Can I talk to any of you anons before I suicide? This is my last day alive

>>82221473 (OP)
Sure, let's hear those last words.

>>82221473 (OP)
May I convince you not to do it? How old are you? I was in a dark place once and things are better for me as I grew older

Why do you want to do it

sure but suicide is fucking corny. as someone who is suicidal only reason im here cause it would kill my mother. and i very much doubt i would feel better in death. i still want to hang myself though

>>82221473 (OP)
I don't know what to tell you so here picel

>>82221491
>Why do you want to do it
I'm exhausted. I've quit heroin, alcohol and psych meds a year ago and been trying to self-improve for 3 months now going to the gym, fixing my diet and sleep but it's hell and I'm tired of the long road to full recovery. It's probably gonna continue to go on like this for a long time and I just can't do it anymore, it's too tiring

>>82221473 (OP)
anon don't do it life is meaningless yes but consider the probability of you being paralyzed instead of dying and regretting every single second of your life you couldn't succeed, and besides just don't, however if you are committed to suicide, then sure let's talk

>>82221473 (OP)
consider having sex first

Life is hard. Death sucks just as much.

>>82221516
Do you want to get better together anon? I'm struggling too, maybe having someone to check in on you would help?

>>82221518
I don't want to, I experienced too much abuse growing up and am extremely disgusted by physical touch

>>82221534
I suppose, but if you're struggling I don't think I'd be of any help to you because I'm too depressed to bring anything positive. I hope you find someone who can help you better than i could

>>82221554
I just want to exercise and get better, having someone who wants the same would be nice

>>82221516
Sounds like you're already doing well. most people couldn't even do that for a week before giving up.

>>82221567
Okay, how could we talk?

>>82221516
>quit everything for three months
you're already a legend m8 well done

>>82221554
I just want to tell you anon Hell is real and one second there is worse than 10 lifetimes of misery. Unironically seek Jesus hes the only one that can cure your pain, God doesnt send people to hell, we do. I suggest you read the Bible, Ecclesiastes is short and a good book, its about how meaningless life is and the purpose of man, then read John. Also look up afterlife testimonies on Youtube theres a lot of good ones with tons of insight. Please take this advice because the alternative is eternal suffering and that is the opposite of what you want. Again hell is real and demons are real and they whisper on your ears constantly to do it. I hope you take my advise before its too late. God bless.

>>82221586
we can use an app, doesn't have to be trooncord if you dont want

>>82221473 (OP)
Wishing you luck regardless of outcome, I've failed several suicide attempts because I couldn't get it right and then survival instincts would take over. I wish I wasn't a NEET so I could save up for a gun and shoot myself instead, it would be so much easier.

>>82221618
I'm okay with using discord. I can add you there.

>>82221610
I was raised Catholic so I know about that but just can't bring myself to have faith anymore, it doesn't work for me.

>>82221667
You dont need religions just read the Bible and ask God from the heart. Try it at least one last time and dont let other people dictate what your relationship with God is, just read the Gospel for yourself. If you got any questions let me know.

I hope you dont do it Anon and something or someone comes into your life that makes you feel like living again and makes things better for you but if not and you still decide to go through with it, i completely understand and pray that you will be at peace. Hope things get better for you

>>82221473 (OP)
-How are you gonna kill yourself, anon?

>>82221473 (OP)
>Can I talk to any of you anons before I suicide? This is my last day alive
Are you Canadian?

>>82221516
You'll get stronger. Just give it time. Life isn't an anime. Are you resting or exercising everyday? How's your diet?

>>82221473 (OP)
I'd talk but I'm easily influenced and suicidal aswell. You'd probably talk me into joining you. All I can say is that killing yourself is what they want and also that you have no idea how much worse what lies beyond this realm is. Staying here truly is your best bet.

>>82221516
>Its too tiring
Why dont you take a vacation at a psych ward for a few days. Wouldnt you feel better doing that?