>>82855672
That would be amazing, one of my only memories of an actual strong emotional response to something, is when I visited a planetarium with my mom when I was like 6 and learned the sun would eventually die, that both was terrifying and also made the world feel much bigger, I really felt like a spec in the universe then
>>82855685
>why don't you enjoy anything?
depression and a shit life and mentally ill genetics probably
>what is stopping you from enjoying anything?
see above
>what do you mean by anything?
other people, hobbies, being alive
>what have you tried?
all sorts of hobbies, jobs, and ways to try to connect to others
>have you ever enjoyed anything?
probably but I no longer remember what or when
>was there a specific moment when it stopped?
probably around 15-16 when severe OCD kicked in
>what was your childhood like?
homeschooled, which was devestating
>what do you regularly spend your time doing?
wasting it on the internet
>what do you wish it was like instead?
I wish there was something I wanted to do other than just exist pain free browsing the internet
>what would you instantly wish to be better at if you could be the best at anything right now?
making videogames
