I made a new second friend group over the past year and now I'm thinking of ghosting them all because I was an idiot and fell in love with someone in it. She's been lovey dovey with me and it's the first time since my last relationship imploded years ago that I've actually felt like someone cared about me. Then I found out all those times we had plans or were hanging out and she had to leave early she was going off to see this other guy from the group and is basically all over him whenever I'm not around, even though the dude's got a gf already. I think she knows something's up because I've been quiet the past few days. If I tell her to fuck off I know it's going to be awkward in the group because they were both there before me and it's been entirely chill, so people will probably blame me for bringing drama into shit. I fucking hate people so much. Thanks for reading my blog.