Thread 83097401

i want to cut myself but i don't deserve the pleasure id get from it

why do faggots get pleasure from cutting themselves
can someone explain
i shave with a double edge razor and i've never felt the urge to cut open my skin like a dainty little bitch
i really don't get it

fucking faggot fuck, you should kill yourself

>>83097435
i don't know it just feels good

>>83097441
im trying
being afraid of death makes it hard

>>83097455
oh you're the faggot i talked to yesterday
from the west coast. how's it going.
how can cutting yourself feel good? justify your answer.

>>83097479
it's miserable
i don't know why it feels good. it just brings me catharsis to cause myself pain

hello basil

>>83097499
you ever tried punching your thighs or banging your head against the wall instead? you don't wanna get infected, do you?

>>83097518
it's bleak

>>83097523
i don't cut to bleed. i use scissors because it's duller. i just cut for pain so no one notices i cut
i used to slam my fist into my forehead when something bad happened though

>>83097537
i see. don't know how you can derive pleasure from that but that's okay. everyone's different.

ngl there's nothing quite like hitting your forehead while remembering some really cringey embarrassing shit

>>83097584
yeah i used to do that but it gives me a headache now

>>83097591
why are you sad though
no bf?

>>83097621
ive accomplished nothing in my life
i have no skills
barely any friends
i barely go outside
why even try anymore when it always gets worse
no reason for living besides fear

>>83097638
are you autistic? desu

>>83097648
yeah. and socially stunted from being inside too much

>>83097652
i feel you nonny. it's a wonderful life.

>>83097669
i feel like you're being sarcastic but nothing is wonderful
its so miserable

>>83097691
no shit. i fucking hate my life.

>>83097702
why was I born like this
what did i do wrong
i try to be nice to everyone
i don't think I deserve this existence but im not even mercied with death

>>83097714
drink the pain away, cutie

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIgq9spZnhk

>>83097730
i don't deserve the pleasure alcohol would give me

i almost dumped cliche on you but then i realized it would prolly be insulting, im sorry :(
wish i knew you irl, want to give you big, supportive hugs and hang out and see you happy...

unrelated but im a nervous wreck about being annoying to you rn, im not ignoring you or sleeping <3

>>83097750
you deserve to be cuddled and kissed all over ((:

>>83097759
i don't know what dumping cliche on me means

>>83097764
i deserve a bullet in my brain

>>83097803
that's my line, dummy :P

>>83097795
ohh, just saying something like "you still have time to change these, maybe not all of em rn but some of em" to >>83097638

>>83097809
okay
it's not really a line it's more of a statement

>>83097812
i don't have the mindset or the willpower to do that
im going to rot away

>>83097816
your autism is so cute. i wish i could kiss you rn -w-

>>83097820
mmh... :(

>>83097830
what is cute about me not being able to comprehend basic sayings or to be able to connect with someone

>>83097401 (OP)
You seriously need to get into mdma and shit, if you really want to feel happy and blissful and thankful of living in this earth I mean, but I bet you enjoy to feel sad, thriving in misery and feeling like sad all the times you can as part of you, do you like to make yourself cry anon?

>>83097834
life is not worth living and hopefully i will be dead before this year ends

>>83097852
i don't really enjoy crying nor can i fully
i can tear up but i haven't shed tears in months
i would very much prefer to be happy please

>>83097851
i'm kinda like (You) and i relate to (You) quite a bit and i wish i had the means and the resources and the willpower to rescue (You) from total despair so you can be my loyal boywife. capisce?

>>83097872
why would you want me when there's millions like me who are more attractive and less autistic

>>83097854
thats right you fucking faggot
if you dont kill yourself im gonna strangle you with my own hands

>>83097888
id prefer being killed because then i would actually die instead of me being tall scared to commit suicide

>>83097884
you're an unknown known

>>83097884
theres just a lot to love in you <3

>>83097863
>i can tear up but i haven't shed tears in months
Hmm the same happens to me, it's weird, you and I are not similar whatsoever, as, I have not experienced happiness enough to crave for it, I can feel blissful for a while and then once again in the cesspool, it's weird but the times I can actually make myself cry are good in a way as it's nice to feel sad instead of complete detachment, you're not so much of a loser if you can crave for happiness anon, remember that, anyways have a song

https://youtu.be/7QfSEIH2WEk

>>83097897
what does this mean I don't understand it

>>83097899
no there's really not. im the last creature in existence to deserve love

>>83097900
i can crave happiness but not take the steps to get there
i will also take steps back believing I don't deserve happiness

>>83097906
that's okay. i don't blame you. goodbye, nonny. i have to go.

*mwah* <3

>>83097894
im gonna rape your bitch faggot pussy to death
the last feeling you will ever have will be my cum mixing with your blood before you lose consciousness and die

>>83097909
ehh, its just my opinion... and yours
regardless, i still like you a lot ^_^

and *thats yours
oops

>>83097922
From a masochistic and completely lost and detached perspective of mine, I would recommend you to crave for misery and indulgence instead, learn to enjoy the misery and cry rivers when you're sad but deep down you are happy cuz you're feeling, and feeling is what's important.

>>83097933
id rather not.
thanks for thinking about me though

>>83097935
i can't comprehend why you would. my existence is a mistake

>>83097943
im trying but i haven't been able to cry
it's very dehumanizing
I don't know how to fix it

>>83097953
because my brain says so, i guess
you poor, sweet thing

>>83097401 (OP)
why do people with low iq cut themselves

im guessing its the best cry for attention they can do?

>>83097978
i hope your brain picks someone better to love
don't waste your time on me

>>83097435
I think it's popularized through media and isvthe easiest most affordable way to hurt yourself, I don't get it either because I get the urge to harm myself but not with tracing a blade on my flesh, it's oddly specific to be a human instinct.
I just have gory and violent fantasies without being able to have an outlet, since there's no going back from hurting myself like that and I don't feel the need to specifically cut.

>>83097985
if i wanted attention i would cut to keep scars to show people
it just feels good for me.
why did you post porn it's not normal to have that saved

>>83098002
suck a dick already

you are clearly either a fat female or dick craving femboy

>>83098010
im not fat nor female
>suck a dick already
idk i don't think that would help me
sex is kinda gross unless it's with someone who you care about

>>83098010
gawd that's a sexy looking foot. i want to suck on her(?) toes. sauce?

>>83097996
hmph... <3
are u tired btw? wanna sleep?
>>83097997
>popularized
hmm, i think its the wernher effect or something, idk lemme check...
no, not exactly, but similar enough ig

>>83098020
so why are you here instead of looking for somebody who cares about you?

>>83098028
very tired. id prefer not to wake up

>>83098030
i don't deserve any kind of positive feelings
also how do people find surgery like that attractive it's very gross looking

>>83098044
u eat healthy and lift weights/put strain on your muscles no surgery needed

that kind of lifestyle also instantly fixes the problems you are facing

>>83098061
no it doesn't. i used to workout daily and eat perfect and i still felt horrid. at least that gave me a fast metabolism so im still skinny

>another day, another thread
how are you not bored yet, b?

>>83098072

describe your workout and food

how much do u weight? ur giving off under 21 vibes otherwise u would be talking about alcohol non stop with ur approach to life

>>83098100
because i like talking with people

>>83098102
it was daily full body workouts with cardio. i just ate healthy idk
also i do drink, i just don't deserve the happiness it gives me
im 175 lbs 6' I think

>>83098035
awh, go sleep sleepyhead
epic bonus, you get to dream
>>83098072
who else #FastMetabolismGang

>>83098109
nothing beats irl though
i'll see about next week if i can get a bottle to drink with you

>>83098117
i dont want to wake up.
ill need to see and talk with people I hate
>>83098122
i don't really like talking to people irl im not allowed to be sad

>>83098114
ur body is likely healthy
so u can gain muscle via exercise + food
ur mind seems retarded
maybe u need a buttplug whenever ur on r9k?

>>83098134
>not allowed to be sad
says who?

>>83098143
i don't want muscle i like being twinky
i am very autistic with other mental stuff too yes
>need a buttplug
what would this do for me
>>83098147
everyone. they ghost me after i talk about my feelings (they told me to)

>>83098155
then continue to stay twinky and keep exercising and eating well

whenever u feel retarded go exercise or else

>>83098170
i dont workout anymore i sleep and bedrot

>>83098155
cannot comprehend how some people ghost over being vented to
so fucking mean...
>>83098170
god have fucking mercy on whoever that artist is, jesus fucking christ

>>83098182
yeah i don't talk to them anymore but i hate them so much

>>83098178
not gonna lie 170lb is not really 'twinky'

this guy weights 174lb
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/z_h9pbBedI8?feature=share

id give u life advice but ur clearly not looking for life advice

so eat shit <3

>>83098201
my body is twinky surprisingly.
i don't know how when I weigh that much
id like life advice but it's okay if you don't want to give any

>>83098155
*pat pat*
:<
you can be sad around here

>>83098206
no, no life advice for u

only eating shit
pegging
pissing
humiliation

nothing else

the most u deserve on a good day is a shower and even that is questionable

>>83098212
id say I deserve death but you're free to believe whatever you like

>>83098211
yeah it's nice, people actually respond to me give me good advice

will be a sad day when you stop posting gotta be honest, this place needs more personalities yknow, like it once was... when it got me hooked looked so sprout wit life, now it's pathetic and abandoned, and I'm here because my free time curses me

>>83098222
totally, death by shit suffocation is the only thing you deserve

>>83098253
yeah it's just full of porn now it's gross
hopefully i can post here forever but im probably gonna die soon

>>83098255
why do you bring up shit so much
i was thinking more bullet to the head

>>83098262
your wet dream is to be shit suffocated in a back alley

>>83098268
no it's really not
my real dream is death or billions of dollars

>83098255
>83098268
filtered
this comment will be original, as i decree

>>83098272
death by shit suffocation or endure for 21 days on nothing but shit and get a billion dollars

spoiler
you die in the end by shit suffocation

you tried

>>83098278
sometimes i wonder why people like you get to enjoy life more than me
but that isn't a kind way of thinking

>>83098295
tied to that tree like a sad sack of expired memes, your greasy sobs turning to gurgles as the arrow-pierced log of your own existential dump floods your maw chunky with undigested dreams and fedora lint. eyes popping like cheap fireworks, you choke on the warm slurry of every "why me" whine, life's cruel punchline bubbling out your nostrils while i scroll past your fade to black. kind? nah, but poetic.

>>83098303
what the fuck does this mean !!!
im just trying to get less depressed anon

>>83098343
oh rem? nah, that's you, collared chud-dog lapping up the steaming slop of your own recycled misery from that chipped bowl bandaged paws trembling as the chunky tide of every rejected dm and basement fart overflows, drowning your whines in a final, frothy gag. life's joke: you're the meal you can't swallow, anon.

>>83098348
please leave me alone
i know you're making fun of me but please

would you... like to... do some........ gaming sometime?

>>83098358
chained in your own porcelain throne of regret, that faceless void you call a face smeared with the hot, coiling ropes of every unspoken simp confession gagging as the fecal avalanche from your gutted ego plugs your throat, eyes watering in the steam while the world flushes you down without a second glance, bye felicia.

>>83098365
i don't really play multiplayer games idk

>>83098439
awh, i see, doubt i could get my minecraft working again anyways
weeell, i sleep, gnn
sweet dreams <3

>>83098439

'i don't really play multiplayer games idk'

> said twinky boy as he took a massive shit on the floor

everyone is gone now
thank you all for talking to my and spending your time trying to help

>>83098529
> said twinky boy as poop came out of his ass

>>83098529
Im here, i guess the poopshit anon is here too but i cant imagine you have much to discuss with him

>>83098577
we were discussing earlier idk why they stopped talking with me and just started replying to whatever I say
how are you though anon

>>83098597
im good anon, do you like this reverse poop?!

>>83098602
did you pretend to be someone else?
and to answer i don't really care for it

>>83098633
omg look! poop stuck!

>>83098597
I only posted yesterday at the end of your thread (or the day before idk every day is a drunken haze) and i told you women dont care about whether or not you look like a twink and you didnt respond like a nigger

Im good though thanks

>>83098647
good to hear
i think I remember that!!
good to have you back
life still sucks tho

>>83098699
It gets worse unless you take steps to change it
Otherwise eventually you will be so depressed that spamming scat hentai in unrelated threads on 4chan is the only thing that makes you feel something

>>83098720
idk what to do though.
nothing seems to make me feel better

>>83098741
Alcohol wont make you feel better
Idk about cutting lol

>>83098761
yeah i know.
i haven't done them in a while besides alcohol, but i don't plan on doing it for another couple months too
what now

>>83098768
Go exercise
Go for a walk if you cant be bothered doing proper exercise

>>83098801
i guess that helps sometimes but
I just hate going outside so much especially when the sun is out

>>83098819
Take vitamin d supplements and go out in the sun for a bit now and again
The lack of sun will be making your mental state worse than it needs to be

>>83098819
literally do anything other than being on r9k poopboi

learn a skill
touch grass
suck a dick

>>83098768
also if you legit need help stop larping about wanting to die

either die or ask for help, otherwise ill make you eat shit

be humble poopboy

>>83098841
I already take supplements and I get a little sun but ughh I just hate it
im trying though

>>83097884
autistic boys are cute!

>>83098994
how are they cute I can't understand social anything

I want to lay on the floor

>>83099073
me too it's fun

OP, you should post tummy

>>83097463
I'm not afraid of death. I just don't have a reliable way of dying.

>>83099228
no thanks
i used to do that and it attracted too many creeps

>>83100223
this is one of the reasons why im scared