>>83085535 (OP)
it does not feel like that, i have tiny boobs. but besides the pov, i kinda just lay around all day consuming media and when im not doing that im working and overthinking my entire life and i constantly contradict my own feelings and thoughts all day long
its tiring anon
much simpler if i was a man
>>83085556
i do all those things except im a male and i dont have boobs
i think its just an autism thing and not particular to any one gender. autism is its own gender.
>>83085614
Lol girl no it's just a hard angle to film. You try to get a good natural shot without your head in it and without wedging the lens somewhere between the head and chest
It just ends up really close up trying to do a POV shot
>>83085556 >>83085578
I want to have boobs and curves, it would let me actually wear womens clothings and fit me >>83085618
I have autism as well and I do the same and Im bored and depressed >>83085614
No but this is what the women who have boobs record themselves like or what artists who draw female pov draw so I just use what I have
Whats your problem?
>>83085556
yeah, it must be so hard living in a society where you have inherent value just for being born with a pussy and are protected by every right and societal convention there is. soooooo tiring
>>83085638
If Im not even aware of what theyre saying about me I can stay oblivious and it wont matter >>83085718
Same, true, the sentiment is exactly like that including what >>83085720 said
>>83085618
i am not autistic
not diagnosed anyways
dont tell me that then im gonna think im autistic and i dont want to be debilitated by the thought >>83085720
yea im very tired of living anon
not evry girl is going to have the same life not all of us are pretty and socially abled people.
like i might as well be a man i feel like i am becuase of how my mind works and how i feel like a gross incel weirdo depiction to people
incels arent gross but i just feel like a alien
>>83085535 (OP)
It feels sad because Im ugly since I was a little girl you see the Disney movies and the popular girls and such things and see how good being a woman can be if your not an ugly autistic freak so it feels like ive fallen short of what a woman is supposed to be and I got close to something great but missed it due to bad luck. As a woman you see narratives that pretty women have better souls and that impacts me and makes me feel sad and lacking
>>83085811 >not evry girl is going to have the same life not all of us are pretty and socially abled people
all you have to do is be born with xx chromosomes. your looks don't even matter. you're not an alien and society protects you from any repercussions you could face for any kind of bad behavior. basically, you have the world and you want even more, just like all women do
>>83085535 (OP)
I am going to fucking end it I am going to fucking end all of it I hate it I wsih I was never born my only comfort place is thr conglomerate memory of r9k; I fucked up, I fucked up, I fucked up, I was supposed to socialize young and I fuckign didn't oh NOOOOOO
I am a woman with big boobs and gotta tell that it's nothing like AGPs think it is, first because there is a space between them and they only look close with a bra. I don't think about them much on my daily life, except when it's heat season, when I have to shower, put the bra on and dress up or apply lotion/antiperspirant or when they get tender wheter by my period or randomly. There is that self breast exam you have to do regularly but desu I always forget about it. I can't see my feet when I stand up and I am fully dressed or with said bra but it's not erotic or anything, I wear baggy clothes and always had been a tomboy. The annoying part it was more the bullying from my sister who always made comments on how one day she will get implants and have them bigger than mine, which I honestly think it's a stupid decision and waste of money. Ah, there is the creepy catcalls but I don't get them as much as I am older now
That type of frilly cute bra in OP is only from women with medium or small breasts, unless you have patience and money to buy in Poland or Japan
But you all will dismiss me since it doesn't fit your fetish
>But you all will dismiss me since it doesn't fit your fetish
this wasn't even necessary. it comes off like you were angry at the possibility no one would pay attention to your post. woman moment, i guess. no (You) for you, btw
>>83085984
I guess thanks for answering because I have never actually heard of the regularly self done breast exam
Why Poland specifically, I understand Japan because theyre degenerate but whats with Poland and frilly bras
Still though I hate my flat male chest >>83086071 >Comes to my thread to be an off topic asshole to someone who answered my question even if negatively charged
>>83085535 (OP)
It's fine imo. I don't really do much or go places because I'm scared of crowds. But being online is fun. Rn I'm currently trying to find a translation for a German silent film from 1924. No luck yet sadly. But my life is pretty boring and I only have one irl friend
>>83086100
Poland has a solid bra industry since they were communist and brands that offer a huge size and format range for shallow or projected breasts and have bras made for really huge boobs. One that comes to mind is Ewa Michalak
>>83086143
The former USSR has a shocking amount of garment manufacturing in general. It's usually higher quality (and more expensive) than equivalents made in China or India.
>>83086143
Oh well the more you know >>83086213 >>83086179
Contrary to popular belief I dont actually stare at my body, in fact I hate it so much I have uninstalled every mirror in my home do I dont have to look at my body shape or my face and I avoid looking down as much as I can
>>83085535 (OP)
Eh it's alright. Don't think it's anything out of the ordinary from average human experience (apart from more attention/better treatment) but if you aren't some Stacey then it's not like people are bending over backwards for you. Periods suck but otherwise I'm alright with being me.