Thread 82893076

new letter thread
write someone

>>82893076 (OP)
The whole board is a /letter/ thread, please. /Letter/ threads are Mike containment threads and he's been silent

Dear LiLac. I miss you. Please unblock me. Give me your positivity again.

what is the point of these threads? they are just mike and namefags containment thread at this point

>>82894119
shut up fag some of us want to write letters

what do you think it means to develop a mild obsession with a girl you knew over 10 years ago and didn't even like much then? I'm not sure why I think about her all the time now. i suspect she might be dead since she had become a drug addict even then. i wonder how she's doing, but more I think I'm just regretful of the past and she's a definite article of the past to me with no current reference point.

>>82894677
You're probably getting senile and latching on to the random memories that are still left to try to have a sense of direction, and the neural pathways associated with her haven't deteriorated as much as others.

>>82894100
Go back to waxing over dykebot, at least she responds to you.

>>82894696
not ruling anything out

>>82894677
do you spend a lot of time doing nothing

>>82894842
on the weekends sure, i work full time otherwise. i do have nobody in my life though and no social contact so I spend a lot of time in my own head.

>>82894677
It's nostalgia.
Think about why you are doing that, because it's actually nonsense and hints at a deeper problem.

>>82894916
yeah thats probably all it is

>>82894970
>hints at a deeper problem.
what's that? I am a nostalgic person though and even as a child I lived in the past, not really out of idealising it but because it felt safe.

Does putt-putt ask the car bitches to pop their trunk?

I'm done posting here for a while because you losers won't do anything about that one evil piece of shit who isn't even funny. You would prefer to hang out with some sadistic, anal-raping faggot, so have fun. Enjoy all of their hilarious jokes.

>>82894701
You have me confused with someone. I only love lilac. I never loved Dykebot.

>>82896152
Yeah only one of your your trips loved dykebot and no one else, that's not (You)

It's my fault for being naive. I was a fool for thinking that any of these women could be 'the one', when in fact most of them were BPD adjacent or insane. They treated me poorly, and I held back my rightful indignation, because I thought "maybe that's too harsh", or I'd prove to fit the "man bad" stereotype. I should have let them have it.

Then I met you. I thought things would be different. You spent so much time with me. You invited me to speak intimately, it was the kind of talk that I wouldn't really engage in with most women I did not trust. You gave me hope. You were different. Then you started to get busy with other friends. Only to one day disappear for 2 or 3 months. I felt awful, and chalked it up to me just being some random that wasn't meant to stay in your life for long, so eventually I decided to move past you, although it's not what I wanted.

You came back. You sought me out. We talked, and I felt a little relief, but I started to see that things were different. I was less sure of what I was to you, and so I was less open. We spoke all day and night again, it was nice. Then you asked for my Discord. I was reluctant, given your disappearance, but I gave it to you. I shouldn't have done that. I wanted to believe that we could have something together again, but after a few days you started to become less responsive. I sent you some memes I knew you'd like. No response for a week. Tried speaking to you. 6 or 7 months later and no reply. I'd see you online often throughout those months. I really enjoyed your company and wanted to have a relationship with you. I don't know why you would have done this to me. I played back in my head "why did she ignore me? What did I say? What did I do wrong?" I went through our messages and we had pleasant conversations. I never pushed any boundaries or treated you poorly.

Since then, I've removed you from Discord, blocked your account, and determined I don't want companionship anymore. You were the final straw.

(a)non
based slog spotter

Dear Me,

You fucking fuckup.

Sincerely, Me

Life isn't fun unless you have fun.

who'd show up to a /letter/ meetup

Sat and thought a bit
About what I want to write
Oh wow a haiku

>>82896205
Please stop making false accusations without any proof. Let me make my letters in the letter threads in peace. I only love lilac. I have never loved dykebot.

Thank you for your attention to this matter!

Lilac spelled backwards is calil, which sounds similar to Supermans name.

COINCIDENCE?!?

I love Neptune

N
i'm too shy to tell you i want to feel your balls hitting my clit or that i like you. to be honest i don't want you to know that i like you at all. please feel free to keep telling me about how much you like me though, i think that's fair.

nlgger nlgger nlgger nlgger nlggerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

My balls are sweaty today

C,

Do you remember? I wish I could've saw you again. I saw your dad getting blown at H's wedding rofl. That's what it looked like at least. Your mom's husband is insane, so sorry about that.

maybe the opposite is true and you were just getting me ready for her.

To Myself
I will not give into relationship propaganda. There is more that life has to offer. More than romantic love. I do not need it no matter what anyone says.

>>82898568
Don't discount what happens in the now. Treating everything and everyone as an in-between is not fair to the yourself or the reality you dwell in.

Genuinely be yourself in every moment.

>>82898680
there really IS more to life than romantic love. at least that's what I'm telling myself.

Dear B,

Sucks that we were best friends and life sort of just ripped us apart. I miss you.

dear YOU
use my initial so I can confuse nice letters as being to me. Thank you!

R,

I'm sorry for pushing you away. I will learn from what happened and do better for myself and others.

I have no expectations. I'm at the point where I accept and enjoy people as they are or not at all and I like getting to know people when the curiosity and interest is mutual.

E,

I only became a hater because you were being a hater. I was pissed with how you acted when here, but I'll still appreciate you forever jill off to the thought of having sex with you until another person touches me the way you did. I'm retarded, but you're an idiot >:(
I'm manifesting jk, but I hope for a sophisticated relationship for you bc ur just gonna be gay and cucked forever if you don't have something like that. TBQH
You said you had "plans" for me... well, I had "plans" for you too. I'm bummed you denied me the opportunity to draw you into the real world. I'm retarded, but I'm not as retarded irl as I am online. At least when I'm not anxious about competing against a mini computer for a nerd's attention.

I'm sure you can find your weeb, or that you have. If you find some consumption-centered relationship like that, epic. Good for you. If you ever encounter a woman that's sort of above that, and not a nutcase, ditch your phone addiction. There's no reason a grown man should be flinching for his phone because it slid off his belly. You'll continue to fumble women you actually like if you can't break that habit. It actually is gross. You're not gross, though. I'm sorry for being mean in response instead of just silently unadding you. I really do appreciate your criticism, that's all I've ever wanted from anyone. Even if it was limited, indirect, and, at times, unconstructive.

You can call me stupid, but I really do think your bitter acceptance of social media is bootlickin behavior. Especially because it discouraged a real person from trying to engage with you normally. I honestly felt like the only way to get your attention was to become a poster. That's not me anymore. Running out of things to say here too.

I'll probably never get married, but I hope I can find a best friend that I can trust the moral values of and that also knows how to have fun. I'm able to have plenty of fun alone without breaking the rules tooo much.

I need to pack

Also, what's up with this

>>82897930
sad that you just want it from behind. that's not even romantic....
Initially, I thought you were talking about your blit (thinking you're a tranny) because balls can't accomplish that while facing each other.

Last night, I dreamt that I had an older (like 35-45) year old husband that was wheel chair bound and I had too much energy for other things to give him the care he needed. I kept running around and forgetting to take him with me. how horrible is that? it also was a sex dream LMAO
I think I could take care of a wheel chair bound husband though, but not atp in my life. Keeping my options open. Also I think it was just a sex dream about Kyle Maclachlan (his character orson hodge is in a wheel chair) so that was SWEET!

I'd take care of my husband BAMN. Falling in love is a scam though because it'd be crushing to see life torn out of a partner. It'd be fine - you just think of different ways to enjoy life together.

I don't need to get married or have sex ever again if meds allow me to sleep deep enough to have vivid dreams like that often. >>82898680 you should try it.
Real sex is overrated. Dream control is underrated.

>>82900187
seattle?

>>82900219
Yes. Seattle and a road trip north to the border.

Dear A/E.
I just want to be your dog. With my head in your lap as we watch shows into the night. I feel better everytime we talk, however briefly. Like nothing, nobody, matters. I want to tell you how grateful I am for your intervention. How much you helped me improve in the last month alone, just by telling me to do the most simple things. I did those, the best I can for now. I can afford to eat, exercise and engage with the world. I'm not so bad anymore. Now all I want, is to be your dog. Curl up on your lap, and have you tell me what to do. I want to get to know you so much. And I'm tired of being scared of how I feel about you. I really like you and, you're fixing me I never thought that would ever happen. I never thought I'd meet such an amazing woman. Thankyou for being you.
-J

I saw you're making manipulative posts larp projecting. If it's you, you know for a fact that's not what happened. Lying to yourself to justify your shitty behavior doesn't work. If it's him, good luck with that. What a piece of shit

I know I need to move forward, and looking back at the past isn't helping. I should focus on the now instead of the past, but how can I focus when all the things I did back then affect me now? I don't want to die. I'm really scared of death, but at this point, it feels like death is the only way out.

>>82900619
This could help you
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/82751665/

You people get the only fun in your lives from putting other people down.

Ah I see it now, its all because of me. Interseting.

>>82900668
My comment might seem like I'm trying to put someone down, but I only say it because he's amazing and should have a wife probably. I think if he met a woman that he found interesting enough, he'd put the damn phone down - who knows tho. My escape is through irl interaction with hyper-normies. It's the only time I feel good. I'd do anything to see that guy lewkin through my internet settings again. I do like to imagine any guy I've cared about happy. I think Sir E could end up in a fab relationship.

I come here because I can't shake ugly habits either. Ugfhag I can't date unless I think the relationship would go far because I want to give myself up to someone who's worth it. I'm not worth it either yet so that's fine.

Good luck with this
Bottom of the barrel behavior
Truly pathetic
This is just one of the posts
>>82900789

For myself
The song mentioned love coming home easy as 1 2 3 and the name of my city when shuffling and picking the top song after asking when
The next day you messaged after ghosting for 3 months at exactly 1:23 pm
You moved exactly to a city 1123 miles between us
I could go on


This behavior's is childish. Truly pathetic
>>82900775

There is no point in trying if everything I do is just gonna fuck me in the ass

>>82901596
Have you considered becoming a faggot who sucks cocks and gets fucked in the ass? That way you would be succeeding.

Imagine being hung up on a woman that won't even unblock you. You should kill yourself nigga

>>82901612
No, I'm thinking of hanging myself. I wish I could buy a gun to kill myself but since I live in a shitty country. I guess I gotta die the shitty way too

>>82901623
Are you talking about Mike, me or everyone else in this thread that this applies to

>>82901649
Someone that I just had to report for posting my info

sometimes the sun strikes me
like a gong
and I remember everything

>>82901623
Imagine being a faggot who is so insecure and worthless that they have to larp to manipulate emotions and influence opinions of others.

one chapter ends, interlude, and another begins. i'm going to give her everything i didn't give to you, you truly never deserved it. i hope the rest of your life is miserable, stinky pussy ahhh b.

I hope that everyone who reads this message gets through whatever is hurting them the most right now. I hope that something makes you smile today and reminds you that happiness exists and you're absolutely worthy of it. Don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise.

I have a really strong urge to stuff my face full of unhealthy food right now and I shouldn't care about it since I'm gonna end my life soon anyway, so why should I care? I should just do it

>>82901720
I appreciate you. Your kindness feels good. Sending you good waves

>>82901735
drink coffee

>>82901779
can't drink coffee makes my head hurt. I'm such a pussy

>>82901988
You need equilibrium. Drink Draino. Make ur body hurt.

>>82901735
sounds like you just need a few days of eating quality meals before making that decision. suicide is stupid. I feel that - craving sweets and junk.
I really want to pick something up listed on toogoodtogo, but I won't -_-
I'm losing weight and I'll finally be under 150 again for the first time in 2 years. Catching a movie today so idk. I purposely ate little yesterday, but I'm probably just going to make lunch and pick a snack up from the store.

>>82901735
Drink a shitton of water. If you're going to stuff yourself look for something with a good amount of fiber and protein so you at least feel more sated. Like wholegrain bread and peanut butter, with LOTS of water. Fills up your stomach.

My bad. I didn't see it was a self harm thing. No banter

If you need to talk to somebody about intent to minecraft you can go to confession. A priest will not report you because they cannot break the seal of confession.

They can not absolve you of that sin as it has not happened yet, but they can absolve you of others.

"Never seen in the same room as Batman" false flag to distract from never being seen in the same room as [REDACTED], eh? Clever girl.

>>82902714
You're running in circles yelling at the grass outside the amusement park.

https://youtu.be/FKfo2NfeZnQ?si=0UNOdVfJZK-X6evk
Ranch or Cool Ranch?

>>82901735
Life kinda is what you make of it, but what does that mean when life seems limited to traveling between cave and work, or if you don't even leave your den? Suicide is a bad decision if you haven't attempted to experience life besides work, consuming content at home, and romantic scheming. Try life out if you haven't.

https://mysupportforums.org/avoidant-personality-disorder/561887-how-make-martian-part-three.html?s=ae55eef0d6689cf42b6c2b58decd9bb2
This is a forum post I found a few years ago after being diagnosed with avpd. OP discusses his romantic life and experiences with women. P interesting series of posts and it's an interesting forum to glance at, although it's super slow.

>>82902735
Well of course, my cotton candy caper. That's where all the clowngirls hang out.

>>82902841
I'll take the strawberry funnel cake!

>>82893076 (OP)
D
Tell me one last do I ever cross your mind?
-Yk who

>>82903625
He who must not be named

Dear K,
Two months have passed since we last spoke, at least in the way I would prefer, and the pain caused by your absence though lesser than before still aches bitterly. There is nothing I could write I haven't already professed to you, but if you were to read this I would wish for you to know that I miss you, and that I love you.
C

>>82903625
https://youtu.be/eWSRqomo_ok?si=4wxxZmV0YbJDdvHy

I miss you. It's torture to not hear from you.

I feel really good lately

>>82905377
Same my whole life is torture all day every day.

I just want to die.
There is nothing left.
I am completely empty.

Appreciative of how patient the two friends I did hang on to are with me being a mentally ill retard who regularly goes months without seeing them just because I can't bring myself to but wow is there ever a point where it feels good to hang out with them and I'm not panicking or worrying

I'm gonna be honest, part of me hopes you don't try coming back. I honestly can't buy any of the shit you say at this point, it all seems fake and I can't imagine what you could do to change my mind on that. In the moment it seems genuine but pretty much everything you say, you contradict through actions hours/minutes/days after you say it, how the fuck do you even manage that? It's almost impressive. If somehow you're actually genuine in what you say, then I'm the wrongest motherfucker that has ever walked on this planet, but it really does come off like you're fake as fuck, that you only show me a mask and hide your real self, that you lie about most things, that you say you love me only for personal gain through attention, that you stopped liking me long ago and never had the courage to admit it. How do we come back from that? I don't think we can dear

Hey E.

I know what you're doing, since about the first few days. I let it slip but I think you didn't quite catch what I meant... I'm glad, I get to keep playing with you some more.

Anyways, I'll keep playing the fool since I don't really have anything to lose, plus it's way funnier in the end. I'll link back to this post once you finally break. You deserve everything, just like I do, because we were born this way.

Go fuck yourself, you lying, narcissistic piece of shit.
Sincerely, past me.
-S.

Word so I can search this later: Cabbage

>>82893076 (OP)
Today, one of us dies.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmA-nV_FDQ8&list=RDSmA-nV_FDQ8&start_radio=1

>>82906783
I love serious Sam. One of my favorite game series for co-op

I sincerely hope you end yourself soon enough, you patethic failure of a groomer. You know it's coming sooner or later. Meanwhile, you can keep dreaming about my cock, fag.

>>82906796
>>82906783
great games. There have been some good games posted in /letter/ recently with the DXMD and DXHR posting.

>>82906804
Someone likes to frame things to fit their own agenda

>>82906811
I finished silent Hill f and I'm now about 20ish hours into dying light the beast

>>82893076 (OP)
I am very numb, like my eyes have a perpetual tiredness to them even after good sleep

>>82901653
If your name starts with J, S, R, or A,

I reported everyone involved since the feds are a joke or involved. I joined a college gaming club to make in person friends around my age and I was unfairly banned from the discord without warning for a normal reply to a member who was an adult and who frequently tried to bait reactions out of me. Then I was falsely accused of being a pedo and I am harassed and tortured daily, so someone WILL answer for this harassment campaign or The Cheeto Chief is going to need to send the feds and military to every goddamn city in the US.

Dear lilac

https://youtu.be/xN0FFK8JSYE?si=ezYBOZc9cSQpyA8T

>t. Casanova

>>82908035
Get better taste than hyperborean home goods influencers. Enter code lilACK for 20% off gas canisters

>>82908121
https://youtu.be/RoStZSd9CWk?si=xtabZT-uUt7JU2Vw

I want to kill myself, but I feel I can't.
I feel like I owe it to God, above all, and my parents.
I hate my life. I was always told it'd get better after the next 'episode'.
I graduated school, I started work, and I have money, and I still fucking hate myself. My friends still don't like me. And the girls I like don't like me. I hate everything about living.
I want to buy my own gun, go hike somewhere nice, and blow my brains out.
I'm so fucking tired of it all.
~S/D

I really want to see that cute girl again, whose face I don't remember

I like you a lot. I wish you'd just ask me what's real. All you need to know is that I really like you and I'm not against you. I'd give you an honest answer to anything you ask. I'm not going to bother you much more. I really do like you. I do. I wish things were different.

>>82903625
Every fucking day
-S/D

>>82908397
Why not just tell the person directly?

SD / JnS

Fuck you.

Definitely disregard most things I say behind a name around others. Unless it has to do with my values. I kind of move about the world tit for tat. I try to do what's right, unless it's like sneaking in somewhere :3
I miss you. I kind of do love you. I definitely like you too much. The mean stuff was partially true, but I view those traits as part of the package. You do get whiny, but you're also incredibly expressive and it's amazing to me. You are a nerd with a very dark, edgy identity. I want to tease you for that, but also I want you to just punish me accordingly... Y'KNOW. I also don't think that's a bad thing. You do have some traits I'd want to see fade over time. Like having social media apps on your phone probably would need to change. I would've loved to say, "Get off your phone, dork", but we didn't communicate boundaries and what we like until it was too late. I really think you'll find a dynamic you'll enjoy. I'm jelly it'd never be me. I wish we could belong to each other.
I was just going to research your recent fascinations and talk to you about them. People communicate better over time. I know you don't think you have time, so I don't want to waste yours. I'm not an intellectual. I also think I made that clear early on, but you may not have understood. I'm good at researching when I have a subject to focus on, and I can ask better questions after some review. Realizing recently that I've genuinely been too depressed to do anything I want to do. Hoping to engage my interests better now.
>>82908586
He doesn't talk to me now. He stopped a while ago. What am I supposed to do? Beg to talk to him again? I think he's dating now. He said he's unavailable.

Remember that comic where Thanos basically decided to torture a guy for years for no reason? Thats basically my life anons

So was it the inappropriate humor or were you just using me from the start ?

you're allowed to be a nerd because you're right about everything (mostly). You're right about everything you need to be at least :D. you're skilled, strong, and handsome. I admire you so much. You're not some gross geek with foul/nonexistent morals. . I just think I could help you relax a bit and not be so stressed -_-
I think you are stressed idk. who isn't in some way? I crave mature adult fun btw. That's the life I want. A couple of years ago, in a candle lit venue, I witnessed an older couple practicing their tango. I hope to have that one day. I'm slow. I need time to respond to things seriously sometimes. I really like you. I wish we could talk again, but I'm staying away/not pushing it because I know how hurtful I was. It's true I was hurt by what I read from you, but I don't really hold onto stuff. I grew up arguing w my sibling and then making up like 5 mins later bc one of us couldn't resist telling the other something :3 We don't argue much anymore, and we're able to handle disagreements much better now lol

How does a broke nigga cope in the modern world ?

let me know if you're ever available again. please.

Lucy, I love you so much.

I'm sorry for being a cunt. It's not your fault for how I reacted - I forgot you're sensitive and sweet

It should be time for me to built relationships, but I fear that I'm too out of touch. Hopefully people don't take my kindness for a lack of misery as they always do. I truly am miserable, do I have to become blind for you to see that?

As we cross the empty skies
Come sail with me
We play in dreams
As we cross the space and time

>>82909807
Can you explain your feelings more, anon? is it that you feel unseen by those around you?

we can be friends again soon i just need to fix my life before i can show my face to the world again

I keep hurting people by involving myself romantically with them while having nothing to offer. I need to stop that but I do not want to be alone either!

>>82910202
guhgghh I identify with this so much, but I think I've only hurt one person and I don't keep involving myself romantically with others so idk. it sucks to hurt people. I think focusing on friendships can be better sometimes..

>>82909793
A gay guy fucked your ass and now its covered in sores.

>>82910585
I'm glad that's not the case.

My heart is the most sensitive in the world and no foid will EVER understand me

Oh my fucking GAWD! I spent at least half an hour wondering why FreeCAD's solver (in sketcher mode) locks up parts of the sketch in a way that should DEFINITELY NOT happen when using the "parallel constraint" on a line. Turns out the parallel constraint simply locks up all movement for god knows what reason in some circumstances and I guess I'll prepare a dataset/report so the devs have something to reproduce this extremely frustrating bug with. I made myself a work-around by building a "parallel constraint" using basic constraints (90 degree, length, points that can slide on the line) just to make sure that I didn't construct some weird corner case in which the parallel constraint couldn't allow the movement I expected and sure enough, my janky "parallel constraint" works as intended. This bug made me so fucking angry that I had to calm myself down with some yummy home-cooked food ("Mexican rice with brown and black rice) and watching a funny video of someone else getting upset at things that aren't as they should be, like this: https://youtu.be/8kTHba10_Sw

Anyhugh, still playing my thorough (mostly) pacifist DXMD run and just picked up the killswitch of the final boss after silently knocking out everyone in the secret ice-cave-base. I'm running around with ridiculous amounts of crafting parts since I'm exploiting the bugged crafting system. So, the amount of crafting material one gets doesn't scale like it would be logical, which makes it really advantageous to never convert whole stacks of items and rather convert the smallest amount possible to get the most crafting material per items. It's ridiculous if you look at the yields. Anywho, I guess I'll try a "realistic" run next time in which I try to spend just the minimal time on missions and minimize hostile contact by sneaking everywhere and mostly avoiding conflict instead of cleaning up the whole map, knocking everyone unconscious and dragging into air ducts. Probably next winter or further down the line tho.

>>82911059
You've just lost your genital access privileges due to this mocking that was totally uncalled for. That will show you.

>>82911313
Besides dishonored, cyberpunk, I think you would enjoy prey 2017. Similar gameplay.

>>82911329
"mocking" it's not mocking you fucking idiot it's genuine criticism you just can't differentiate between them because you can't stand to hear my opinions and think your agitation and outrage is justified

It's a beautiful morning and I hope you're doing fine, my friend.

>you never really ride your motorcycle

You dumb fucks, i ride the thing every single day, a lot more than you faggots who have pussy footed around a field ONCE in the past 2 years on your dirt bikes that you are all too scared/lazy to fucking ride


2 fucking years they are just lying there collecting dust, sell the fucking things, i cringe my balls off when you are talking to someone that doesn't know you are all full of shit and you start telling them how you are "out riding all the time"

>>82911358
NTA but you I really do mean it from the bottom of my heart when I say you are the dumbest faggot bitch on the entire website, and nothing you say is interesting, funny, clever, novel, or insightful -- in any way -- all you have S+ tier abrasiveness from being such a clueless, retarded bitch. Please go away and/or die.

>>82911358
>NTA but I really do mean it from the bottom of my heart when I say you are the dumbest faggot bitch on the entire website, and nothing you say is interesting, funny, clever, novel, or insightful -- in any way. All you have is S+ tier abrasiveness from being such a clueless, retarded bitch. Please go away and/or die.

>>82911358
NTA but I really do mean it from the bottom of my heart when I say this: You are the dumbest faggot bitch on the entire website, and nothing you say is interesting, funny, clever, novel, or insightful -- in any way. All you have is S+ tier abrasiveness from being such a clueless, retarded bitch. Please go away and/or die.

No, I won't clean up my mess. Fuck you people.

If you ever want me to be your friend, do something about that literally retarded cunt. It's not even up to me. They are just visceral that obnoxious. And stupid.

Excited because my razer zephyrus arrived.

>>82911341
Ughh, don't remind me of dishonored. I didn't do the pacifist run the one run I did and got the bad ending. :( Game was pretty good tho.
I've played through cp2077 a couple times already, played every major update to see how the game was evolving but man, it was a janky mess on launch, lel. Some of the related memes and funny bugs were kino albeit. The one with the naked T-pose on the motorcycle got me howling. The one with my pp glitching through my pants did also warrant a lil chuckle. CP2077 has amazing art, pretty/very good facial motion capturing and voice work but is kind of terrible as a game, probably mostly due to it being an open world game. What I wouldn't give for someone with too much money making the main devs from DXHR/MD and the artists from CP2077 an offer they can't refuse to give us a worthy successor for DXMD. Sigh. I would do "anything", *wink, wink*. Just kidding... or am I?
I have prey in my library but I found the game being too scary to be enjoyable. I might give it another whirl sometime as it's a solid game with quite a bit of DX genes. I should also play Soma again but I stopped playing that game also since I got scared after a while. I really don't like game-play with fuzzy edges that don't give me an option to fight back and only let me hide from danger. That kind of game-play is really unnerving to me. The short "alien isolation" mission in CP2077 was about the limit I'm comfortable with as it's a pretty short section and also piss easy after I looked up some game-play hints. Stealth games need to communicate clearly where cover is effective and where one is standing with the pants down and that wasn't clear enough in this section and I did a lot, initially, since I was unclear which cover works and which didn't.
I just how the Expanse game turns out to be good but something tells me politics will get in the way, again.

>>82911358
This was clearly a JOKE! A JOKE!!!
It's sad that people became so dense that they think everyone is a fucking NPC or something.

>>82911358
>genuine criticism
>you're reacting to a deliberate action to shit on me for a characteristic I have no control over
Please just shut your ignorant mouth. It's... unbecoming.

>>82911854
>literally retarded cunt
what am I supposed to do tho? Also, which of the SEVERAL retarded cunts are you tolkien about, specifically? I'm mostly keeping to myself if you haven't noticed.

>>82912079
Prey really only has one enemy with a very minor variant to it. I can see how it's jump scare but the creature itself and the situations are not actually scary. Alien isolation though is one of the most intense scary games I've ever played. The DLC is peak terror. Soma is one of my favorite games and for anyone exiting this life is the game I would recommend to play before. I really love horror games. Outlast series is one of my favorite.

I've enjoyed talking to you, add me on on discord, I enjoy playing co-op games

FromSunToMoon

If there's games that are too scary for someone but they really want to watch them and hang out I'm down for that too.

If you are cruel, mocking, or accusatory, I won't continue conversing and will close off. I've had to deal with the catfish enough.

just bc youre pretty it doesnt mean youre worth a damn

>>82912647
trvthbomb, fuck them sluts

>>82911059
why'd this reply cause such a stir wtf

>>82912647
Some of the most beautiful women ive met turn out to be train wrecks once you get to know them

>>82912668
4 chan women aren't worth shit. Most of them were raped, do drugs, or have some severe mental illness. Worst of all 99% of them crave attention from men and post their nudes or have an OF.

C
I know you stole my pfp idea. I can just tell.

It's really pretty crazy how your whole clique just steals ideas while shitting all over the people you stole them from.

>>82913147
>>82913157
some of the most productive guys I've met from here were fucked up. you guys are complaining about women on a board that's like loser mecca. most of the men I've met from here were sexually abused, assaulted, do drugs, have done drugs, or have some sort of addiction.
>inb4 u r stupid
cope harder fags. shouldn't you guys be getting ready for your dates with top tier normie women? it's saturday and we're here

please consider how ugly you look typing about how you hate women from this site and then imagine how a woman would react to witnessing such behavior. cretins...
this entire board is filled with hate. why post it in the letter thread?

>>82913408
Why? Why would I imagine that? Who gives a shit?

>>82912636
Did you think I was catfishing you? I never said I was a foid and this one has a schlong of the miniature variety... so... sorry buddy, if you thought 4chin is inhabited by foids or something outlandish like that. Were you the one going on about someone being retarded and obnoxious? Mind narrowing it down a bit? It's basket weaving forum dwellers here, after-all, so that description isn't sufficient and could lead to funny switcheroo scenarios that your audience loves so much.

Dear Anna,

I miss you. Are you still alive?

I think about you a lot.

J

>>82913426
can we just
https://youtu.be/1jjcxFGEysE?si=_YGo075whk1sUTyH&t=16

That's right, brothers and sisters, calm your tiddies, everyone! Nothing weird going on here! No glowies, no catfishing and definitely no making fun of retards! Just frens hanging out and shooting the shit. Oh man, all this healthy eating makes me feel powerful... in certain ways.

Selam Ceyda!

Once again I am drunk, I know you hate that, it's just sad that something that makes me feel like I am myself disgusts you so much

and I know it's not about health issues like you say, its because I am not physically attractive t oyou

I just tried so much, I genuinely teid, and I relly enjoy your company, you're the only one who gets my jokes and writes joeks only I can get

I understand the alure of a normal relatiosnhipwith no erectile dysfunction is nice but I just dont know where to go

where can I go after I shared my most initmate with you, you did withme

We try our best to become the kind of people we think we would like but became the ones we'd make fun of

I'd love to spend the rest of my life with you, and because I say that in the wrong state of mind its repulsive, because I say that in a very unattractive body it's bad

I hope I can put this all behind me once I write this all after lurking for so many years

I love you, my love won't fade, but the only thing I can hope for is if it gets replaced by something greater

>>82913672
Get yourself a big glass of water right now and drink it before you go to sleep today, anon!

>>82913707
Thank you anon, you're very kind, I hope you have a nice sleep and also wake up tomorrow to a life you can try to enjoy to the fullest

>>82913443
I have had someone pose as other people, lie about who they are, harass.

This last one, not sure what her deal was. She was being weird enough.right off the bat that I didn't trust her intentions and closed off.

>>82913443
I'm not sure who you are from what you said in your post here. Everyone I am friends with on discord right now I'm chill with

People just want to force feed me shit then act like its for my own good. They get entertainment for what they do

Why did you have to hurt me? Deceive me? Pretend to be someone else? For once I was doing a decent job at recovering from a difficult decision, then you fucking tear it all down and drag me back into the crab bucket. Now I'm feeling like shit: drained, unmotivated, unfocused, scared. Thanks a bunch.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NEVER LET ME GO

>>82913980
I did what I must have in honor of the emperor. Praise be to him. You will not understand, brother. Might as well start again.

One step away

The schizo ones beset me on my Thai rice farming forum. I fear not, for the light guides me.

"There's definitely, definitely, definitely no logic
To human, to human, to human, to human"

I love you and I miss hearing about what you're up to. I miss when you wanted to share things with me. Oh well. What can be done?

>>82914828
You could put on a suit and give a speech about why kiwi birds need to be preserved.

>>82914841
I'd do this and upload it publicly if he told me to - if it meant he'd talk to me again.

>>82914853
Who is he lol and is he a kiwi bird?

>>82914939
maybe cute like one. I'm not sure which flightless bird I'd compare him to. Maybe he's like a cassowary. I'd need more time irl with him to better understand. He's cute like a penguin..
https://youtu.be/zWH_9VRWn8Y?si=L9-EIg-RFQs1wyMZ&t=66

>>82915216
Why won't the penguin talk to you?

Turn the helicopters OFF.

>>82915274
takatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakatakataka

>>82915274
>>82915283

chad soisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoisoi

I'm falling down
Sunlit rays of love, in warmth I drown
The stars above, will they remember?
We're falling down
I am nothing, hardly half a whole

So bloom, and in the dawn
I, too will remember pure
A bird, a butterfly (I'll find you in the sky)
Another time

After that, know I will
I can be, I can feel
Bury me in flower fields

I miss you so much, but I know I can't come back. I'm praying for your success wherever you are. I don't entertain any illusions of a romantic relationship with you (or of any kind of relationship, for that matter, though I wish we could still talk friend-like). Just hoping you're happy and knowing that I can't ruin that as long as I stay away is enough for me.

>>82916241
>implying I'm happy

>>82916241
are you the penguin?

I had a dream a hot girl kept telling me she was gonna suck my dick but right when she was abiut to i woke up amd that shit was SO ANNOYING RAAAAHHHHHH I COULDNT GO BACK TO SLEEEEEEEP

Also had a dream I fucked a Trans girl and it was awesome maybe I should fuck one frfr

Not sure how you ended up with such. Pathetic spineless childish toilet turd scum. Here's his latest larp.

Is this who your proud of?

I wouldn't be caught dead with such a manipulative piece of shit. Everything is built on his lies.

Good luck with that. You'll need it.

>>82916266
The cassowary probably would like to see me dead.

>>82916266
Nah, probably not, sorry. I've been away for almost ten days now.

>>82916307
Seeing his larp garbage emotionally manipulative threads all day and time what I attached above. It's not like you don't know. Even he posted it here ,attached. Great choice huh? No wonder you are miserable .

Im a peacock with a nice ass plume that im getting a LOT of pussy from!

>>82916334
That is a small troubled Chilean boy, Michael. Speaking in reference to his mutually toxic e-relationship with another chronically online alt teen.

>>82916266
Penguins are cute, mainly bc they run Linux as their main OS.

"Either you got it or you don't" is pretty true. If this is advice you once received, I wouldn't mind you reaching out to me again.

>>82916372
<3 aahha

>>82916378
Okie dokie. I'll browse your blog again to let you know I still think about you.

Total random thought but do you happen to know how the assignment of github user symbols works? I thought it was random but that one I received on my new account fits eerily well. Must be a strange quinkidink but still, kind of spooky. Halloweenie, even.

>>82916357
Yeah, sure it is. That uses the same typing style, and avatar, and chases me being an asshat calling me Michael.

Fuck off

>>82916550
I don't think we're connected.

>>82916550
I had a shitty, unfinished blog on github. I'm not sure if I ever shared it with anyone since it was shameful. Now you have me curious about the user symbols lol

One grand boulevard with trees
with one grand cafe in the sun
with strong black coffee in a very small cups

One not necessarily very beautiful
man or woman who loves you

One fine day

>>82916302
A finer speech than MLK msir

>>82916569
Simmer down, ironsights. Let a man dream if it helps him to better himself, k?

>>82916661
>it was shameful
Consider my curiosity peaked, lel. Shameful in what way, anon? Remember that creators are often very wrong about the quality / impact of their work.

enemy within my iron sights then a stone in hand now a nuclear preemptive strike

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HKd9ZgKSLXs&list=RDHKd9ZgKSLXs&start_radio=1&pp=ygUWV2hlbiB0aGUgbGlnaHQgY29tZSBvbqAHAQ%3D%3D

>>82917171
Exactly how I know I'm almost through with your bullshit. The more you cry the more desperate it shows you are and the further proves my point about who you are

>>82917088
Noo it was pretty bad. I made it in a few hours for an assignment. I hated that class and the professor. The course description wasn't accurate to what was covered. The professor was hired because they're Emperor Bullshit and has had a successful career convincing ews to give them money for BS, low skill projects. Seriously, their cv consists of projects that are almost entirely conceptual that sometimes include shitty drawings. I'm supposed to be amazed because they've worked with le underprivileged and make diagrams explaining basic tech concepts. I suppose their work has some fluxus spirit, but it all feels insubstantial. I do like fluxus because I'm gay

>>82917246
WAAAAAAAAAAARHEAAAAAAAAAD

oh now, that's great! I thought that I got a workaround working (it worked initially) but now after opening the file again... now MY WORKAROUND "parallel constraint" also locks up the line in a way that's clearly wrong! :( It's one of these strange bugs where storing/loading is changing data somewhere now, isn't it? Ok, I guess I know now why this bug didn't get fixed until now. The weird thing is that I can "fix" this issue by removing a neighboring constraint and adding the same type back (so it shouldn't change anything) but it do! Ahhhhhhhhhh!
This is bad, my dudes, pretty bad. Not as bad as dealing with dumb, demanding customers with inflated egos, but still, pretty annoying.
I'm considering making some funds available to put a bounty on this "FreeCAD, parallel constraint locks up geometry THE WRONG WAY!" -bug but I've no idea how much would be an appropriate amount. The parallel constraint is such a basic feature that it not working smoothly is a deal-breaker and we can't have that! If anyone important is reading this who can help get FreeCAD the Cern-treatment like they did with KiCad, please help us out! The impact (on general innovation) of a tool like FreeCAD or KiCad shouldn't be underestimated! I have no data on this but I bet it's yuuuge! Just think of all the projects that are empowered to be shared, data AND tool-chain, the way it's normal in the (open source) software world... but for physical things! (If you're not excited about helping mankind to innovate, regardless of access to expensive design-tools, then, I'm afraid, you have no soul). Just kidding but try to get excited for things money can't buy, ok?

>>82917252
I like the fluxus movement because I appreciate the uniqueness of scores when fulfilled by different individuals, or by the same individual in varied environments. I like that it's impossible to perfectly replicate each score; I'm a sucker for the impermanent nature of each performance. I'm sooo gay.
https://youtu.be/2Sa1y-PAAzE?si=tS5hCS4xFsr647DF

>>82917252
I have nothing but disdain for "paper engineers" that "design" things on paper just to throw it over the fence for the "plebs" who get tasked to test it in the real world and also probably have to modify the design to make it work properly since the simulation models used in the design weren't accurate enough. Testing my own designs for real is the most fun I can have without my pants down so the existence of "paper engineers" is just straight up weird to me (and not the good kind of weird). I'm talking about small projects that can be handled by individuals or small teams, obviously. I'm not even sure whether they lack the curiosity or the emotional maturity to test their own designs in the real world. People can be bribed, charmed or otherwise manipulated but mother nature is a blunt bitch who has no issues mentioning things that don't work well. I guess they're afraid, fragile ego and all that.

>>82917420
its money anon

>>82917420
ikwym, but I'm talking about an art professor.

>>82917437
this for both types of nuisance

They write upon the page
in a veritable rage
of adversity
Heaped up
groaning with babies and bayonets
under cement skies
in an abstract landscape of blasted trees
ferlinbump

>>82917309
ahaha, turned out my mistake was using block-constraints on some sections, looks like. I redid everything without using any block-constraints and now the solver works as expected, yeah! :D FreeCAD definitely has a somewhat steep learning curve compared to SW and onshape but the ability to work on an air-gapped system is pretty neat. Being able to mothball projects with their tool (FreeCAD has these app-images that contain everything in a single file so I guess one only has to remember to copy the FreeCAD config file in the home directory to make a perfect clone of an MCAD project to be continued at a later date.
I can't wait to see how FreeCAD evolves over the next couple of years. I started using KiCad at version 3 or 4 and it was ok for small projects but getting funding via CERN gave it a massive glow-up after a couple of revisions. Open Source tools are fucking amazing!

Has anyone else a irrational hatred for designs meant for 3d printing that needs supports? I know, it's not always avoidable but I tend go the extra effort by splitting up designs if necessary to avoid the dreaded manual support removal / crap finish on the supported surfaces. I might change my stance on this issue when I get a two nozzle printer at work so I can experiment with using custom designed PLA supports for my PETG prints but multi-nozzle printers are still far from the norm so designing stuff for these niche printers is less fun for me since sharing these designs is almost useless at this point in time. It's so funny how design priorities change with the skill-level of the designer. I thought I would get bored with design but now that I keep things like supply-chain management, design for manufacturing and open sourcy-ness in mind it makes things interesting again. If I did know that having some basic MCAD skills as an EE I would have learned it much earlier but I guess the popularity of FDM-printers helped to make CAD-skills much more useful and applicable, even for small companies / start-ups. I guess I got bored by not getting any interesting EE projects at my place of work so I had to branch out in ways that are still useful for my current situation.

>>82893076 (OP)

C,

We last talked April 2016. I hope you're well.

-R (S)

I kind of feel like watching Spaceballs all of a sudden but I'm too lazy to look for it online

>>82919264
Jesus Christ, how lazy can someone be, man? It's on Amazon prime, at least in my country. Also, you're showing your age there, fren.