How do I stop being nervous before first dates?
I've been on around 40 first dates in the past 2 years and
every single time
I'll be shitting 4-5 times on the day of the date. I'm literally shitting myself I'm so scared.
When I meet the girls it's fine, I can hold a conversation and make them laugh and all that but the entire day of the date is a fucking nightmare. I've tried alcohol and it helps somewhat but it makes me equally useless for any productive work that day. I wouldn't know where to buy weed, it's illegal here and I don't know any dealers or anyone who knows any dealers.