>>82426592
>I can feel myself mentally declining sitting around doing nothing.
All the nothing of work is eating away at my brain. I've run out of things to think about. I can't just sit there unstimulated anymore, it's like a form of torture.
If I could just read a fucking book or something. Maybe move my legs and walk around, stimulate blood flow and think about something. Fuck me, I'm going to be one of those middle aged guys that can't do anything new because my brain has atrophied.