bros i think i might have split personality disorder
>be me
>textbook premises: childhood abuse, stress, insomnia
>be lunch today
>trying to nap
>suddenly stark diminish of consciousness
>felt something hard rising from my neck, following the spine and pushing into my brain
>freezing feeling in my brain
>arms and legs started moving on their own, trying to get my body up
>heads filled with thoughts that i cant control
>didnt feel like a dream because i could tell those thoughts were planning something
>my subconscious was just barely holding on at this point
>used the little control i have left to bite my teeth on to my tongue
>painful
>the pain started to "awake" my mind and i could take control of my arms and legs again
>also the freezing feeling stopped
was the most surreal shit i have experienced in a while. legit felt like another consciousness was trying to take over my body.
>be me
>textbook premises: childhood abuse, stress, insomnia
>be lunch today
>trying to nap
>suddenly stark diminish of consciousness
>felt something hard rising from my neck, following the spine and pushing into my brain
>freezing feeling in my brain
>arms and legs started moving on their own, trying to get my body up
>heads filled with thoughts that i cant control
>didnt feel like a dream because i could tell those thoughts were planning something
>my subconscious was just barely holding on at this point
>used the little control i have left to bite my teeth on to my tongue
>painful
>the pain started to "awake" my mind and i could take control of my arms and legs again
>also the freezing feeling stopped
was the most surreal shit i have experienced in a while. legit felt like another consciousness was trying to take over my body.