My deepest secret is I don't understand why men like me so much. I remember, long ago, I met this sociopath who manipulated women but couldn't manipulate me. He liked me but I didn't like his bad character, right from the start. He had this one woman wrapped around his finger, and he and this woman, harassed me together. She had a friend that said she was protecting from me, she didn't want him to get hurt.

I think maybe it's only certain people who are strongly drawn to me but apparently they are. I never asked to be viewed as seductive, sexy blah blah, but that is how I'm viewed. I don't feel that way inside but that is how I'm perceived. It's very confusing being perceived like that. Like, what did I even do to you?