Thread 82906987

I have this online girl from 4chan that I'm obsessed with. I was with her for 3 years before cheating on me and I stuck around for a full year after that. Now she talked about wanting to get back with me, but just moments after I agreed to she seemed disappointed. I got anxious today and asked her for a deadline and she said 4 months to see if "she'll feel something". She's still in contact with the other guy but I can tell it's the same situation with him.
Should I just kill myself? To be fair I was pretty abusive myself too but I can't tell if this is completely unreasonable. She fell in love so quickly all the other times. I think I'm just setting myself up for getting led on and hurt.

>>82906987 (OP)
just gonna leave this relevant meme i found the other day here...

>>82906987 (OP)
just block her dude
being alone and single is better than having to deal with other people's bullshit

>>82906998
It was all online so I don't really care in that particular aspect

>>82906987 (OP)
>To be fair I was pretty abusive myself too but I can't tell if this is completely unreasonable.
You're a nigger
>I was with her for 3 years before cheating on me
She's a nigger
Fuck you both, kill yourselves

>>82906987 (OP)
this picture reminds me of a girl that supposedly worked a government job and moved around countries very often. i wonder if she still lurks around this place

>>82906987 (OP)
Before she cheated on me* Sorry, I rewrote some parts and a few grammatically incorrect sentences stuck around

>>82907004
he had his virtual cock inside her anon
he did all that virtually
its worse

>>82906987 (OP)
I wish someone was obsessed with me

>>82906987 (OP)
>Should I just kill myself?
No. You are in a relationship with pixels with a voice. You could kill yourself if it was a real relationship.
>To be fair I was pretty abusive myself too
Irrelevant. If you suspect the other one is abusive then you leave the relationship. "I cheated because he's abusive" is not an excuse.
>She's still in contact with the other guy
>see if "she'll feel something"
Won't happen, so just quit. She's probably keeping you around for emotional support and that is it.

>>82907032
describe yourself, maybe you'll find someone

>>82907042
>She's probably keeping you around for emotional support and that is it.
My ex tried to do this to me so I heavily implied I was a fan of Donald Trump so she would leave me alone.

>>82906987 (OP)
>she cheated
>you were abusive
I'm not even judging. What I am going to do is tell you that this relationship was toxic.
You should find someone who doesn't trigger you into the worst version of you, which is someone other than this woman.

>>82907048
alternatively for next time, block and move on, or tell them you don't want to interact with them, and, move on!

>>82907000
>>82907074
>>82907042
I'll think about it, anons. This is honestly a way more complex situation than what I've written, and the extents of my own abuse aren't to be understated, but I will consider leaving early if things do get bad. I am not particularly looking for anyone else since I haven't even met anyone else that really satisfies me, so I'll let things go and I'll block her if it does not go my way in those months. There's nothing wasted in doing that and I'll be able to look back on this without any regret and doubt.

kill all cheaters forever