Thread 82818223

hi robots
how are you doing? anything interesting happened this week? are you taking care of yourself?
congratulations, it's almost friday! good job on almost making it through the week.
i have to cover shift for my coworker, i'm not very happy about it. i'll get paid for it of course, but that doesn't mean i like it here.
regardless, how are you doing, anon?

>>82818223 (OP)
Writing about the supernormal hypothesis that average people want everyone to be normal not to "eliminate suffering" (which they cause the vast majority of) it's because they hate things and people they don't understand so they want to attempt to fix them and see them as a disease. I don't want to be cured I don't want to be fixed and this enrages them. Fuck psychiatry and psychology

>>82818245
hi anon. true that, normies only play their role as the tolerant majority. if if was up to them, they would wipe us off the face of earth, especially autistic peers. the second they get a whiff that i'm autistic, it's fucking over.

>>82818255
I think everyone who's not considered normal should isolate preferably to a secluded compound (it's not a cult)

>>82818265
well, isn't 4chan something akin to secluded confinement? of course, a bunch of normies seep in from time to time, but hey, i'm here, so i guess i'm somewhat isolated from "normals"

>>82818255
It's been PROVEN that autistic people communicate and function better with each other. We're essentially a different species to those savages.

>>82818281
No geographically isolated the only way to fix society is to either uproot it and destroy modern society/rebuild it from the ashes or separate from a society not built for us in the first place.

Hey anon, thank you for asking.
I have been really struggling with my self image again, which is so immature. All the make up and hair in the face is not going to cover up the fact that I am very ugly. All these women out there are effortlessly beautiful meanwhile I have nasty dark circles, acne, facial hair. Let alone my facial features being dysgenic. There is no point in trying to be social anymore. Been spending my days in the woods looking at mushrooms. Pic rel

>>82818300
Why did the pic flip ughhhh

>>82818223 (OP)
hi im doing fine i guess
nothing interesting really happened other than me getting yelled at school
>are you taking care of yourself?
im trying my best i think...
hopefully your shift isn't too boring

apologies, robots. i had work to do(unbelievable, had to work at work)
>>82818286
we have an empathy, anon. normgroids don't. we understand what it's like to be seen as subhuman because of our brains being wired incorrectly. they'd kill us in an instant if they could, and no one would notice. despicable, really.
>>82818289
normgroids should be eradicated i think, we are the ones that should stay.
>>82818300
hello, anon, your humble servant here.
i don't think self image issues are immature. we aren't all born as chads or stacies with chiseled faces, we can either accept our flaws, or do as most do and try to fix the nature's mistakes. makeup is a good start, however it can't fix acne, and if i remember correctly it can cause it to get worse due to irritants in cosmetics. have you tried any acne creams? do you remember to wash your face regularly? do you shower regularly as well? acne creams are mostly thought to be psyops that don't do nothin'. i've heard that tea tree oil can effectively fight against acne, you could try that.
as for mushrooms, those are really nice, isn't nature just fascinating? i love shrooms, they are cute. always find a way to grow even in sometimes ridiculous places. i don't have much to share of my own, i barely leave the usual cycle of going from home to work, and from work to home. it's starting to get on my nerves, and i've barely started working. i hope you'll be able to conquer your self image issues, anon. you're always welcome here.
>>82818348
hello taonon.
>hi im doing fine i guess
nothing interesting really happened
i'm glad to hear you're doing alright.
>me getting yelled at school
hm... what's up with that? would you like to tell us about it?

>>82818300
nice mushrooms and nice dubs anon. i hope someday you'll manage to like yourself as much as you like watching mushrooms.
>>82818415
>i'm glad to hear you're doing alright.
alright is better than awful i guess. though it's getting kind of difficult for me to tell when im having a good day or not. i could be feeling awful for an hour or two and then fine, and then awful again. i don't know why
>what's up with that?
eh, it's nothing too important i guess. i fucked up a recipe and i got yelled at, then i was too slow to do other things and i got yelled at. average day in the kitchen i guess
but are you doing okay anon?

>>82818561
>though it's getting kind of difficult for me to tell when im having a good day or not.
i can relate. although to me, a good day is the one where i don't feel like jumping under the bus for most of the day.
>i fucked up a recipe and i got yelled at, then i was too slow to do other things and i got yelled at.
fuck them, i say. you're just learning, failure is a necessary step in improving. it's not nice when people yell at you, but eventually you'll improve.
>but are you doing okay anon?
i would rather be anywhere else, and i'm a single hair away from stabbing someone with a box cutter, thank you for asking
but it's alright, i'll get paid money for this torment
i hope

>>82818415
best cure for acne is antibiotics, best cure for normgroids is a purge.

>>82818223 (OP)
The other branch is losing a 2 million shekel contract so I'm being sent off my usual (easy) property to go save their properties. Of course despite saving the company 2 million dollars I will be paid the usual 150 shekels for my troubles.

>>82818245
That is true. Suffering from mental health disorders is really a pain when it comes to that type of thing. Or even just acting against any kind of societal rule or pattern.

>>82818604
nuke normies
>>82818616
hi anon. what do you do for a living? what contract are you referring to? is it gonna be difficult to solve this issue?
regardless, if your boss has any shred of respect for you, you should ask for more shekels to save their stupid contract. if possible, of course. if not, i guess its back to wageslaving as usual...

>>82818631
I'm a landscaper and the contract is cutting the grass on some large property. I've never been there before so I don't know anything about it except it looks like dogshit and they're about to lose the place so my crew is being called up to fix the place. It will probably be a lot of work. I barely got any sleep because I was playing Shogun 2 for half the night and I assumed I'd be having another easy and short day.
It's a rather large landscaping company created by investors and they mainly buy smaller landscaping companies, force bullshit corporate policies then leave them their own devices (as long as they're profitable).
My direct boss does not decide how much I am paid. If I told him I deserved more money he'd probably agree and say there's nothing he can personally do. Probably say something about how he deserves more money, too. Thoughbiet I do more and better work than he does and I'm already being paid less.
Yes, wageslaving as usual it is unfortunately.

>>82818598
>the one where i don't feel like jumping under the bus for most of the day
then i guess i haven't had a good day in months
>fuck them, i say
i mean i don't care too much about the yelling, it kind of hurt because they things they said about me are true.
>single hair away from stabbing someone with a box cutter
that's not great... did something else make you feel particularly homicidal today? and they better pay you yeah.

>>82818734
i'm sorry to hear that anon, you deserve to be paid a lot more for fixing someone else's fuckup. who decides what you'll be getting paid, then? can you talk to them? i wish you a quick and easy day, even if the work is difficult. and remember to sleep enough.
>>82818746
>then i guess i haven't had a good day in months
neither have i, taonon... neither have i.
>i mean i don't care too much about the yelling, it kind of hurt because they things they said about me are true.
well, like i said, it's okay to make mistakes. you'll learn to avoid them eventually. although i know it hurts.
>did something else make you feel particularly homicidal today?
i woke up, that's kinda the whole reason. like i mentioned, today i'm taking my coworker's shift. working during the time when i should be resting from 24 hours of pure agony. but nope. also people are being even more braindead than usual, so there's that. it's interesting, this is supposed to be a fancy district, but people here are fucking retards. i guess that oughta tell you everything you need to know.

>>82818802
Some faceless person or group of people in the corporation somewhere I'll never meet. My sleep schedule is usually good, honest. Thank you for the kind words.

>>82818802
>neither have i
what would it take for you to stop wanting to die for at least a while?
>mistakes
it wasn't really that i made a mistake which bothered me the most, just how much of inept i am at doing anything in general. they said im not cut out for this kind of thing and i think they're right.
>i woke up
understandable. well, i hope the next days aren't as hard. try to rest twice as much tomorrow if you can

>how are you doing?
Awful. My family have been dead a long time. Incel. NEET. Autist. I want to die.
>anything interesting happened this week?
I spent an hour and change with a Hungarian big-titted MILF escort yesterday.
>are you taking care of yourself?
No. Drinking beers; but will be forced to go dry for two weeks because of my 'bux. I need to save for a new laptop, as this one is fucky.
>congratulations, it's almost friday! good job on almost making it through the week.
Thanks. I'll spend the 2% of my time out of the house with my getting groceries and going to the park in the next two days.
I see foids, but they never want to talk to me, or get to know me. At least I can sometime see hard nipples on the foid joggers.
>regardless, how are you doing, anon?
Saw an escort yesterday. My second time after an eight year gap.
She was nice, but I didn't get to penetrate her. This time (and the last time), I could only cum with a lubed handjob. Took several minutes, kek. I just can't get raging hard when I pay for it. With escorts, I could never cum with PIV. I hope to see her again in the new year, but it takes far too long to save enough money.

>>82819209
>what would it take for you to stop wanting to die for at least a while?
money, i suppose
also some cool new vidya, love me some escapism
as you might remember, this is the reason i started working, to get a better pc
or just replace an old dying cpu and graphics card, that would make more sense and would be cheaper too
>they said im not cut out for this kind of thing and i think they're right.
not exactly, taonon. we're just not very well suited for life on our own. we weren't taught how to do so. we weren't taught many things, actually. well, at least its the case for me. i lived a sheltered life, as a result i can't do many basic tasks, and am mostly a complete failure. however, even a complete failure still has a chance to learn. so you'll learn too, as you're less of a failure than i am. at least i have some reasons to believe so.
>try to rest twice as much tomorrow if you can
yeah i bet i will, i probably will wake up 17 hours later with a raging headache
>>82819225
>Awful. My family have been dead a long time. Incel. NEET. Autist. I want to die.
hi anon. what happened to your family?
>I spent an hour and change with a Hungarian big-titted MILF escort yesterday.
hopefully it made you slightly happier. that sounds pretty cool, even if it's an escort.
>Drinking beers; but will be forced to go dry for two weeks because of my 'bux.
please don't drink too much, anon. your liver won't thank you for all this booze. what's causing you to drink? is it the incelibate? or loss of your family?
>I'll spend the 2% of my time out of the house with my getting groceries and going to the park in the next two days.
that's a win in my book, good job, anon. even if its merely a fraction of your time, its good to go outside even for a little bit.
>I see foids, but they never want to talk to me, or get to know me.
yeah... the likes of us aren't very popular with women. i'm not even trying, and i'm far too scared of women to ever come up to one and ask her out.
one.

two.
>>82819612
>>82819225
>I just can't get raging hard when I pay for it.
yeah, i'd probably go soft too if i had to pay for sex. i never understood the appeal of escorts. like yeah, it's cool i guess, but it's not just about losing virginity, this feels like a cheat code if anything. besides, i'm horrified i won't be able to get myself hard. that would be awkward.
>I hope to see her again in the new year, but it takes far too long to save enough money.
i get it. what are your hobbies, anon? perhaps you're good at some things. you could turn it into freelance work. unless it fucks over with neet bux. i'm not sure if it does.

>>82819612
>money, i suppose
i wish people were allowed to dream of greater things instead of always having to worry about money nowdays. but anyway, do you have any new games you're keeping a look out for?
>we weren't taught how to do so
yeah, i guess you're right. i've had to learn how to live for the past 1 or so year on my own pretty much. i really wish there was someone to teach me though. oh well, i hope we'll both manage to figure out how to do it
>will wake up 17 hours later with a raging headache
i hope not... keep a few alarms on will you? even if i don't have to wake up early i always try to have a somewhat regular wake up routine everyday

>>82819612
>hi anon. what happened to your family?
They all died. My folks, suddenly, in their 50s. My grandpa in his late 80s. Only child.
>hopefully it made you slightly happier. that sounds pretty cool, even if it's an escort.
Yes, but being unable to perform is always a negative.
>please don't drink too much, anon. your liver won't thank you for all this booze.
I want to die. For many years now.
>what's causing you to drink? is it the incelibate? or loss of your family?
Yes.
>that's a win in my book, good job, anon. even if its merely a fraction of your time, its good to go outside even for a little bit.
Yes. But it's pointless. It does not lead to unpaid sex.
>yeah... the likes of us aren't very popular with women. i'm not even trying, and i'm far too scared of women to ever come up to one and ask her out. one.
Indeed. I just get the odd one who stares at me, and she always has a cockblocker. If she won't even talk to me, then I can never get laid.
>yeah, i'd probably go soft too if i had to pay for sex. i never understood the appeal of escorts. like yeah, it's cool i guess, but it's not just about losing virginity, this feels like a cheat code if anything. besides, i'm horrified i won't be able to get myself hard. that would be awkward.
Indeed. Sadly, it's the only way I could lose my virginity. I'm now 39 and never had unpaid sex.
>i get it. what are your hobbies, anon? perhaps you're good at some things. you could turn it into freelance work. unless it fucks over with neet bux. i'm not sure if it does.
It always fucks over the 'bux. I tried to be a photographer. Even created a website; and nobody cared. I just try to survive now.

>>82820093
>i wish people were allowed to dream of greater things instead of always having to worry about money nowdays.
i apologize, this whole thread always ends up becoming schizodialogue with me complaining about work.
but yes, i agree. hopefully eventually the whole system breaks. it will either kill us or set us free. and frankly, i don't believe in miracles.
>i've had to learn how to live for the past 1 or so year on my own pretty much. i really wish there was someone to teach me though.
our parents were supposed to teach us, but for whatever reason, they either failed or never managed to finish the job. i suppose we have to scratch and bite into life head on, without any guidance. god help us both.
>keep a few alarms on will you?
aye man, ive worked for 36 hours in the last three days, i think no matter how many alarms i'll set i'll sleep through all of them

>>82820351
>My grandpa in his late 80s. Only child.
my condolences, anon. i hope your grandpa lived a good life.
>Yes, but being unable to perform is always a negative.
i got used to the fact that i'll probably never form a relationship, let alone have sex with anyone. i'm not even sure if i want to.
>I want to die. For many years now.
i'm sorry, anon. how are you holding up? what keeps you from killing yourself?
>Yes.
i see. you've suffered a really terrific fate. i'm very sorry for your loss, and i pity that we have to use this site to cope with loneliness. regardless, you're always welcome to join any future threads and engage in a little bit of socialization.
>Yes. But it's pointless. It does not lead to unpaid sex.
it doesn't, but it's a little better than rotting in your apartment. some relatively fresh air is good for you.
> I just get the odd one who stares at me, and she always has a cockblocker. If she won't even talk to me, then I can never get laid.
a fridge always guards the snack, or something along those lines. well, if you like photography, maybe you could do it just as a hobby to distract yourself from those thoughts?
>I'm now 39 and never had unpaid sex.
19 year old here. spending my best years on this god forsaken site.
>Even created a website; and nobody cared.
you know how it goes. unless you advertize your stuff everywhere or your idea is just so extraordinary and cool, people will likely miss it. it takes a lot to start a freelance job without the help of some bigger company. but you know that already. even then, you don't necessarily have to monetize your hobby. if it makes you happy, you could leave your house more often to take pictures of random stuff.

Hi, anon, congratulations for making up this far. It seems today is going to be hard, so I wish you a nice nap when everything is over.
In a few days I (a technician, actually) will install an intel i5 on my PC, substituting my i3, which is 8+ years old . I was lazy to do that, but now it's a convenient time to do it, since I will be moving anyway.
I'm happy that I will now be able to play some newer games, such as Persona 5 and Shin Megami Tensei V. I could play the PS2 version, but maybe I will also play Yakuza Kiwami 1. In conclusion, I'm very excited.

>>82820530
>either kill us or set us free
you just said freedom twice
and don't worry about your threads, i think they're just fine.
>our parents
i find it hard to blame my mom. i genuinely think she did her best, considering she was left alone not once but twice. it's true that some parents really don't care though. i prefer to blame the circumstances rather than the person however
>god help us both
we got no one but other people like us anon
>36 hours in the last three days
jeez, i guess you really might need those 17 hours of sleep after all...

>>82818623
Yes the suffering comes from people who don't understand. Most of our greatest artists and inventors were "autistic" or "crazy"

>>82820870
hello anon. good to see you here. congratulations on your pc upgrade! have fun playing newer vidya, will you? i'm also planning to make an upgrade sooner or later. that's why i work really. two months or maybe three and i'll get a better pc. just a little longer, i keep telling myself.
>>82821561
>you just said freedom twice
we will get our freedom, one way or the other
you can only exploit cogs for so much before they get grinded into dust
>i genuinely think she did her best, considering she was left alone not once but twice.
oh jesus christ. i'm sorry for your mother. and for you, too, it must have been very difficult. regardless, it's not the end of the world for either of us. it's not over until you hear a bell.
>we got no one but other people like us anon
and that is why we're here, taonon! to provide guidance to those lost like us. even if we aren't sure ourselves. it will be easier together.
>jeez, i guess you really might need those 17 hours of sleep after all...
i really need the money for vidya...
>>82821621
true that anon. autism is still treated like leprosy or something, even though people try to play it off like its okay
which to me comes off as "its okay to be mentally retarded subhuman worse than indians but please don't talk to us ok"

>>82822376
>i'm also planning to make an upgrade sooner or later. that's why i work really. two months or maybe three and i'll get a better pc. just a little longer, i keep telling myself.
Until then, stay strong!