>>82960950 (OP)
Already fucked mate, 17/17 on the NHS PTSD thing, rage addiction, general anxiety, and spending 2/5 hours suffering from withdrawal. Fucked. Gone. I'm done, but not suicidal. And no, feds, I won't take it out on innocent people.
>>82960950 (OP) >mentally healthy
no...
I've found that folks like me better when I'm manic or on the extreme end of any emotions
I've crashed my car and laughed out loud
I took a hit off of a laced vape and I cried on my friend
I've gotten so *so* drunk I kissed a guy in the club
I wish I got closure. I hate being ghosted so much. All I want is to be told they don't want me as a friend anymore so I can move on. It's dragging my mental health through the mud. Fuck I am retarded.