Thread 83024479

>>83024479 (OP)
If you rape someone long enough they start to love it.

Is permatolerance a thing?
Took edibles every 1-2weeks for about a year, started to get boring so I took a month T-break. My tolerance has defentily come down since my old doses feel stronger but it's mainly just more negative effect then positive. Body high isn't as strong, little euphoria and music doesn't sound as great as it used to be. If I take more I just get paranoid/anxious and brainfog where I didn't before

Anyonelese have this or do I need a longer break?

Just went on a three day weed bender, no clue why but I just could not sleep so I kept getting high. Definitely entered a fugue state past the first 12 hours, I remember nothing after that, just vague snippets.

>>83025166
is weed really a bender drug though

>>83025185
Well I combined it with adderall after 36 hours and benzos after ~60

>>83024479 (OP)
HOLY SHIT PSYCHONAUTWIKI IS BACK!
since when?

>>83024522
i suppose, have that with other drugs too, sadly. But made me more sober on average because they have mostly lost their magic

>>83024479 (OP)
substances are an appendage to activities, not activities in themselves.

one more drink and i might puke

I wasn't gonna get high today because I travel tomorrow but something so improbably unlucky happened that I've changed my mind
i microwaved an egg with some instant noodles and it exploded when i tried to eat it absolutely burning my eye

>>83024479 (OP)
Drugs that help remove my sense of entitlement???
>>83026504
>microwaved an egg with some instant noodles and it exploded
lmao

>>83026694
>Drugs that help remove my sense of entitlement???
Hero dose of mushrooms, you'll become so existential that there will be little to be entitled about

Alright bros im gonna be completely honest with you guys. Im new to drugs in general, mostly just drink alcohol and smoke weed...tomorrow im going to get my hands on some MD (ecstasy), and im gonna try it at home. I want to know how much i should take...an entire pill or break it in half? Also how do i take it exactly? Swallow it? Let it dissolve in water? Let it dissolve in my mouth? Teach me the ways.

>>83027571
t. alcoholic btw

>>83027571
Probably a good idea to break it, it's pretty common for pressed mdma to be ~200mg. Take half of the pill, and if in an hour youre only kinda feeling high, take the other half

>have sex on mushrooms

Feelsgoodman

>>83024479 (OP)
Can't drink tonight. Stomach feels like it's raped.

>>83025185
NTA but I've been wake n baking for 3+ fucking weeks. A bender is a bender.

I am reporting back since my various other posts to say that I finally detoxed; I am now alcohol free. I even went to sign up at a rehab (post-detox, starts Monday) and my voice cracked at the front desk and two different qts came over to reassure me and rub my shoulder. It's not over yet, bros.

>>83025185
>>83027733
Things get progressively worse on a "bender." Doesn't happen with weed, three weeks or no.

Aren't you supposed to hallucinate with weed? Because all that happens is I get really happy and eventually tired.

>>83027571
Definitely break it in half. Maybe even a quarter if you can't test it.
I would wait quite a while before reposing. For some people (myself included) mdma can take up to 2 hours to come on.
Also you might be super sensitive to mdma.

You can dissolve it in water and sip on it, but it's much simpler to just swallow the pill like you're swallowing a vitamin. Don't chew it, it tastes like shit.

i have 20 mg of oxy left rn
ive only done it 3 times with 15mg doses each
should i have 2 doses of 10 or 1 dose of 20
trying to maximize my high since i have a drug test coming up soonish

took 450mg of pregab with 150mg of tramadol along with some oolong tea
comfy af, I just wish my mom wasn't so loud...

>>83027571
Do not buy a pill and buy crystals instead. You don't know what's really in those pills.
I can't stress this enough.

>>83027824
>It's not over yet, bros
Goodluck, anon!

>>83028662
Take the 20 and feel what's it like.

>>83029055
god I wish take these combo and just play video game for the entire high again, I miss redosing all night. I miss them so much.

>>83028662
snort 10 if you haven't snorted oxy yet, it's amazing.

Has anyone else noticed how expensive drinking is?
Drugs, especially weed are a budget-friendly option.

>>83029055
fuuuck, i need some oolong tea again, but generally love me some opiates with a good tea, whether its hot summer or frosty winter. In winter i love going on late-evening walks with a thermos can

Going to a two hour yoga and sound bath session this evening, thinking I'm likely to do a low dose of 5-ho-met beforehand to get myself niiiiice and locked in to the meditative state.

I've been getting fucked up every day for so long that I don't even remember when I was last sober for a 24 hour period.

>>83024479 (OP)
bombay tastes like piss
genuinely one of the worst gins i've had

>On March 31, 2020, Wheesung was found passed out in a bathroom of a shopping mall in Seoul after using Etomidate. A black bag containing four syringes and five white vials were found lying next to him. Not being classified as a narcotic in South Korea, police released him but confiscated the items of the black bag
>On April 2, 2020, Wheesung was found again collapsed in a bathroom of a hotel in Gwangjin District, Seoul, with a syringe and a glass bottle containing Etomidate

>Etomidate has been made into an e-cigarette liquid known as space oil in Hong Kong or ketamine pod (popularly known as kpod) in Singapore, first emerging in mainland China in 2021. By early 2025, use of etomidate vapes and associated health effects had also been reported in various other countries in the region such as Thailand, Australia and New Zealand
>One of the most troubling aspects is that using etomidate looks no different from ordinary vaping, making violations hard to detect and dulling users' sense of guilt

>>83029095
So ive heard.
>>83028619
Truth is i have done MD in the past (many many years ago, was like 17 years old or some and was in a party) but i felt so horribly anxious and claustrophobic during the first hour or so that i just assumed i had kind of consumed the drug wrong and never tried it again, it was pure euphoric bliss shortly after but i felt immensely guilty and depressed about everything for like a week or so.
This time i plan to do it alone in my house, do a small dose the first time to really see how i react, really clean my house thoroughly and make it smell nice, have a bunch of water and food and bubble gum at my disposal aswell, i know it's a party drug but i genuinely just enjoy drugs and drinking by myself as my tolerance to these things tends to be a bit higher than other people and i get a little annoyed when i have to be locked into interactions with people that are way higher/drunker than me with very little.
For the after care, the coming down, which i already know is bad...what should i have next to me that could make it less painful?

I got 100mg XR tramadol pills. any way to make them hit harder / faster? Like snorting them?

>>83027571
XTC isn't as strong as when I was taking it like 15 years ago. you should be fine taking 1 pill. Just don't do it alone. Not as much fun

>>83030366
Monkey's 47 is where it's at

>attempt to quit weed
>day 2 literally unable to sleep or eat
I didn't realize it could get this bad with just weed.

>>83024479 (OP)
why is LSD fucking illegal again

>>83030644
Want some of that to make it over to the UK please.

>>83032040
I cannot stress enough how big of a joke and pussy you are. I hope you get addicted to hard drugs just so you can look back at the timebyou claimed weed withdrawals existed and laugh

>>83032200
hard agree. weed "withdrawals" are not real. I kicked smack 2 weeks ago and it was hell. you legit wanna die

withdrawal gatekeeping is insane to me

>>83032256
Its not gatekeeping its common sense you do not stop being able to eat or sleep because you stopped smoking weed you do not get a worse mood you are just being a stupid imaginative CUNT who makes people going through REAL WITHDRAWALS want to shoot you in the face

in other words, gatekeeping lmoa

>>83032296
Ok pussy hope you make it into a good rehab program after you get over the worst of your weed withdrawals try not to go homeless and suck any dick for weed

thanks I appreciate your concern

miss you em hope you didn't die

>>83032247
>>83032256
>>83032271
I've withdrawn from high dose morphine for months without a taper, benzos, alcohol, alcohol+benzos, weed, nicotine, coke, meth, pretty much everything.

Easiest: nicotine. You're a little thirsty and the only way to quench it is to smoke or vape. But you can also eat some candy and just sort of accept that you're a little thirsty and go do something else for few days and it's gone. Lmao
Second easiest: weed. Kind of like nicotine w/d plus light insomnia for two weeks
meth: feel a little sad for a couple of weeks, then remember that you almost destroyed your life
coke: same as nicotine but like 2x
Ket: nooo I'm sweaty and crazy and can't urinate anymore
Cure: just stop doing ket
Morphine w/d: like having the flu, puking, feeling a sense of impending doom, but literally nothing happens and then it goes away because there are minimal physical symptoms. Just extreme discomfort and craving and puking. Cure: Gatorade, kratom
Alcohol w/d: shaking, sweating, hallucinations, seizures, 24/7 panic attack, delusions, real risk of death. Lasts around a week just for the acute phase.
Cure: benzos, Gatorade, antipsychotics, tapering
Benzo wd: same as alcohol but lasts for months. Cure: similar to alcohol but with more stamina since it takes much longer
benzos/alcohol combo: same symptoms as above
Cure: same as above but you prolly gon die nigga
Hardest by far: Jenk. Never fw jenk.

>>83032332
Which drugs are you most at risk of going homeless from? Probably opioids but why is that?

I'm currently withdrawing from weed and it's awful. You guys are just junkies who went for the biggest rollercoaster in the park and road it with no seatbelt on so now you can't comprehend that anything else can also have consequences. Fuck your relativism.

>>83032562
There are no weed withdrawals sorry anon, I know its very hard to quit though. But its nothing compared to stopping a benzo addiction.

>>83032525
I would say meth actually. With opioids as far down as you may go that little light of humanity is still on behind your eyes, even if its faint. That tiny little bit of your soul, keeping you from truly throwing it all away, fighting for the day you may come back from the mess you made. With meth, that light gets extinguished fast. There's just your body and the drug once you get deep in it, your soul goes out the fucking window. You'd cut your dick off and sell it to get more meth after a certain point

Looking to get under the influence of something today but not sure what

>>83032761
how about my cock?

>>83032562
>and road it
rode it*
See how fucked up weed withdrawal makes you?!

>>83032621
Damn, that is crazy. Why is it like that? I've never done meth, but I've done Adderall and it felt manageable.

>>83032769
Why, my peenus weenus of course

>>83032797
Something about the way it attacks your dopamine receptors and leaves them completely burnt out after wards

>>83027824
>be at detox
>tell nurse I feel ashamed
>she "opens up" and tells me she has struggled with addiction for years and has people in her family who have as well
>smiles at me and touches my knee
>ask her what with
>"I've vaped since I was 16" (she looks maybe 22)
Was she trolling or do zoomers really?

Which drug is most likely to have the effect of making someone have their income increase quickly. I'd say cocaine or adderall considering the motivational and cognitive boost they give

>>83032843
Vaping is surprisingly hard to quit, even compared to cigarettes.

>>83032843
She would fit right in with the weed addicts itt

>>83032769
Would first have to turn myself gay using meth for that

>>83032855
Are you asking what drug is most likely to increase your wealth? Uh, thats not really what drugs do

>>83032855
None. If you had the capacity to make more money by working harder you would have the attendant desire to do so as well, and something like Addies or coke would slightly aid that on down days. If you're not someone who thinks like that, those drugs will absolutely not make you suddenly work hard and think about your financial future. It's like those people who are gooning retards who take Adderall expecting it to turn them into studious workers and instead they just goon even harder for 12h straight.

took 700mg of pregabalin around 2 hours ago and i think i'll go buy few beers for when the high starts wearing off

>>83032858
I had hallucinations for two straight days and wandered into detox and had a seizure before I could tell them what I was withdrawing from. Yeah "vaping is hard to quit" sure compared to like coffee but uhhh... we are not talking about the same thing
I still can't tell if she was being condescending or misguidedly supportive but at least she was cute

>>83032898
This makes sense. Get the grind going first.

I'm convinced ketamine is for hylic npcs. It's just the vague sense of disassociation you get with psyches without the psychedelic effects, but the way I've heard people hype and up and describe it is like they're discovering the concept of theory of mind. I can't be the only one who thinks this.

>>83033121
do you think that about all dissos?

>be somewhat of an alcoholic
>made some bad decisions a year ago and got myself into a grad program I wasn't prepared for
>get to the program and fail miserably
>spent the last couple months drinking to cope before I get thrown out of housing and forced to find somewhere to live
>money is almost all gone
>stop drinking for a few days
>feels like shit, constant brainfog and terrible memory
>worry I may have had small seizures, but can't really tell if my spasms were seizures or just stimming from the anxiety of it
>finally get over the worst of it yesterday
>feel decently good rn
>good enough that I want to buy another bottle to relax
Fuck my stupid life toobz

>>83033204
Same, but different. We should be accountability buddies.

>>83033156
I think people who think dissociative like ketamine are the bees' knees and are expanding their minds with it are in fact just soulless hylics. Because, like I said, based on their description of the experiences it just sounds like what I intuited when I was 7.

>>83033432
If you were smart, you wouldn't be poor.

>>83033121
injecting K into muscle is a good trip tho

>>83033156
Like they're that different. Tried ket, 2f-dck, dmxe and it's all the same

she was muscling her dope 4 years ago so she's probably dead now

>>83033449
I definitely have more money and wealth than you. Maybe disentangle your identity from recreational substances so you don't get upset at imageboard posts?

>>83034225
who tf is you talking about fo

>>83033929
That's amazing, that means I don't gotta find someone to sell me ket.

>>83033507
it's a whole different world.

>>83024522
i've taken longer breaks (years) before and it was never the same as the first times when i was young

>>83034913
my ex from here who used to do heroin with me in europe. i haven't spoken to her in years.