where you don't feel that way.

>>82220240
Wtf is any of that gonna do

>>82220273
Literally make your life less shitty and actually start getting better.
Obviously. Quit being intentionally retarded and doubling down on your shitty decisions, then bitching like a little girl that your shitty decisions made your life shitty.

>>82220083
Like I said, take your own advice so we don't have to read your cringe posts
>>82220195
Listen to >>82220315
They're stepping stones to improving your situation. They do wonders for clearing your mind and can stop you from spiraling further