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I actually have eczema too lol sunlight helps it the most, also cortisone cream (but only once or twice a week, more than that can apparently be bad for the skin)

also to continue my post above, what I love most about getting used to doing hard things is I now feel in control. I've always wanted to have the best body I could or look the best I possibly can, and now I can actually will myself to achieve that; I've always wanted to be strong, now I am, I always wanted to earn a certain amount or work a certain job, now I can, I always wanted to be able to walk up to any girl I thought was cute and talk to them, now I have the will to do that. When I was in a hole, I convinced myself I didn't actually want those things because getting them seemed so difficult, I didn't even want to bother. self delusion is a bitch eh

knowing you can actually will yourself to do anything you want has got to be the best human condition to be in