Thread 82250036

I posted about this before but Im doing it again I dont care

>be me, ugly retarded femanon
>go entire 18 year long life without any boys having crushes on me or dating
>plan to just end it all in a few months since I see no point in living and no one loves me
>meet extremely cute boy online who is nearly my exact type and has a great personality
>everything goes well for a while
>he mentions being open to polyamory but only wants a female third
>instantly realize he doesnt reciprocate any of the love or respect I feel for him and ill never be enough

Its like god wants me to rope at this point

>>82250036 (OP)
that's cool didn't read beyond line 2 because i can tell whatever you have to say is bullshit

>>82250044
some women are just objectively hideous anon. and even if I wasnt my personality is too annoying and spergy for me to be loved

>>82250036 (OP)
Just post your pussy retard

>>82250050
nta you're against poly? why? no judgement just asking.
why don't you just talk to someone else on shitcord or whatever?

>>82250067
because its cheating
>>82250058
mine is ugly looking you would all call it gross

>>82250036 (OP)
If you truly believe in God turn to him, and put him before Others and yourself you will find your person that he has built for you

>>82250083
>because its cheating
It's not cheating. It's just a poly relationship. Cheating is going behind your partner's back and fucking some unrelated third party.

>>82250104
i believe in God but i dont love him. he made me ugly so clearly he doesnt love me

>>82250083
without permission and communication yeah, if you can figure out a pod i think its fine.
if its not your thing let him know and cut him off and find more yearning eboys

>>82250036 (OP)
I'm an ugly retarded moid, I'll marry you unironically.

>>82250109
it still hurts me that he would want that because I dont want to have to share his (romantic) love and affection with anyone. Ive told him before how ive never been anyones first choice and have been deprived of affection my whole life so him saying this honestly just makes it seem like hes trying to hurt me on purpose

>>82250083
Poly isnt cheating, why would he mention it to you if youre online if he wanted to cheat ? Maybe he just has different values and ideals than you ?

>>82250123
I still love my boyfriend even if he doesnt return it

>>82250138
Then don't get into a poly relationship. He's not for you, move on and find someone else. There are literally dozens of fish in the sea, maybe even more.

>>82250036 (OP)
hey man sorry the boys and I were having too much fun with the lasers that we forgot to zap you some simps. we'll get right on it.

>>82250143
maybe it isnt cheating but I still think its gross and wrong. I think he just thinks im as unattractive as everyone else does deep down and wants an excuse to date other women. But he doesnt want to leave me because I will take care of him. So basically he wants to have a hot gf he willl actually enjoying dating/banging and a gf who will clean up after him and raise his kids and all the other boring and hard stuff (me)

>>82250147
I dont want anyone else. I still love him and I am too ugly and insufferable for anyone else to love me. My own parents and other family members all fucking hate me its not like some random other person could love me. And my boyfriend has super low standards theres probably no one out there with standards lower than his if hes dating me

>>82250166
>I still think its gross and wrong
>I love him
Are you stupid?

>>82250083
I'll call it beautiful and probably pleasure myself to the image.
Please post it, thank you

>>82250152
lurker since 2 years here, i come out of the shadow to say that this reply is one of the most funny one i found in this shitshow that is r9k

>>82250152
If I wanted simps why would I be public about how ugly and unlovable i am

>>82250182
Then be his side piece. What do you want? Your choices here are having self respect and being alone or being a cock holster for a guy that doesn't like you

>>82250183
I can love someone and disagree with their opinions
>>82250184
no fuck off faggot

>>82250166
How long have you been dating ? Did he give any indication he just wants to use you before this ?
>as everyone else does
Are you sure youre not projecting your insecurities through him ?

>>82250193
but if im alone any longer ill kill myself

>>82250036 (OP)
>polyamory
Your type of boyfriend is a guy is good looking enough to pull a polyamory I mean sure you have standards and know what you want but you don't see me going around saying i only want Taylor Swift
>>82250083
>mine is ugly looking you would all call it gross
You will always get the omg I love your pussy can I be your boyfriend so I can lick
or omg this pussy have been exclusively pounded by the niggers and never be good again

>>82250210
get an r9k e-bf, it's better than having a bf who is actively cheating on you and you have to take it like a cuck

>>82250210
find a hobby or goon to cope like the rest of us you are not special

>>82250202
we have been dating for a few months now. He hasnt given me any signs he wants to use me but he has been giving me signs he doesnt love me. He doesnt like my natural hair or my glasses or how I dress or most of my interests

>>82250210
You're 18 stop being dramatic. I've been alone 30+ years it's entirely tolerable if you stop wallowing in it. Get a hobby and learn to be alone instead of clinging on to the first person who gives you attention. You're just setting yourself up to be abused.

>>82250036 (OP)
Gross. Sorry that happened, anon.

At least you didn't get married to someone who said that shit. I promise you it's worse. Anyway, you're still very young and I'm sure you can find someone decent.

What makes you think you're ugly? Anything you can work on or do you think you have like a bad face?

>>82250224
Hes from r9k
>>82250227
I have hobbies but im bad at them and they dont make me happy enough to stay alive. I cant live without love

I also dont feel pleasure from gooning so thats out of the question

>>82250239
I would rather be abused than be alone any more I cant take it
>>82250242
bad face nothing I could work on without surgery

>>82250259
>I would rather be abused than be alone any more I cant take it
Either you're a masochist or you're more pathetic than the average person here.

>>82250036 (OP)
I BOIL WOMEN AND EAT THEM BITCH I'M 22 YEARS OLD AND HAVE NEVER HAD A DATE BITCH I'M GORGEOUS AND YUO WOMEN DO NOT DESERVE ME, BITCH, I'M ANGELIC!

HOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

>>82250273
not a masochist just very very pathetic. I dont care how much he makes me cry I still love him

>>82250228
>lists all physical traits
You seem to be incredibly insecure about your appearance and assume he doesnt love you because of it, love is more than just physical appearance however. Its trust, honesty and a connection on a deeper level. Sure physical attraction is important, has he said hes not attracted to you ?

Do you trust him ?
Do you think hes honest with you ?
Do you feel a strong connection with him ?
If yes to these questions i think you are using him as an excuse to hate yourself even more because you feel undeserving of his love.

>>82250250
idk focus on an objective, whatever it is, like work or a project or learning something or keeping up with a news idk

>>82250285
You do understand that there are pathetic men on here who will treat you better, correct? You don't love him anyway, he's just the first person you've been able to cling to. It's not real. Dump him and pick up one of the retards in this thread who are trying to date you, wrap them around your finger and stay in control of the relationship. I will never understand how women don't intuitively know how to do this.

>>82250292
ugly girls cant be loved anon. I have to accept it you do too

>>82250250
How do you women keep finding these abusechads on r9k, I'm starting to think that all anons here are wolves in the skin of a sheep.
I'd still dump him if I was you, you are setting yourself up for a literal cucking arrangement and I have a feeling that he won't respect any boundaries you try to set.

>>82250297
Ive tried writing so many stories and drawing but it always turns out terrible no matter how much I practice or how hard I try
>>82250301
I do love him and I dont want anyone else

>>82250303
>ugly girls cant be loved.

Not true, people who hate themselves will never feel love, no matter how much is love is thrown their way

>>82250312
Hes not abusive and the poly thing isnt set in stone, he just says hes open to it in the future

>>82250317
>I do love him and I dont want anyone else
No you don't idiot. You just think you do because you're immature and lack life experience.

>>82250303
It has to start from the inside

>>82250324
i didnt hate myself when I was a little kid and no one loved me then either

>>82250328
>Hes not abusive
>I dont care how much he makes me cry
>He doesnt like my natural hair or my glasses or how I dress or most of my interests
>wants a female third
>instantly realize he doesnt reciprocate any of the love or respect I feel for him and ill never be enough
You are literally in an abusive relationship you absolute fucking retard

>>82250342
you dont know me. yes he has hurt me a lot but hes still my perfect dream guy and I love him with all my heart

>>82250317
just find something to do okay, whatever that make you forget your unloved ass. i personally like getting drowned in my own thought, imagining random stuff and story that will never happen (ofter its being a cia agent or imagining my dream girl just clinging onto my arm when i look at something beautiful) and just acting and thinking slowly so my mind doesnt get overloaded with negativity

>>82250036 (OP)
come to this disc and find a bf
/JU37EDhb

>>82250370
I don't need to know you because this is the same thing that happens to every social reject who "discovers" love lmao. In a few months or a year you'll be here complaining that your boyfriend left you for someone better.

>>82250355
he doesnt make me cry on purpose and its not his fault if he doesnt like who I am. thats his opinion

he says nice things to me all the time and isnt mean most of the time so hes not abusive. He just doesnt love me, or at least he doesnt love me enough that he wouldnt want someone else

>>82250403
>too stupid to know they're being manipulated
Many such cases!

>>82250036 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wed0Bcd8Rjs
>CUZ I GET A THOUSAND HUGS
>FROM TEN THOUSAND LIGHTNING BUGS

>>82250378
Ive done stuff like that my whole life but it isnt enough after a while
>>82250394
Im not worried hes going to leave me I dont think he would ever do that. Im just worried hes going to find a new girl who he likes more than me and ill be cleaning up after him while he goes on dates with her. I always get replaced after a while

>>82250328
>guy has a different opinion on some slightly risque subject
>foid takes it personally and assumes he doesnt love her

And this is why i hate foids, they always blow everything small disagreement into some huge issue, they can never just accept that people are different and hold different opinions

Meanwhile in gay relationships:
>hey are you open to poly in the future ?
>nah, id rather have your cute fag ass to myself
>aww, alright teehee

Thank fuck china finally made pregnancy bots because foids need to be fucking annihilated and die out. They are demon worshipping creatures who murder their own babies and make people miserable for fun.

Op the only person in your relationship that doesnt love the other is you because you are incapable of it if you cant even accept something as small as a different opinion

>>82250259
>would rather be abused than be alone any more
Don't do that to yourself. I promise it's worse. Cut it off before he can fuck you up.

>bad face nothing I could work on
I doubt it's as bad as you think it is. Do people actively call you ugly

>>82250403
Are women really this stupid that they will do all this for Chad dick?

>>82250416
>I always get replaced after a while
Sounds like he's already actively trying to replace you

>>82250422
ok faggot
>>82250429
>do people actively call you ugly
yes. I look very similar to bella ramsey from the last of us

>>82250416
change stuff around you then, change job or appartement, go on holiday or even stress about something else

>>82250434
he isnt a chad. well to me he is but I dont think fat autistic guys are really considered chads

>>82250416
You are literally going to get cheated on and blamed for it.

>>82250473
honestly as much as it hurts its better than being alone. I just hope he will save some affection for me at least

>>82250486
What's so bad about being alone anyway?
I'm sure you could find another r9k boyfriend if you hate being alone so much, this one is going to hurt you 100% and you'll wish that you had never met him.

>>82250036 (OP)
After reading the thread and replies, i have concluded op is an immature girl who just looks for any reason that people dont love her to fit her worldview. And no matter what people tell her she stubbornly sticks to her own beliefs and refuses to challenge those.

Op i truly hope you'll one day figure out how to grow as a person and are secure enough to challenge your own beliefs

>>82250508
Ive been alone my whole life and I cant take it anymore!!! I want love!!!

>>82250511
I hope she sticks with her poly bf and he breeds other girls and makes OP raise the spawn while never knocking her up

>>82250511
I believe it because its true. ugly aspie girls are unlovable

>>82250454
>fat
>autistic
And youre suprised he said something insensitive ? If you date a diagnosed autist the least you could do is be patient with him.
Was he adamant about wanting poly or did he just kinda blurt it out without thinking hoping itd be funny ?

>>82250518
I'm sorry but this isn't love.
You were both desperate but you were the more desperate one and now he's setting up the field to use that fact against you. People that love eachother don't seek out other people romantically, it's as simple as that.

>>82250551
he was adamant about it. he is insensitive a lot of the time and I can usually handle it but the fact he wants to basically cheat on me is just too much it makes me so sad. I just wanted to be enough for someone for once

>>82250571
well its love on my end at least

>>82250573
>he wants to cheat on me
>e-relationship
Then why would he self report like that ? It just doesnt make sense

>>82250440
>look very similar to bella ramsey from the last of us
Well that does suck, but even still it could be a lot worse. I'm sure some fella out there will like you

>>82250600
its for when we are irl

>>82250616
>we can be monogamous for now
>but when we meet I want to fuck other girls
He's already cheating on you and trying to normalize it for when you meet lmao

>>82250036 (OP)
I'm 18 and I'll be your boyfriend, I have no friends so I'll have no choice but to be codependent. If you're not white don't bother responding

>>82250641
I dont want anyone else
>>82250626
I wish I was dead

>>82250665
>I dont want anyone else
Of course you don't you Chad only whore. Why bother asking the incel board this, to rub it in?

>>82250616
Why are you even with him if youre so distrustful of him, if you suspect hes cheating/is going to collect evidence so you can be sure. Right now it seems like all you have is suspicions.

Youre going to irreparably hurt him if you keep accusing him and youre wrong

>>82250582
If unrequited love made people happy r9k would be the happiest place on the internet lmao
Don't say we didn't warn you, if you get burned you only have yourself to blame

>>82250036 (OP)
Its like god wants me peener in te vageener

>>82250036 (OP)
so you haven't ever in your life done anything to get a relationship and then stumbled upon a demigod who's chad enough to be in polyamorous relationship and is open to including (you) into his harem but youre entitled to AT LEAST whole demigod undivided so now you're going to kys (pls do) because life without owning a whole demigod is so wrong
I sure hate w*men :(

>>82250036 (OP)
Meet him in person and fuck his brains out. He will forget all about the polyamory nonsense.

>>82250616
Cheating will be even harder then, if he really wanted to then hed just spring it on you one day and act like its no big deal

>>82250036 (OP)
>18 year
you seem sad so I won't be too mean, but it's completely retarded to think this way at this age.
I was in the same situation at your age (albeit as a male).
stop looking online for love, try and get out of your hometown, meet a nice guy, and definitely stop browsing this website/board.

>>82250036 (OP)
>>82250403
>date 1 guy, he's bad, only choice is death
Choose another guy.
>refuse to go with the millions of other guys asking for you.
I realize op said they're retarded, but that's literally the only reason why your not getting a guy like me right now.
Now give address.
>>82250440
bella ramsey from the last of us

Yikes, it might be 3/10 for most guys. But I would say she could be 6 or 7/10 if she wears right clothes, maybe some makeup or something. Which is good enough.
The real problem is op's insanity.
Basically the only thing that stops a girl from good life, is here self.
Just another rich person complaining about money type of thing.