ok, I threw up my liver and am ready for therapy, this is what I remember, blogpost time
>be me
>horny
>in the deep end of faggotry and whatnot
>decided to try a femboy
>install app
>find one near me
>he kind of cute
>we message
>so far so good
>he send pics
>he dresses like a maid and has an astolfo cosplay
>oh hell yeah I want this
>meet up today
>waiting on him
>few minutes pass he approaches me
>who the fuck is this
>its a fucking guy. Like a regular looking guy
>hey anon lets go
>o-oh hey
>already thinking at this point that I fucked up
>follow him to his apartment
>I go in and the first thing I saw going in is his fucking counter table
>he had gag toys, handcuffs, a collar, even a fucking black dildo
>oh god what am I fucking doing
>am literally petrified at this point
>ok lay in the bed anon I'll be out in a sec
>k-kay
>I lay there contemplating every fucking decision I made in my life
>I-I still have time to lea-
>ok anon am ready
>oh he's here, maybe he'll have his cosplay o-
>nope, he's butt fucking naked
>what in the fucking fuck
>fucker looks like my brother at this point
>I want to fucking cry
>w-why are you naked I asked
>aren't you gonna fuck me??
>I swear I tear ran down
>I-I just want some succ honestly
>yeah ok, we can do that
>laying there motionless, petrified and terrified