Any other autists here gain social self awareness from using 4chan and seeing all the greentexts about social failure? I was a fucking dork when I was 10-11 who despite being quite bright intellectually, was quite lacking socially. Public school did not help me in that regard at all because it is designed to make you into a good soldier. An autist trying to 'fit in' is inherently cringe and unnatural and when I accepted that I was a lot happier.