I hate myself. For allowing others to inflict pain on me. For my bad decisions. For being an obese piece of shit. For cutting like a teenage emo girl making a rolling thread on /b/. For being such a retard and passing on such good opportunities. For being so lonely and desperate that I started watching tranny porn since those are the only likes I get on dating apps but I don't like them, so if I watch enough porn maybe I'll like them and get laid with someone at least. I hate myself for my low self esteem. I hate myself for being a coward and never gotten into a fight when I should definitely have in certain scenarios. Pussy,