Thread 82776832

I got the degree and I got the job, but I just want to kill myself even harder now. So now what

>>82776832 (OP)
Get on medication
How much do you have saved? What are your goals? Do you want to go to rome? Do you want to visit japan? Nobody is going to ask those questions for you, faggot ass nigga

>>82776832 (OP)
i feel you. i got my job and at a big well known company and now i hate my life on a daily basis. if you can get a remote job id suggest it but theyre hard to get. you have to learn how to cope being stuck in the shitty ass office all day and no matter what share no personal information with your coworkers

>>82776832 (OP)
>I got the degree
well thats your first mistake, going to college, congrats dumbass

>>82776921
Have fun working at mcdonalds or destroying your body in a trade for the rest of your life

>>82776933
is this supposed to be some sort of gotcha? buddy you're a grade a retard who fell for college

>>82776933
But you're still miserable so shut the fuck up. Sort your own shit out. If you play your cards right you can actually be living the own you think you have, but instead you're whining and bitching when you could be getting on meds and coasting on the job you have

>>82776965
>>82776983
I'm not OP. My college was free because I don't live in a shithole like America and I love my job. Keep coping.

>>82776873
I'm already on four different meds.
Have about $1800.
My goal is to not kill myself.
I don't want to leave my home.
>Nobody is going to ask those questions for you, faggot ass nigga
I have no idea what you mean.

>>82776880
I appreciate the sympathy. I did trying getting something remote but it did not work out unfortunately.
>no matter what share no personal information with your coworkers
Do you mean really personal stuff like feelings and such or in general? Because I feel like I need to share some info with them since we sit really close to each other. Mine is a small company.

>>82776921
>>82776965
>well thats your first mistake, going to college, congrats dumbass
Please lighten me with what I ought to have done instead, then.

>>82777000
Checkem, double trips. Okay, you got me.

>>82777002
You're asking us what now?
Nobody is going to look inside of yourself and ask you the questions you need in order to figure out your next move. You have a degree and couldn't figure that out. Nobody is going to sort your shit out. If you don't want to kill yourself or be miserable then you have to sort your own shit out.

>>82777000
>my useless waste of time was free
>i love being a slave
>Keep coping.
kek alright
>>82777002
>Please lighten me with what I ought to have done instead, then.
Gotten a job.

>>82777002
anything. any personal information they will use to determine how they treat you and make excuses to do it indirectly. they will lie to your face. you will be able to count on one hand the amount of times people are telling the truth at a workplace environment and the times they are honest wont matter.
i have had people ask me innocent questions like what tv shows i liked growing up and then later made comments about my age and pulled me off projects because they only respect people from certain generations

>>82777028
I asked for extra onions on my burger, nigga. Get back in the kitchen.

>>82777034
I don't work at fast food, cope.

>>82777038
You must break your back pouring concrete or something, that's so much better wagie.

>>82777054
I don't work a blue collar job either lmao

>>82776832 (OP)
>So now what
find meaning in life through vidya and anime
i'm not joking the only reason i haven't kill myself is because of my waifu

>>82777056
>so he contributes nothing to society
okay gotcha

>>82777070
>find meaning in life through vidya and anime
>i'm not joking the only reason i haven't kill myself is because of my waifu
you might be retarded

>>82777077
you don't contribute anything to society, what exactly is your job, being on the computer all day? that's gonna be replaced by ai within 10 years

>>82777090
I have sex with your mother

>>82777136
based answer desu

>>82777013
I have looked inside of myself quite enough. I have changed my attitude, I have gone out and beyond of my comfort zone to improve my conditions. I have achieved many things I wanted to achieve and many things I did not because society wanted me to. I ask because it feels like I've exhausted all my options already.
The only option I haven't tried is romance because of a lack of interest. Having someone besides me everyday for the rest of me life sounds like actual hell on Earth

>>82777028
>Gotten a job.
For what? Money? Don't be ridiculous.

>>82777031
I see. I haven't shared much with them anyways, so I guess I'll take your advice.

>>82777070
The thought of just living to game and have fun while I can has occurred to me. But idk how long that cope would last. Maybe worth a shot for some extra years.

>>82777196
also id suggest getting a laptop that looks like your work laptop and going into meeting rooms to do remote meetings and just playing games for an hour. i have so much fucking down time at my job and im just stuck there its insane

>>82777268
>meeting rooms to do remote meetings
*pretending to have meetings is what i meant. throw some bullshit on your calendar

>>82776873
NTA, but what can you even do with a good amount of money saved?
Won't save your youth that's already passed.

Why travel? You'll just be around a bunch of normalfags who make you wanna fucking die.

>>82776832 (OP)
>I got the degree and I got the job
if you say this i'm just gonna picture that basedboy leaning over the stove in his gay little performative depression tiktok everyone used to repost here like 2 years ago, phrase it differently in the future

>>82776832 (OP)
It never gets better. I am retired and want to kill myself daily.

>>82777318
bro why you can play vidya all day

>>82776832 (OP)
Well clearly you got the wrong degree

>>82777392
4chan is 18 and up zoomie

>>82777396
I am 36 and video games are great and you are a loser because you don't play video games SO THERE!!!

>>82777396
why are you gatekeeping fun you can play vidya when you're older this is like saying you shouldn't go to the doctor when you're older and just man up

>>82776832 (OP)
hey uh anon, you sound like a fellow schizoid! i don't want to do armchair psychology but maybe look into that (and getting treatment for it)

>>82776832 (OP)
don't feel like brushing my teeth tonight.

>>82777318
do you have grandkids?

>>82777397
you don't know what i do and don't do
>>82777400
4chan is still 18 and up, you have to be a legal adult to post here

>>82777424
you're too retarded to reason with

Maybe you are just having a hard time adapting to the job, if you was hired recently. Do you think that's the case?