She loves me but finds my love suffocating. Every time I try to talk and think I'm over the whole thing, minutes later I'm losing my mind thinking of what I could've said differently, how I could convince her, of all the things I regret not doing, all the possibilities. But by that time she's gone again. I miss us so much, spending time together, reading her bedtime stories, that damn adorable giggling of hers, every single detail of her personality, how she accepted me despite my flaws.
Now I'm in this emptiness, have no appetite, feel like puking, and can't sleep. Tears build up in my eyes but won't come out. I lay down in bed and my heart aches all night, I can barely breathe, I want to escape my mind. I'm hopelessly in love
Now I'm in this emptiness, have no appetite, feel like puking, and can't sleep. Tears build up in my eyes but won't come out. I lay down in bed and my heart aches all night, I can barely breathe, I want to escape my mind. I'm hopelessly in love
