>>82224141
I said consider. I don't want to share but I have enough humility to admit I don't know what future brings. Because I started my adventure with sexual things on website for swingers where I found this MILF it was also part of process of stopping being shy, pathetic shit who had trouble doing groceries because moment I had to open mouth to someone my brain scrambled it quickly spiraled into trying out bunch of degen stuff like meeting with couples etc. I noticed that majority of couples who went for threesomes, swinging or even cuck shit were n their 40s or 50s. I guess it's possible that people get used to each other, get bored and get tempted to do this stuff, and I don't want to turn out hypocrite later on, especially that I saw how even studies back up idea that love is just brain chem and the chem that is responsible for those strong feelings at the start fades and gets replaced by other chem. It might be the case that if I found a wife and we'd grow old together, we'd also cave in and agree on such shit if we both wanted it. I hope not, but who knows.
At least it's better than just cheating behind someones back as I've seen couples who were so trusting you could see them having genuine fun when they were meeting with others, and it looked like they were blooming in both social and sexual way during such meetings.
But yeah, if I'm to fall for that shit, at least make it useful and make it help some young guy like me having my first time with mature woman helped me because I know how hard it is as a man to find someone with how women prejudice against virgins. I got any experience precisely because I lied about having a little. In the early stages of my quest I learned that women don't give virgins a chance. Like those scum companies who seek experienced workers but don't want to provide experience themselves.
