Thread 82895699

I just failed somerhing worth 20% of my grade and called my mom screaming and crying. Ive ruined her life and caused her to go into states of depression twice. I think im gonna fukcing kill myself bros. I cant take it anymore. Im so young but I jsut cant do it anymore

>>82895699 (OP)
>ruined her life
man, being a child of narcissistic parents sure is rough when you look at it from the outside

>>82895699 (OP)
your mommy is proud of you anon now go inside her bedroom and make her a happy woman with that pp u got

>>82895728
My father made me this way my neglecting me attention as long as I achieved good grades. I neeted for 3 years because the pressure broke me an only in the past year I have returned and tried again, only for this to happen to me.

>>82895731
I would take a knife to your neck you ungodly fucking little nigger.

>>82895775
>I would take a knife to your neck you ungodly fucking little nigger.
hmmm a little kinky we are yummy

>>82895819
Kill yourself disgusting trans pedophile. Ywnbaw and you're discord's worst nightmare

>>82895728
I know right, how the fuck does a kid "ruin their parents life" when they're still in like high school or university

>>82895775
Nta but he's probably referring to your mom, in the end it's still your life and you shouldn't be feeling worse for your parents than you do for yourself, it's not "disappointment" you should be feeling when fucking up your own life

>>82895850
because they are secretly having sex.

>>82895841
>discord's
bold of you to assume that i use jewish apps

>>82895699 (OP)
Would you fail if you got an 80%? Can you not just retake the class? This seems very unreasonable.

>>82895863
I talked to my dad and he actually said some very supportive things which I was really surprised by. I feel a lot better now and im shocked he wasn't going to verbally abuse me or something. I know the anon was referring to my mom but my dad was the one who forced me into this mindset and then it carried into both of my parents and even my grandparents.
My grandmother told me my dead grandfather is turning in his grave and is ashamed of me because I wanted to stay in school instead of working at the job my father works, which is good pay but physically demanding and its very stressful

>>82895872
Bold that you find issue with discord and not that you're a trans pedophile nigger with hiv who sucks cock in hell.

>>82895883
Its not to the point where even getting a good grade is seen as bad. It is acceptable for me to get good marks, they wouldn't shame me for getting a 75 instead of an 85.

>>82895971
>they wouldn't shame me for getting a 75 instead of an 85.
Then you should be ok, no? Why do they need to see your grades to begin with anyway? If you're an adult, you shouldn't have to show them your grades. The only scenario where that should happen is if they're paying for your education.

Your family seems pretty rough if they would just shame you for your failures instead of trying to help you. Don't kill yourself over something like this. Just start thinking (and acting) on what you need to do to course correct from here.

>>82895699 (OP)
OP you need to fucking chill out and work minimum wage or blue collar for about 6 months or a year. Come back to college when you're ready for it. Literally. 30-40 year olds getting college degrees nowadays and nobody bats an eye. Nobody's getting laid or going to parties anyway so who gives a fuck.

>>82895699 (OP)
>mom has any sort of reaction to him being sad
mine listens quietly as i melt down for the 20th time of the year, says
>i wish i could help you
and then expects me to be back to normal by the next day before she starts asking for favors again

>>82895699 (OP)
What class and major?

>>82895699 (OP)
You should focus on yourself. If your mother wants to be a bitch, leave her be on her own. You don't deserve to kill yourself over her own emotional regulation problems. Just pick yourself up where you failed and try again. Not for her, but for yourself.

>>82897278
you can just stop being a fag about it
your mom sounds as cool as a cucumber