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I hate all of you cunts. In an original manner

I saw this south korean prostitute and she had huge blown out pussy lips. Right away I knew I had to suck on them and lick them, since that is my favorite. I was going to town on it like an ice cream cone and plunging my tongue into her pussy hole when I felt something moving. Parts of her pussy were like moving outwards in what I can only describe as a slight prolapsing motion.
All of a sudden salty piss sprayed into my mouth. I guess she was "squirting" for me but it was really just piss. It tasted like super salty ramen broth. I was in the moment so I was like ok I'm not going to let any of this squirt go to waste I am going to slurp every drop up.
But after drinking several mouthfuls I start to feel it somewhere inside my body, not sloshing around, but I feel like liquid fullness in my body. At that moment I felt a little shame. WTF am I doing with a belly full of a dirty prostitutes piss? I stopped eating her out and started to fuck her. Her pussy control was insane and I came in a minute. Even though it was a little gross, I was thinking about how hot it was and so I am about to go visit her again.

i miss mike's rants

Maria,

How will you make fire from ice?

The sunlight through your lense creates your flame

Just because you feel lost does not mean your compass is broken

>>83070542 (OP)
Brothers,
I'm having my exam tomorrow, it's going to be quite easy, I haven't prepared much, but God is with me, and I will pass it,
If any of you are in a similar circumstance, or if any of you are struggling, I wish the best to you and I hope you do well,
Yours truly,

Crazy how blocking her for a month straight made me funnier, I get heart reacts on all my messages, she initiates conversation, etc.

the worst part of feeling off is not being able to mask it and it being something you're asked repeatedly about and not knowing how to appropriately answer because you're just off and can only say as much

>>83071952
In these circumstances the best things you can do are communicate the following, and wait until it passes. As these feelings don't last forever assuming their transitory, and not based on something concrete.
>That it's not their fault you feel that way. Unless it is. In which case trying to find the words to convey that to them in a constructive manner.
>If you need anything don't hesitate to ask, and convey that you will to said person in the event you need something. This can be space. Food/drink. Medicine. Etc.
Assuming the person cares about you they'll be happy to oblige in any way they can to help. It happens to everyone.

>>83072241
you used the wrong they're. im not doing all that

>>83072260
Oh whoops. Took me a minute to find it.

I don't care anymore! I will have sex with her and I don't care how poorly it reflects on me.

>>83071952
i personally just say something like
>not really, but i will be
>don't worry, i'll be ok, it happens
i find it's enough to sate their curiosity while at the same time not attracting unwanted words

best of luck in sorting yourself out, brokenfren
i'll be rooting for you, take good care of yourself

W

I wasted my life
M

Funny to see another person who is also reminded of Gary and Cheswick by some of our own /r9k/ lolcows

Ches and Dykefraud even look a little alike now that I compare

Goddamn, it's been a while. I'm getting Cheswick and Kat messed up.

>>83073174
>>83073337
Nigger what are you even going on about?

>>83073430
>>83070070
Post from last thread some Anon made I think referencing being reminding of some Get It Off Your Chest thread personalities.

Did you give that retarded whore a promotion for harassing me yet?

I'm not suicidal, but should I kill myself instead of competing against other people? My friend has forced my hand, and this is something I know I'm right about. It became personal for her, now I'm worried that I'll be made to look bad. I have a plan to navigate this, and this is the sort of thing I can actually do. What sucks is, this sort of pressure feels good. I don't want to live life that way.

>>83073430
Also, why do you act like a cop if they were trying to fit in with zoomers? "Nigger, schizo nigger, oh shit nigger what do you think you are doing there nigger, cringe, he's posting cringe, halt nigger, nigger where do you think you're going there with your cringe, explain yourself at once nigger"

Your tone of "What is this retard blabbing about over here?" is embarassing because you're the one who doesn't know what's going on and is projecting that to attempt to farm kindred "Lol yeah what is this guy ON about"
"On about"
In two posts that pretty clearly speak for themselves

It's too easy to bait me like this goddamn nothing rustles me more than this sanctimonious coolguy act where the fuck do you think YOU are idiot you're posting with us too, it all about amounts to gossip about homeless 4chan Canadians anyhow whether you're in the loop or not

>>83073744
good, true, and real

>>83073744
I'm not reading all that lol. Fucking sperg.
>>83073557
Not familiar with any of that. I think they're just schizo posting. *Puts on my gangstalking hat*

To everyone reading this thread,
I hope you find whoever and whatever you're looking for. Even if you don't have anyone to write to or you are just here to make fun of schizos..I love you, I hope you eat something tasty soon
Me

>>83073822
first day on the job.

Babieng caaooooosssssssss

umoouwu

>>83073952
Nah I'm a seasoned gangstalker. Run a lot of ops. Real puppet master type of nigger.

Me when l

babbys first badge

Gangstalking Mike and going over to his mom's house to ask if he can come out and play.

Gangstalking Mike and playing with his mom

Gangstalking Mike and taking him out to Texas Roadhouse. Pelting him with peanuts, and telling the waitress behind his back that it's his birthday so they make him get on the birthday saddle.

why did you never gqngstalk me like that

Whas it efar even reel </3

I want to love you too, is it possible? How can I do it? I have had my limerance spell broken many times, but I can see that you are a long term person. I am also a long term person. We should be united.

Gang stalking Mike and leaving thin strips of paper on the legs of all his furniture every single day so he thinks hes slowly shrinking

Gangstalking Mike and making sure he takes his medications, sabotaging his wifi so he's forced to touch grass, and tying his shoelaces together while we're here

Ginkstinking Mink and binking shink pink flinking wink grink by hinking link dinks rinking tinked

Gangstalking Mike and eating chili cheese dogs while playing baldurs gate 2.

>>83070542 (OP)
I'm just so fucking tired man. Having BPD is so fucking draining, constant mood swings every 30 minutes, wrong thought and i want to kill myself, take a piss and i'm back to feeling mostly chill, and i'm not even gonna go into other shit going on in my life. The other day i cried myself to sleep over this. There is no cure, no surgery or treatment to get rid of it, to be healthy and normal again, it can only be managed, but it will always be there. It's weird to think that all this is because mom decided she didn't want kids as much as she thought and made it their problem.
>>83070985
Good luck on the exams, which subject is it if you don't mind me asking?

If only they felt that way about me.

I said I keep my feet in glass and thats comforting

>>83074091
I've never been to Texas Roadhouse, what's a birthday saddle?

>>83075548
It's a fun chain resturaunt once in awhile. They do decent steaks. They have yeast rolls that come with this sweet butter that's really good. Each table has a bucket of peanuts that you can eat, and throw the shells right on the floor. A solid B-tier chain resturaunt. The saddle is a wooden "stool" in the shape of a horse saddle you sit on when it's your birthday. They announce to the whole place that it's your birthday, and ask everyone to "Yee-haw" as loud as they can while you "ride" the saddle.

Dear superAdrijus@gmail.com

I love you still. I wish you had the ability to love someone like I do. Feeling numb and lobotomized due to SSRIs and yet I still miss you.

crystal blue is reflected in his eyes

I have too much to process before I get around to dealing with how I feel about you, H.
I think you think the same.
I don't know where I'm at with things at all, you've upheaved me from the ditch I thought I'd die in and being in the air is terrifying.
What would a good person do?

As I approached the grocery store, a man shortly asked for clarification on the major road ahead of down the street from us. I affirmed his questioned and went with my trip for bread. I was left wondering what kind of journey he'd been on -- being left near desperate about the distance he had left to travel. Have you ever been in that situation? Maybe your phone's near dead, but you need to save the battery because of whatever information or tool it provides access to. I think everyone should do it once. A few weeks ago, I was left stranded after two bus drivers failed to see me. After the second driver passed me, my phone died since I'd left with it half charged hours before. I just had to walk most of the way home. I think experiences like that are good because they force you to deal with the situation. I think people have become risk adverse; people avoid inconvenience.
I understand le convenience culture to be a symptom of other issues. Don't you think that inconvenience might've been what made the past so great? The closer we come to a society without friction, the closer we are to a total lack of unique experiences. We've already reached a point where most "experiences" are totally manufactured -- or at least dull. This is why I hate CARS. I really do. I'm going to have to get one and start driving soon, but I hate that I'm forced. So many people shouldn't be on the road. With every new app, Instagram feature, or widget bullshiet, everyone's safety on the road is drastically lowered. And people are so miserable it's probably more common than ever for people to drive drunk in the morning. Today I heard about a drunk driver that killed three teenagers by driving straight on the wrong side of the road. Everyday, the world around us darkens as people's misery overtakes them. That doesn't even include the factors that are causing their mental degradation. The world is literally falling apart, and I have no husband. WTFFF!!!!! WTF IS THIS BULLSHIT! D:<

>major road ahead of down the street from us..

I'm tired leave me alone. ok :D
No but where is my husband that will love me back and that I can hold when I'm nervous? uhggghhhh

I just want a husband that'll take the bus with me sometimes so then we can look at how neon lights reflect off the windows and not have to worry too much about anything

What and fuckeng itiot

>>83076433
Sometimes, sometimes

>pov you won't say the n word
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=684yGJRre0A

>>83073900
Why was this so wholesome?

mike,
i read your last post in the last thread and it reminded me of rad, laughing out loud (lol). it rubbed me like something rad would say about his real girlfriends, (this is bad, not good (by the way)) is all !

hope this new perspective can maybe help you snap out of it. get better, bud.

Get on your knees and suck my fat cock. You remind me of a dumb cunt, laughing out loud (lol). It wrote me as something a dumb cunt would say. This is bad , not good (by the way) is all!

Hope this new perspective can maybe help you better swallow my load.

Get gud, bitch.

If you try to ruin my relationship I will message the college and tell them you raped me. I'm not joking. One more message from you from a new number and I will. I blocked the first and blocked the second. Third strike you are out. Fuck with MY life I will fuck with yours. Don't fucking test me.

>>83077984
That actually happened then you should just message the college

j

i know i bug a lot by asking, but did you really mean that? you dont know how hopeful it made me feel. i should understand youre ill, and thats your number one priority. i feel so selfish for wishing you were mine. in sickness and in health, ill be there. i love you, j.

k

>>83070542 (OP)
Fuck you and I hope you die, you and your whole fucking family you fucking cuck. Give me back my money.

Fuck you stupid crackhead asshole. Go smoke meth in a ditch for all I care you fucking bumsex lover faggot nigger.

You stupid fucking bitch, you're not Jewish you piece of shit and if you actually are then that explains a lot of things. Die in a fire after you breed a black child.

Bitch I will fucking go and assasinate you myself you parent-beater. Get off of the fucking facebook and actually learn to cook for a change you fucking sow.

>>83079047
(K)unt
Fuck off

>>83079047
no I didn't, I'm too unwell to have a clue what I'm saying.

>>83077984
I haven't raped anyone and I've only texted the only person who this could be from the only number I've had for years, a very long time ago and I have no plans to contact her again. This message is likely not for me, but either way, false rape allegations are bad so I hope you don't plan to lie and that you're a victim.

you remind me of a mega-evolved flabebe

shitting my brains out in dykebot's toilet

speak to these people in a language they understand (swot) or kill myself?

>>83081185
never kill yourself unless you're a pedophile <3

L
In a way its kind of my fault. I probably shouldnt have talked to you again after I saw you blow a random dude in the parking lot. Then again everyone would just say I was schizo and seeing things anyway.

A world without psychologists and psychiatrists. All one can really hope for

>>83079561
not for you, mike

>>83079676
i dont even know you

I am a creative, sophisticated mind. Not your dribbling simpsub. I want to see your nudes before proceeding any further.

"When it's his turn, his conversation with Jesus isn't going to go the way he thinks it is"

that's tuff af memaw daaammmmm

>Gen X and Millennial women wanting to hop on the trends
>Misusing "huzz" by using it like a replacement for "hubby"
>"Oh yeah the huzz told me about this great tapas place near the commerce district!"
Cute lol

tfw no huzz to explain the mess we're in and not offer reassurance that things will be ok bu t that will provide comfort and fun as everything disintegrates

Why be passive when you can contribute to and revel in collapse? It's oodles of fun for the whole family.

beholden to the imagined shame my normie family would have of me and my life and interests award

when mum finds the maggot fleshlight

>>83070542 (OP)
the distractions aren't working anymore but I pretend they are. Even though it's full of plushes and pillows and various things, this bed is empty without you. I can't eat, all food is unappetizing. I hate sleeping, but I oversleep. Yet I still make an effort because when you come back, I want to show you my worth. I really wish I was some whore like everyone says and could go get with whatever person gives me attention but it's not so, it's only you.

soon I will do something I've always dreamt of doing and it's only possible because you cut me off and monkey branched tf outta my life. thanks, big sociopathic nigga hagl

>>83081233
You mean like your best bud Doom?

Not the best day. Moving slow.

Not the best day. Mike still posting.

>>83084180
>check timestamp
>check *his* achieve
coincidence? does this loser not have a life? ignore him, mike.

What do you want with me?

>>83083871
1000% yes and expeditiously

>>83084520
Babies said l !!!!

>!! 74 clXyG3cfR
seriously, get a job or something (ignore him, mike)

>!! 74 clXyG3cfR
>!! 74
>74
>47

Uh, guys . . .

I appreciate your kindness anon

Maria here, Colton just blew my back out.

>>83084897
>Maria here, Colton just blew my back out.
AGAIN!?!

>>83070542 (OP)
Mike medieval edition

Turn mike into a serf, send mike to toil the fields, force mike to grind at the mill, make mike carry charcoal to the blacksmith, denounce mike for heresy, get mike to weave carpets all night , convince the local spinster hag (maria) to tell tales of mikes failures in bed , deny mike the right to barter with merchants, deny mike entry to the tavern, tell rumours of mikes plague to the village people, accuse mike of demonic possession (mental illness) to the church, accuse mike of hiding crops from the lord,bribe jews to curse mike, bribe gypsies to curse mike entire linage, bribe druids to curse mikes ancestors, convince the lord to conscript mike and send him to fight bandits, jail mike for treason, waterboard mike, brand mike with hot iron, castrate mike with rusty knifes, drop multiple rats in mikes cell, drip wax onto mikes bald head, gouge out mikes eyes, impale mike on a stick and leave him outside the village to rot

I hope the pope excommunicates mike

>>83084542
But will I ever get to know you?

dear santa,

i've been a good boy this year. please send me a brown person to beat up this christmas

yours sincerely,
callum

>>83085199
>I hope the pope excommunicates mike
You don't need an excommunication cassus belli. Just fell send it bro

OMG WHY DO I LIKE WHEN PEOPLE ARE SATISFIED BY MY ACTIONS SO MUCH WTF. only sometimes though, when prepared for it. I still think about the premo tendies I gave to some guy who asked for my food. I should've just said no. there's no way he even remembers it. I do. I do. sitting here thinking about what I need to buy for baking stuff and hng I can't stop thinking about everyone enjoying what I bring :3
can't stop thinking about everyone eating ALL of what I bring. It doesn't even matter to me if people don't know it's me who brought it. that'd make it even better, honestly. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!!!

Nicest thing a gangstalker's ever said to me uwu

tv users being classified as ntsc/secam/pal

>>83084520
They want you. obviously

I have lived the same day for a little over a year now ever since I got back from basic. Ive just been working in a warehouse. I am trying to get into a trade union to be an apprentice. I hope I made the cut to get in, and my guy in the union says I did, but ill believe it when im on a jobsite. I am too smart to work in a warehouse forever.
Somethings gonna change, I can feel it

japan got the best of both worlds with scart output and ntsc 60hz, if you were in the west you either got cucked by 50hz or cucked by composite although component did come out later

unless of course you had the money as a european to circumvent the cucking and import your games and consoles

The only things that matter
Life
Universe
Happiness
God
Reality
Peace
Love
Survival
Eternity
Health


Nice to haves:
Beauty
Security
Routine
Sleep
Vitamins
Exercise
Imagination
Curiosity
Kindness
Family
Tolerance
Water
Dedication

Johnathan,
Hi. It's Sarah.
I don't know if you visit anymore. You probably don't.
That's probably why I have the courage to post this.
I lied to you about many things. I told you more lies than truths.
I did cheat on you. A lot.
I'm not going to say with who, or why.
I'm sorry for saying this in a place you might never see.
I'm sorry for being vague instead of revealing everything.
I've always been an unfair girl.
I will continue to hurt people in the future. I'm glad you're not one of them.
I felt something for you resembling love. You brought me closer to that feeling than I knew possible.
I hope time has cured you of my poison.

I know you find me boring, and we didn't get to know each other much, but I think of you similarly as I think of my little buddy. I'm a freakish stalker. I think about how loved you must've been growing up and how I wish I could protect you forever. I'm just a dumb bully, so I'd never be able to help you grow in the way you desire. I'd maybe be able to help thrust you into life. Not everyone values that, and you've been beyond me for a while. That's ooook.
I just want you to know I think of you warmly. I don't really care what you think of me. It won't ever affect my true opinion of you. thought of you when looking at doctor ami, which is about the same age as you.

Back then, when it all went bad I did try to help you. But it very quickly became about me. I wanted to win. I'm not the virtuous or noble person you think. And there are moments I still resent that you think that I am, and even further I resent your utterly, bafflingly retarded decisions.

There are days I wish I had done things differently, but I suppose that's on par with weeping over spilled milk. I feel like you took advantage of my co-dependence back then. Hel, we probably mutually exploited each other. My care for you is ultimately an inconvenience.

Dick up your ass, Maria.
and mike. get the fuck out of here fucking **ggot. nobody wants to see your spam.

Dear no one or anyone,

I think I have nothing left to say. I'm done

>>83088932
You censored 'faggot'? What are you, a faggot?