I'm realizing that the sole reason why I yet too or most likely will never choose to go out out of my way to enact revenge that would lock me up forever on those who did me so wrong in recent memory is that I have it too good in life right now. Being able to travel the world and see so much in a year alone that some would never even get to see in their lifetimes has enlightened me. Despite the amount I've done being a distraction and an overall great thing for my mental health, the road has still felt lonely, and the constant pain from those who did me wrong are still there.