Thread 83021881

On a scale from 1-10 how satisfied are you with your life?
I would say 3-4. I am not hungry, I have a place to stay and all those other basic survival needs which I don't need to stuggle daily for. I am physically comfortable for the most parts.
But I am also mentally ill. I regret a lot of my life and feel like I have been stunted because of it. I feel as if I missed out on a lot of opportunities that I maybe could have taken. I am 23 and have no degree, no hobbies, no skills, no real purpose and I'm a khv that has never been loved. So I'm in no way happy.
I feel like I lack any motivation because I'm unsure how to make things better for myself.

>>83021881 (OP)
>because I'm unsure how to make things better for myself.
Really? I know exactly what to do I'm just too afraid to do it. though admittedly more complex things like finding friends and social belonging is harder to "achieve"

I think my life is a solid 7. I have friends, most of whom I don't like, but it's all for the sake of not being an outcast. I even have fun with them sometimes; knowing about "normie" things like soccer makes it easy to connect. I have other friends with whom I connect more through hobbies and interests, but I don't have a strong connection with any of them. I have a girlfriend whom I love very much, but she can be unbearable, stalking me all day, getting paranoid when I go out for a while without her, and lacking communication skills in the relationship, although at the end of the day, we sort things out with sex. I'm a physical waste because I'm very athletic, but I don't do anything to exploit it. I'm mediocre at soccer, basketball, skateboarding, and that's about it. I tend to be a fake person, but I can pretend to feel things I don't. I wouldn't say I'm handsome, but many people find me interesting.

>>83021881 (OP)
>Job I enjoy
>Senior in college, getting good grades
>Fairly low income but it's enough to pay for rent and groceries and still have enough to set aside
>No gf since March 2022
>Good relationship with parents
>Plenty of safety nets to fall back on if I lose my job or incur some huge expense
Overall I'd probably say a 7/10.

I wish something would take me out of my misery everyday. I'm too much of a pussy to take myself out.

>>83021881 (OP)
A proper 1 if I can't give a 0. When my parents die I'll live for a while off whatever they leave me if anything and then kill myself unironically. I'm disabled+mental and can't work, there's also no welfare in my country.
Browsing this board is grim because most of you just gave up because some faggot blackpilled your unfathomably weak minds into believing that it's over. Maybe I'll try borderhopping or something. We'll see.

Probably 3-4. My life was sabotaged by my parents. As a result I was always diseased, mentally ill, cognitively impaired, alone, unloved, unguided, and hopeless for the future. My life satisfaction was more like 1-2 up until a few years ago. My health is significantly better now but I've still never had income, sex, love of any sort, or any hope that I could ever attain them. Next year I'll be 30 years old

>>83021881 (OP)
6/10. Everything is going well, great even, but I work 8h a day and that cuts 3 points all by itself. Another point goes on not having am introverted, loyal, beautiful, big-boobed woman to cuddle and fuck every evening.

>>83021881 (OP)
Solid 8
Pretty fucking content despite everything
Hell, a cute friend of mine offered to be my boyfriend so I've got that as my motovation/drive for a while

>>83021881 (OP)
1
I'm 36, I have no money to leave this state where I am surrounded by women who hate me because I'm white. I'm too old and weak to join the military as a nuclear option. I'm too stupid for a white collar job, and too literate for skill based blue collar jobs. I'm too unfunny and lack a good voice for entertainment jobs. I'm ugly. I get frustrated too easily. I can't cook anything past edible levels. I'm stuck with parents who don't want me to be happy and just want me to be their free live in caretaker. I'm close to just ending it all.

Like a 5 maybe? Could be a 6 or 7.

Currently a stay at home Dad for my baby girl since I lost my job.
I hate not having money and I hate feeling my wife's resentment. I'm worried it's going to ruin our marriage but she wants me to get a job and bring in money, but also not send the baby to daycare. I've tried explaining how that's an impossible ask but she's too blinded by her frustration of being the breadwinner. We just have to hold out until January when we have a family member retiring who can watch the baby.
That being said, I love my daughter and I'm blessed to be able to spend time with her every day.

It's a very strange conflict of emotions where I feel certain aspects of my life falling apart yet I've never been happier.

Life would be so much easier if I was a Dekaranger

>>83021881 (OP)
90/10

lots of shit i need to repair

but I feel like I have done the impossible countless times

not everything is possible

but then again I have been told this and pulled it off anyway

whose to say even my opinion of the impossible is truly impossible

>>83022971
So 9 times the ideal?